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dulcenayen@blogspot.com♥
Friday, October 27, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@4:25 PM


BOOS! finally changed my blogskin for like?? 6 months? hahas. ta-da! my new blog skin!! hahas.

WITHOUT THE HELP OF JENNA xDD

LOVE ME
LOVE ME NOT

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@4:11 PM


oh well, back from exams~ IM EXAMS FREE! hahas

today was so fcuking larhs. my mother so irritating, arghh... she kept praising my sister but never me. oh whatever. im happy with who i am larhs xD hahahas. weeee~~~ morning was like nag nag nag nag. how would i know if a paper is missing when i didnt even touch the file at all? LOSER. arghh.. asking me to re-print the TKD cert again, i will say to you, FORGET IT. im not that proud to be a TKD person, cause i never go liaos. hahahas. =X

i need go back and train!! everyone says i'm fat. arghh.. hahas. whoops. my stomach is bulging out. lols. hahahas. xP heck arhs, just dun eat too much >.<>

oh well, im going to change my blogskin soon. if i have the time to do it, and im not lazy. hahahas. that will be soon! hahas. xP ask jenna help me do, den never. arghh.. all her fault xP no larhs. i dun blame anyone one larhs. hahas, im a good girl. (= SMILES
you didnt hurt me
you killed me
dead-

Love,
Dulcy


Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@3:20 PM


hie hie, home from that freaking school! hahahas.

i was like suffering for the past few days, study study study, that all my mum wants me to do. whether i have studied or not, she will not happy with me. i dun really care larhs. arghh.. forcing me to get into that school, sorry, i do not like people to force me. (= thats my attitude of life. lols xDDDDD

well, today was a very very boring day at school. thought i could celebrate mr ang's farewell party. the stupid school screw it up and we got to postpone it to tml after school which happen to NEARLY clash into my netball training.

well, the netball training schedue is out, wow. its going to be very very very INTENSIVE training. there even a netball day camp which is from 8 to 6. oh well, im willing to do that to get into the school's team (= JIAYOU! hahahas.

well, going back to STUDY after this post. sad. everyone is out there playing and having fun, while me? STUDYING in a CORNER. when am i going to get my freedom. anyway, i cant study with all the construction noises around me. argh..

when i say
i love you
it will be
forever

Love,
Dulcy


Sunday, October 22, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:31 PM


hie hie xDD

its 11.30 and i'm still talking to fabian on the phone. hahas. today wasn't a very nice day. woke up at around 10am? lols. cause i dreamt of my brother's girlfriend. LOLS. im not a les larhs xDD hahas. its like my whole family go to her house and see see, den her house got alot of abnormal kids to take care den got sharks which eat tissue papers only. lols. hahas. weird dreams xDD

the same old things happening during the weekends, going market, eat at the market, come home, do work. blah blah blahs... lols. but i got to write 2 letters, one for a essay to get into ACS International and another to apologise to that bytchy mdm cheng. lols, i was indirectly scolding her off larhs, hahas. its like i said " i'm sorry that i COPIED your sentence which is " i cant stand your bytchyness " lols, i knew i wasn't right. " LOLS. hahahahs.

well, i think life still have to go on larhs. with haze and all that attitudes of people around me. oh well, couldnt be bothered, used to it i can say? lols. anyway, i forgotten what i done yesterday, not a single bit. sians. lols. if not i can start to blog about yesterday's things, which i think is quite sux. lols

for once i knew
what my life was
how sux life always been
and i knew for sure
it will never be a smooth journey long.

Love,
Dulcy


Thursday, October 19, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@10:57 PM


well. its so late, yet im awake! hahas. xDD

woke up as early as 7am in the morning to follow my mother to eat breakfast. then after that, we went to the national library to like "study" lols. "study" as in taking out a laptop, signing in to MSN and chat, playing blackjack online, blasting the musics from the computer into the earpiece. lols. hahas. anyway, one very funny incident happened at the library. here we go,

my mum called daffy to ask us to pack up and eat lunch. so while we are packing up, daffy just pulled the ear piece out, and BLAST goes the music. everyone like stared at us >.<>

after lunch, went to see ACS ( International ) well, went there once, not much of a attraction to me. but, im still confused if i had to leave skss or not. of course, skss and ACS ( International ) has pros and cons. i dunno, CONFUSED ME.

hahas, anyway after reaching home my sibling was like, VROOM! maple maple maple! and me and my mother, ok, lets go relax at the foot reflaxilogy. whatever its called. hahas. xDD so SHIOK!! hahas. xDD well after that i went home and have dinner and everything went back to normal.

well, i can conclude that SKSS students are always wandering around malls, as i saw many of the secondary one pupils at there. well PANDA ( Sze Yun ) was there too xD and guess who i saw? miss Kang and Miss Jay, my primary school netball teacher and PE teacher. hahas. and den when i went to heartland mall, i heard, " ehs? isnt this the triplets? " LOLS. hahahs. xDD

not a very wonderful day larhs. hahas. but its quite pleasent (= watched "The Cinderalla's Story" hahas. wish i could be her! LOLS. hahas. xP WHOOPS.

im not that girl
who's going to wait for you
like finding a rain in a drought

Love,
Dulcy


Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:39 PM


well, after blogging. i went looking through my close friends blogs. hmms. i saw my sisters blog, krystle blog and crazy bifang blog. hahas. and now looking back. i got to say some things.


FIRSTLY
that bastard, a true xiao bai lian. go out work for your own larhs! only know how spend money dunno how to work for it. you think working very easy job arhs? need to face some sickening people like me facing the teachers in skss. you think life is always very good arh? for you larhs! only know how to take money, dunno how to earn. you are not even fit to be a father of 5! i never ever treated you as my father since the day i was born! you have no rights to ABUSE us for nothing!


SECONDLY
in my heart, i know i have put in my best. im not lying to myself. if you all dun believe me, i dun give a dam care! you want to know why i have done so badly for my term 4? cause you all are giving me so much pressure and stress! if you could just relax and let me do what i want for my term 4, it would end up like my term 3 results, with 4 As. now, im not happy with my results, neither you all are. do you all like it? is this suppose to be called what? MY RETRIBUTION?

THIRDLY
freaking teachers, im going to say it for the last fcuking time. if you all cant recognise us, please dun anyhow assuse people ok? if you want to anyhow assuse people, dun say them until they like kill people right? what has the teachers in the world becoming to? i know im in the wrong, must you pull in other people? get the facts right huhs. im totally so looking down on " role models " like you teachers.

FOURTHY
hahahas. 2e3, what a wonderful class indeed. 2e3, a united class in times of downs and in times of ups. hahahas. (= hope that 2e3 will be a united class forever! and 2e3 will live down our history xDD so united, everyone climbed through windows to play cards.

FIFTHLY
i thought it was due to the studying and exams so rebecca and mengshi didnt blog. but when i go in and see their blog, it was like quite long ago the post. i didnt get to see mengshi's blog, cause when i wan to get in, it like got error and shut down all my internet explore stuffs. i dun wan to take the risk again. hahas. xP

SIXTLY
im like so in love with the song that gilian played today, but i cant find the song tittle for whatsoever. hahas. (= any hopes? and im also so in love with the song <<>> by F.I.R hahas xP i kept playing the song over and over again xDD hahas. the song came by by this guy in maple which is my maple dear. lols. hahas. xD


well, thats all i got to say xDD E.T is at my house waiting for scoccer to start, can say waiting for my brother to wake up. my brother is a bad host. hahahas. xD bye

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@10:12 PM


hie. well today was the taking back of overall marks. i was helping out as mr ang was like too lazy to do anything, so he called us to help him do. hahas. i dun mind anyway, cause if i gamble, i'll be losing loads of money. hahas

well, busy helping people check their term 2 overall marks. no one really cares for the term 2 larhs, it was like what? check check check, CHEY, ok SKIP to wilfred. lols. wilfred was like my "team mate" he was super super super UN-ORGANISED. i was like doing 3 different paper, and he is doing 1 which was the WHOLE YEAR overall marks. hahas.

of course there are retain/de-moted to NA pupils, some really i am so shocked. some are like, SERVES THEM RIGHT FOR NOT STUDYING. hahas. i pity nawal )= she became so so so guai, den she maybe will be demoted, but i think Mr Ang can help her (=

when i got back my results, i thought my science was like A2, didnt knew i got B4 for it, and A2 for home econs -.- i just stand there and cry infront of krystle, den mr ang come and ask me why i cry, den krystle said that im scared i cant take pure, den mr ang told me that he will try his very best to help me. I REALLY HOPE HE WILL HELP ME xD thanks mr ang.

ITS A MIRICLE that he would be promoted to sec 3 T. anyway, all the best larhs. ITS ALSO ANOTHER MIRICLE that my darling fabian wont drop to NA or retain. wahahas. xP whoops. im not cursing you horhs! xDD all the best to EVERYONE, dun give up on urself xDD

there is always ups and down in life
in order to go over them
you got to have a positive mind-set
and there you stand

Love,
Dulcy


Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:59 PM


hie hie. didnt post for like 1 whole week. was freaking mad? pissed? angry? sad? disappointed? whatever you can think of except the positive things.

firstly, GRADES. i dunno what has happen to me for the last term this year. my first 3 terms was like, ok lorhs, exams coming, study lorhs. and i scored quite good indeed. but now, term 4 its like, EXAMS!!! omghs, quick quick study study!! i dun care, must study until understand, dun care even if i dun sleep. every single paper i did super badly.

its like my maths was 80+ den now i got 74, not even a A1? den my history was like always A1, now its like C6? my chinese? term 3 got A1, now got C6. science always A1, now C5. geography was the most disgusted paper ever! its like i study so hard, yet i get this fcuking results. 23/100? i CANT ACCEPT it. my english was like A2, and now its C5? wth? everything has dropped. when i get back every paper, i will just sit there, and tears fall down. wth. sux sux sux. i must as well dun study, study dam hard get lousy results. study ok ok, den get good results. NONSENSE

now its attitude, conducts and behaviour. what the.. its like, im the fcuking trouble maker here and everyone around me gets into trouble with me. forget it, i had enough, i dunwan to hurt other people. leave me alone. everything bad is coming to me. why? why? lucky, im strong not like my sisters, i really pity them, i understand how they feel. im sorry jies.

got scolded for everything i done, whether its right or wrong. its always my fault. yes, i admit, some are my fault, i dun mind facing the musics, but when im not in the wrong, why must i? i have done nothing wrong, and when i stnad up for MY OWN RIGHTS, i get into more troubles. what the? its unfair. teachers are NOT ALWAYS RIGHT, they LIE TO OUR PARENTS so that THEY CAN GET AWAY FROM THE PROBLEM. fair? NO, NEVER. students are always at fault. i never had a problem like this when im in primary school, why? cause SENGKANG TEACHER ARE SUPER SUPER SENSESITIVE and UNREASONABLE.

anyway, im done here for the day. (= my brother wants me to chiong maple with him. so hahas. ok lorhs (= HATE MY DAD (= bye

yes, its my fault
i'll face it
but it isnt my fault now
why should i?
NEVER WILL I

Love,
Dulcy


Thursday, October 12, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:32 AM


in school...

well, i got back my history paper. which i actually knows what the marks already. i dunno larhs. i dun give a dam in anything, just hope my overall will make me able to get a A maths and Double Pure Sciences. well, was so SUAY today. history teacher ( sazyrina) caught my sock as it is coloured with the "flying puma" (FIRST TIME IN THE WHOE ENTIRE YEAR) wth.. hahas. den she took my socks away and said to take it back form her the last day of school. i rather her throw it away. wahahhahas.

now its IT lesson again. couldn't be borthered to do any of the stupid LAME projects. eg, making a poster for selling watere bottle -.- how lame can it be? VERY LAME INDEED. hahas. when the teacher comes over, i will off the screen so that he thinks that i didnt on the computer. wahahahas. im so smart xDD wahahas.

anyway, after school got netball training. sianns. people told me that cannot have CCA when the PSI is high, hahas. but oh well, still got training. awws. how sad. )= well i dunno what to do anyway, rather den going home stuck to the computer playing games and hearing the constructions in my house.

my mum started the renovations yesterday. they started renovationg my brother NEW room first, so ya. VERY VERY NOISY. and you will see alot of construction people walking pass you to and fro. so irritating. arghh..

oh well. i think i better go liaos. xDD hahas. go do some other things den doing IT -.- hahahha. xD tata-

sugar rush
is it for real or maybe?

Love,
Dulcy


Wednesday, October 11, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@12:04 AM


EXAMS ARE OFFICALLY OVER!

hahas. well, today was the last paper which is literature. they ask me to write a peom on anomatopia so i wrote :
ring! ring! its recess time
boom! bang! goes the door
chomps! chomps! goes the food
burp! whoops! im sorry.

hahas. its kinda of cute larhs. hahas. i think i did ok ok in literature larhs. not too good, not to bad. able to pass? hahas. so after literature it was like so happy. but got survey from 10am to 12pm.

what 2 hours wasted straight after exams. so desiree brought bifang and mengshi to my house while me, daffy, krystle and rebecca went for the survey. they wait for us to do finish our survey so we can go for a "exams-are-over celebration" hahas. the survey was like doing maths and science questions. to what i know, everyone's getting like 50-odd questions while me, i got 80! omghhs. hahas.

i dunno if that called suay or what larhs. he ask me to go out with him after the literature paper, so after the literature paper, i use sihui hp to sms him say that i got survey to do. den later he say, he got a survey too. den i was like omghs? i didnt want to see his face larhs. its like, i dunno? not the right time?

oh well, after to survey. went to eat kfc den went home, packed our things for bowling and off we go! hahas. we played a total of 4 games. hahas. the best i did was a total score of 131. hahas. beat that xP the bill was like 60? lols. hahas. super expensive (= but its worth having all the fun! hahas.

so after the game we passed our house and went to the playground and took some pictures, played about. super HOT. hahas. xP everyone took off their skirts and took photo, everyone wearing FBT shorts! hahas. xDD well the pictures havent been sent to me. i'll post it the next time den (=

im down with a very very very terrible flu man. so im going to take a rest now, hope i get up tml. hahas. xD tata- nights.

Love,
Dulcy


Monday, October 09, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:31 AM


well, im home from school.

tml is the last of last paper. hahas. should i be happy or should i be sad? i put in all my best, i thought i could score like a1? or even a2? but what did i came out? A FCUKING C6? cheebye lorhs. wth. my history was like a1 or a2 every test, but my end of year it was like c6? how horrible. what the hell. so pissed of? geography was like rushing for time, hmms. didnt really care already. fail fail lorhs. dun get what i wan to get into lorhs. what the hell. im such a failure indeed.

so krytle they all came and cheer me up. (= yeah, went to eat KFC with them. and to my surprise, mengshi tagged along too. hahas. but she didnt eat any chicken cause the newspaper said that KFC ill-treats the chickens. lols. hahas. so she went to buy a cup of coke and a normal regular fries which are so expensive. hahas. had fun larhs, but cant take away that sadness in me when i did terribly in my history. sianns..

suppose to go home with fabian derhs. no mood, so didnt go home with him. left him all alone going home all alone. awws. sorry, so when i reached home, i called him, attitude alot so he said after i cooled down den call him back and i think that will be never today. hahas. xP

now im in my sister room playing her computer w/o her permission xP hahas. whoopsy. well, going to play my neopets, LOLS. hahas. or maybe i download maple (= hahas. ok tata.

i tried my best;
this is all i have

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@3:23 AM


well, what am i doing so early in the morning?

STUDYING GEOGRAPHY. hahas, i think i will pass geog, or i must say, i MUST pass geography. i beg you larhs teacher, at least let me pass something for the year. LOLS. hahas. ok.. so i kinda of studied finished, but going to wake up at 6am to revise/read through and refresh my memory. hahas. woke up at 1am and started studying with sore eyes, flu and back ache. wow.. hahas. talked on the phone with fabian, hahas. he said he was studying but actually, i doubt that larhs. but i cant do anything, hahas. its his life (=

so now, flu's getting better, des and jenna on the phone with each other, jenna blasting the songs she's playing till it can be heard from downstairs. hahas, thats how powerful it is. LOLS. hahas. so now packed my things, put on the table, and now daffy just asked me " dul dul... chapter whats arhs? " DIAO.. hahas. so didnt reply.

going to sleep soon. urms, i mean now. today the whole day was like kinda of playing, helping my sister clean up her " pig sty " hahas. xP anyway, des wanna blog. so i've got to go now. (=

cya all, i meant sweet dreams. hahas. everyone's in dreamland liaoos. hahas. xP nights all.

if its meant to be yours;
it will be yours only;
and no one can take;
that away from you

Love,
Dulcy


Saturday, October 07, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:48 PM


hie.

well, today was very very slack, woke up at 930 did my stuffs like eating, watching tv and playing comp. den when my brother comes home from tuition, i watched him play scoccer till i fell asleep. woke up at around 5pm, feeling so hungry that i didnt eat anything for the whole day except instant noodles, so i opened my cookie which are meant for eating when im studying, and ate them all up. and ya, of course there will be people around me who wants them too. hahas. xP oh well, im generous, so i gave them to eat. waited till 7pm, my parents were out for dinner, while my maid went out to buy nasi lemak for me. yummy. den watch tv and den try to solve some problems which were already solved but its hunting me again.


for the last time, i will not ever stead with you nor him. if no matter what i must choose either one, i will choose none and jump off the building ok? stop creating problems for me again can? if you really want me to be happy, let me be what i am now or use-to-be. i'm no longer dwelling into the past, i have move on. its time for you to pick yourself up and move on, accept it. you hurt me too much that it is unforgivable, my heart is broken till 1cm left, if i ever get back with you, i'll just drop dead with my heart torn into two. get it? stop hassling my friends already, there's nothing between me and him, and i will also never patch/stead with him. get it? if you do, let me lead my life as i am now.

i just hardly picked myself up;
now you again,
has come into my life
this point of time
and made me go back to square 1
dwelling into the past;
no longer that happy go lucky me...

Love,
Dulcy


Friday, October 06, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@3:37 PM


hie.

well, im back to blogging another time for the day. hahas. im super bored, i cant sleep cause im too hyper. i dunwan to watch tv, cause it so boring. help 2 person write testimonials, change all my friendster pictures. and now nothing to do again, so im blogg. hahas.

well, my father just bought me egg tarts, so im eating it now, and that daaafffyy duck eat so fast that she got nothing to do but stare at my screen. or maybe me, cause im so attractive. hahas. daffy : thats fake. im dreaming of myself actually. (: i cant stop helping myself to. well, see, she's too shy to admit it. hahas.

i forgotten that today is mooncake festival. was suppose to have a family BBQ at first but now look at my house? outside there is the big big construction to do my roof. awww. and very noisy indeed, that's a excuse not to study in the afternoon. hahas. xD and that makes me bored to.

well.. i think i got nothing else to say for now, (= all the best to everyone in their exams. bye

happy go lucky me;
im back!
hahas..

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@1:08 PM


well well..

home from school, after 2 maths paper. wasn't that easy, wasn't that hard. (= but very very careless, awws.. sobs. anyway its over. 5 days of exams are over. 2 more paper, not very important to me larhs, literature and GEOGRAGPHY. GEOGRAPHY, can u believe it? ahya, sure fail. hahas. xP but i will still study hard and try to fcuking hell pass for ONCE. arghh... hahas. xP got back my literature file, just today. diaoo. my peoms all above 7. hahas. 7, 7.5, 8, 8 . whooo.. hahas. xP

anyway, after today's math paper, went to eat KFC with des, i treat her. and now i'm broke! hahas. xP saddness. haahs. xP must start to save again. hahas. anyway, slacking- hahas..

4 more days to end all the misery;
after that;
class photo taking, cheeze!
and 2 months of play (=

Love,
Dulcy


Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@12:06 PM


back from school.

anyway, today just going to write about YOU! you crap so much, in the end also all not facts? talk so much corck. bytch, u like it so much arhs? flirt lai flirt qu, cheebye, think you dam pretty mehs? idiotic. lucky someone told me you type something lame about me which are not true at all, I HAVE SEEN EVERYONE'S TRUE COLOURS.

anyway, ya. byebye (= smiles.

1 week of study
after that...
2 months of playing (=
can say intensive training.

Love,
Dulcy


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