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will it be much better if i take a step back again? it might be better for everyone. but, i would be just at the corner of the room, hurled up into a ball. being that emotional girl again, do i want to do that? i really dunno what i should do, either way, its either me or everyone else. do i want to be that selfish? i dunno, it felt a silence there..

oh well, handed up my english compo, i was quite proud of it luh! i hope i get a pass, or better den a pass, i want a 30? (: try luhhs, no confidence at all. oh well, I HATE SANDRA. stupid bytchh. it was like recess, den i went over to eejie they all that table/gang, cause timmy wanted to pass me his locker keys, as i want to changed my locker to not so remote place in the school. hahas.. den when timmy taking out the key, my chinese teacher passed by. den i said " hie laoshi! " den she smiled at me den walked past. after that, SANDRA was like " eeyeer... suck up girl luh you." den i was like wthh?? saying hie is suck up. fcukking hell suck down luh she. i will never ever suck up to teachers luh, you ask my former school people, who have i ever suck up to? NB sandra. she only know how to seduce guys luhh, everytime you see her, sure got a guy beside her. stupid bytchh/slut. before you open ur bloody mouth, please horhs, look in the mirror, see IF YOU GOT THE ABILITY TO SAY PEOPLE. later say people, den ownself suan urself, I LAUGH man.

oh yay! i got back my emaths results. i didnt exept to be that high again. i really thankyou Lord (: this time i didnt lost out by 1/2mark to the top guy. but i actually got the same marks as him luh! 21/25. hahas, xDD quite happy luh.. at least i didnt lost out by afew marks, next time i will try to beat him (: dulcena! jiayou! you can do it (:

anyway (: i'm teaching little justina primary 6 science, i kinda of recall some luhhs. hahas, ehs! quite proud! still recall some. ahhas xPP oh well. i got to help her, she PSLE ehs! must jiayou little girl (: no more playing a fool lerhs! study hard! MUGG girl! bahaas. xD believe in yourself, have faith and you will strive well my dear. jiayou! lets jiayou together! (:






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i'm so dead dead tired. yawns! i was typing somethin just now, quite a long one, den it suddenly cancelled off. oh well, got pissed off. so just going to write a short one lorhs (:

done all my essays, with the help of SIABINGXI (: bahahas. thanks bingxi (: oh wells.. he stays up just for me to do my english compo. ahhas. duncan help me do and i think it freaks me out, so bingxi thought of an idea for me den i wrote out lorhs. hahas xP oh wells. he fell asleep on his computer! i felt so bad. bhahas, xP not going to write about DAOXTER, whole day playing game. hahas. couldn't be bothered! (:






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yesterday didnt blog because internet abit screwed. dunno why only can use msn. dun really want to talk abut yesterday, have to crack my brain to think of what i did yesterday. kinda of forgotten. haas. oh wells! dun care. xP

well.. today jerome was like crazy larhs! i handed up my consent form writing my class as 33, write wrongly den come scream at me, i was like " sorry, sir" den take away and rewrite. like that also must shout at me. he too fat, almost fell off the steps. bahahas, i wonder what would happen if he fell off the steps. bahhas.. oh wells.. got back my amaths results, it was quite a shock that i got a pass, i wasnt really aiming for a pass, cause i dunno alot of things. but i got second in class, losing by half a mark to the first! so pissed! bahahas. oh well, english.. failed by 1!! grr.. so angry.. i was having headache from english class till now =\ oh wells..

i dunno if i should be proud or ashamed to have this friend. i felt as if i betrayed her, but he's the only friend who knows my problem. ok i might say, other knows. but they dun know what i'm actually feeling, i dunno if he does la. but i think he does luhh.. ahyo. i'm feeling very very bad, thats why everytime i would asked him if he is with her or going to talk to her. i dunwant to be a evil person. i just need a trustworthy friend and i yet to find one. i really hope i can find one soon.. haiish.. i'm sorry.

i really dunno what i'm feeling right now. confused again? back to square 1? i thought i got it straighten out, but when i think back, i dun think i have. i'm just trying to run away from my problems. hiding it, and now it found me backk. i really want to go to the beach side, scream as loud as i could, letting out my frustrations, anger, saddness, sorrow. everything! and go back to that happy girl which everyone sees. THAT HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL WALKING DOWN THE STREETS. i really dunno, im confused again, like months back. i'm back to square 1.






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hahas, today morning was like my parents superb blackk face. super angry.. mummy found out that annie stay over, den scold scold scold.. den unhappy about skss charging us school fees when we not in there lerhs. ahyo. she morning like really bu shuang. xP oh wells..

daddy is an arsehole larhs. siaoo. ask me find the acceptance paper of ACS, den my maid find lerhs, den he say its not. den when i find give him, cause mummy beside him, den he tiam tiam. crazy guy.. den later ask me where i put his ezlink card. den i was like, HUH? since when i use his ezlink card, i got student fare on luhh! crazy guy.. grr... dunno whats the problem with him..

den the whole day was like at the computer larhs. nothing much to do. my parents are still singing ka-char-ok (whatever its spelled) super noisy larhs. SO LOUD SOMEMORE. grrr... oh well. got ang bao! hahas, my dad's friend came over thats why. hahas xP until now havent go home. oh wells. xDD

he's sick, running a high fever. i worry for him, i dunno why. i shouldnt worry for him. but its like my reaction. did i lie to myself again? i thought i forgotton him.. haiish, please Lord. help me erase the unwanted memories of mine. thankyou.






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hahas, today in school was SCREWED. first was english test, i didnt study luhh! denn dunno how to do, i just hope i pass xPP hahas, den recess.. study for amaths, den go amaths class, TEST! i dunno how to do 3 questions out of 6! wthhs luhh.. sure die, den i super stress like want to cry liaos, but need to rush to emaths class for test luhh!! so go do, dunno how to do 1 question, wahh, i really want to cry luhh. but WO REN!ahahas.. so after that was like, RECESS... so went for econs, super blur, maybe tio shocked.. hahas, dam blur, den gina was like " dulcy, are you ok? understand? " LOL. hahas.. was very relaxed larhs, den went for chemistry class, GOT TEST AGAIN.. grrr.. den studied abit, i think i can pass luhh. hahas, teacher like got pissed off at me cause i keep going up to her and ask her stuffs. hahas. xPP oh well, den time's up, i want to write my last sentence, she dun allow, den write my name down on " those who talk in class " den i was EHS!? i didnt even talk luhh, i just want to write my last sentence luh!! *bish* but she like forgive me larhs, cause she see me guais! bhahaas

so it was pouring after school, we(netballers) have to wait till 4.15 to see if still pouring. denn i was like wthh? so i went to music room and hear and watch nick, geof they all play. hahas. MY EARS ARE LIKE DEAF. den iain came back to school to find teachers to do testimonials for him.. TO MAKE HIM LOOK GOOD, but actually not luhh.. i like dog like that larhs! follow him here, there, wait for him outside classes.. den in the end called me dog, SUPERB PISS LARHS. wthh.. so i took a bus back with WILLIAM, to douby ghout. he dam good larhs! help me bring back my file and laptop to my house, hahas. xPP THANKS WILLYakaGRRR.. hahas.!!

so went for netball, today was friendly matches, i keep throwing wrong, i think because of communication breakdown ): sorry!! my bad. xPP hahas, wil buck up derhs xDD bahahas.. they are good people luhh!! i ate their dougnut! NICE EHS! bahahas, xPP oh well, so went going home.. we cant find a taxi, so we took a bus (14), den later realized we took wrong side so we have to take back. den take a MRT home.. grrr... LOL. so like just reached home. xP

EHS! just realized that WILLIAMakaWILLYakaGRRR... bought us PPCards for us. hahas, he so good larhs!bahahas, now eating food and drinking water. *hungry* xPP tatas. xPP its late (11.51pm)






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hahas, dun care already larhs! i just cant concentrate on my homeworks! bahahas, literature, i havent read the book on chapter6, so i dunno how to do. lazy to read too, yesterday so hardworking, read 2 chapters, today i am like I DUN CARE LE LARHs. chinese is like, ARGHH! *pulls hair out* bahahas. xP i cant understand!! xPP ohh well..

so i gave up...

i became so bored that i kept writing my name hahas. xP

tadas! hahas, i think the last one was the best! cause got colours! bahahas. hahas. xP oh well, colour my life xDD cya!

filll my heart with colours

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today in school was like OK larhs.. got made fun of my name ALWAYS in english and lit class. dorothy always likes to call me DOOOcena. diaoo.. hahas, den when go through lit answers, she say a for apple, b for boy, c for carrot, d for DOOOcena. diaoo la! the whole class was like laughing.

recess was kinda of bored, so took some funny pictures. hahas. (: all my friends, i'm not in the photos, too precious larh my face. bahahahs..

nick looked dam funny larhs, he didnt know that i took him xDD bahahas, xP

yanze look really stupid.. hahas, i was like YANZE LOOK! den he turn, den KACHEEK! hahas. dunno why got that face on him also. BAHAHAs *falls off the chair, rolling on the floor LAUGHING*
yanmeng look super sissy larhs! i also dunno why he does that. hahahas, and des was sleeping away. hahas, vidatte LOOK SO WEIRD! hahas, she wore contacts today xD

nick thought i was taking photo with him, but i took him. den he was like " you wont be in the picture. " hahahas. xPP funny boy xP

ohh wells, thats all i have for the day. i have to do my homework. i very guai one! hahas xDD tatas. (:

just me alone. aloner-

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today was like 3rd day of CNY, its with my friends! early morning go my didi house, jackboon, den later went to willams house. hahas, near by what.. xPP so go lorhs, hahas... played with his GUN! lols. can die one ehs! but not real gun larhs. bahahas, will pain xP hahas.. den after that... go to kevin's house, den played blackjack, it was dam fun, won quite abit.. hahas, the mummy was like, I BET $2! hahas, den i won xP.. den after that, went to sk, meet up with CHEESEN and SHERWIN. go went down to lester house... den later jiahan came, den annie came.. dam funny. played blackjack too.. den later i dam hungry, so go YOSHIYONA and eat xPP den later go jiahan's house and played blackjack too. den very late already so need to go home. hahas.. so went home, angela, beefang and khoo khoo was there. went to eat some food, den later they 3 went home. so the rest of us played blackjack until like now? hahas, den my mummy ask them to go home, hahas. xPP so they have to all SHOO SHOO, haas.

so now, i'm trying to rush all my work from last week. tonight dun need to sleep lerhs!! sobs.. CHIONG AHH!! sianns, tml like got emaths, LIT, ENGLISH and chem. die larhs.. i got like, lit homework, emaths homework, amaths homework, chinese homework.. goosh larhs! died- hahas. xP i gtg RUSH! cya (:






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hahas, oh well. today not much of visiting people. suppose to visit my father's friend. but dunno why never, they give alot of money de lorhs! hahas. ohh well, nvms.. so went to my mummy god-father house. at first when we went, not many people, den start to alot of people come. so we left. every year will go there and play with a dog named roy, but it passed away last year. so they got a similiar dog that named ris. hahas. xPP he's a baby larhs, den SUPERB hyper larhs. den anyhow pee. >.<

isnt he cute? hahas, xPP although his long bady makes him look funny. there's RIS! hahas

anyway, after that we went to eat KFC for lunch at bedok, i think so. hahas, den IT POURED. goodness, it like rain, stop, rain, stop. now stop xDD hahas, i'm having a function today again. today not many people, so i called krystle to come. but sadly she can only come awhile. better den nothing (: den... williams coming too. des invited him, hahas. xPP carmela is over, my brother invited him. hahas, ANNIE coming too xDD bahhas, sure is DAFFY INVITE HIM LARHS. hahas. okok.

tatas- gtg (:






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my father side came over. there were like TONS OF PEOPLE LARHS. goodness.. daffy's boyfriend ( annie ) also came over and get hongbaos! bahhas.. there were like too many ppl downstairs, so all the teenagers kids have to come to my room and play cards.

we played like ASSHOLE DADI, hahas. it was dam funny. my cousins are dam funny. hahas, den after that, we got quite bored of it, so we wanted to play mahjong, den we took out des bought the dam dam small mahjong set that she bought at $3 in china. hahas. den after we like stack up the piles, we realized that 4 cards were missing. so we like kept the cards and like chitchat

we were talking about the ACS family thingy. it was dam funny, acs rox man! as in the fun people only, not the muggers, the nerds, the act cool, the rich. ahahs. the dam funny type (: hahas. really, my cousins and my siblings and annie and me were like laughing and laughing. until they went home.

i think i'm going to have asthma soon! hahas. xP laugh too much. oh well! once a year with my cousins. hahas, have fun! xDD






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hmms.. today CNY, quite boring larhs. left the house like at 11?? cause my sister larhs, so bloody slow.. bath, change, do make up. so bloody slow. we wait for here like for 1hr?!? argh.. so slow, so went to visit 3 places. thats what we do every year larhs. but this year never go to my mum's side as there's quarrels here and there. so like reached home at... 3 +?

didnt realy care much about hongbaos larhs, i know got 1 guy dam stingy, give $2.. oh whatever.. later my father side the people coming over again. hahas. so i can play with my cousins! although i'm not even close to them. bahahas. xPP dun care larhs.. got food eat can liaoo xPP my grandmother is over already! bahahas, my father side de larhs.. DUH...

oh well, after we came home, we watched the movie that our chinese teacher showed to us. my brother thinks how to people die dam cool. sadistic huhs.. lols, anyway, it was quite a nice movie larhs. xPP tatas. (: i'll try to blog again.






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dunn really felt the new year feeling. hahas. xP nvms.. anyway, today was like very busy larhs. and my dad was like bossing everyone around, anyhow scold people, i hate like that larhs. forever like that. stupid bastardd. dunno what's his problem. everything also scold scold scold.

oh wells, waiting till 12am. so i can go sleep. nothing nice this year larhs, so bored. the same thing larhs, just hope i become smarter this year! cause i ate "chong!" chong meng the chong! hahas. xP bleahhs!. xPP

okok, i dunn think i will be blogging for the next few days larhs. see first larhs (:

ANYWAY, STILL WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR (: MAY THE GOD BLESS YOU





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today was CNY celebration. was almost late for school, JUST IN TIME, when i reached my sit, it just started. hahas. i knew it! my class didnt get to win. bahahas, xD its like how sux larhs. lols, so we like play cards, den i'm like dam pro there larhs. but for skss, i keep losing to the boys. means, ACS INTERNATIONAL 3x people sux in cards. hahas, xPP oh wells, they have to accept the fact. bahahas. xP

later got new year celebration at the hall. si anren, instead of taking the cute lion dance, he go take me. *bish* and i look dam retardd larhs. argh!! stupid anren. den he go paste it on some photo thingy, in the internet. wah liaos. so pekchek larhs! so, the dance was very cute larhs. i like the lions, but i scared to touch them one. hahas. xP den got teaecher's singing, GINA LIM EHS! she wasnt singing up there larhs, she went red all the way larhs, and laughing. she kinda of screw up the show. hahas. xP oh well, after that went for lunch..

was suppose to go out with nick, vidatte, yanze, tiange and yanmeng larhs. den when going out of the gate, i so happy i jump on nick, den i dropped my hp on the ROAD!! wahseh, 4 scratches larhs. everyone at the foyer saw and looked larhs, goodness larhs! dam sad, cried abit. den ok lerhs. hahas, den saw jews(jiajun) at bugerking, said hi and wanting to go subway. den nick, vidatte and yanze dunwan go larhs,. got my sisters so pissed off, as you know, my sisters hate people who say eat together, dne break promise. oh wells, they were like scolding nick off. tiange followed us go subway. den funny larhs tiange xDD he's good larhs xDD just realized, i thought he was those noisy noisy type, den he this few days quiet down. xD

so went to take 48 to little india, tiange stopped at oldham, cause he wanted to date jiayi out. hahas. xP den i saw bingxi picking up his girlfriend up. hahas, finally saw his gf real life, not bad larhs, average lorhs. bahahas. he was like throwing a CUTE DUCK LARHS, den i sms him, saying i want a cow. den he say see first, see how mean can bingxi be? hahas. xP den went i went down the bus, everyone in the bus stared at us larhs, dam freaky. hahas. den i asked bingxi why everyone stare at us, he say because people find us chio. LOL. bahahas.

so took a mrt home, i saw my dear ziya! hahas, she cant play hockey. cause of her leg.. hahas. so sad larhs, her leg got some problem, still dunwan go rest, still go meet friend. funny ehs! den lihuan fetched us home. den saw clarence(brother) at the mrt picking up carmela, so we went to heartland mall, den nickho was there, so he treated us eat yoshinoya! hahas. den des went to buy bubble tea for us, den saw jenna sister, hahas. funny larhs she and jenna, they like keep making fun of each other.

so went home, slack slack and slack. den after dinner, watch tv until sleep on the sofa, the sofa too comfy larhs. was waiting for fabian to come de larhs, den he never call me when he reached, den just go home. so angry larhs. *bish!* didnt get to take photo with him larhs, have to wait next time again. hahas. xP ohh well.

this post is long? hahas, okie. tatas. i go chit chat lerhs! bahahs. byebye, cya, WISHING EVERYONE A VERY VERY HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR (:






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my dear yankai puting on the hongbaos! bahahas, cute ehs! xPP

okies! tatas. xP go o2jam, so bored. dunwan to do homework tonight. hahas. happy mood

misses of love

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today is valentines day. i knew it! it was a very bad bad day.. sianns, i got 9 flowers today and some other stuffs. stupid iain never give me, i give him den he return me, den say he give me. EVIL RIGHT? this type of guy, say one thing do another thing. den so evil larhs, keep bullying me, den injured me larhs. superb pain larhs. *bish* xDD

went out with sherwin and gang. went to hang around at sk there, den later someone say we tio taji, the guy from skss larhs. slapp that guy lahs, look at me like so pervert, den say we diao him, whatever larhs. den call girls come down, den later call his "gang" lucky i from skss, i know derek and ashley, waichong also there. so was like laughing larhs, den scolding the sec 1 guy off. stupid, forever creating trouble. siao siao people. who cares. (:

anyway, thanks, lester, cheesen, songwen, sherwin and gary for pei-ing me! hahas, xP anyway, i'll see you all soon again. tatas~






YESTERDAY
it was another freaking bad day larhs. dunno what's happening with all the guys in the world larhs. i didnt even like him, den he say i like him at first den later dun like, den like that he called me a bytchh? dunno what's his problem larhs. couldn't be bothered. hahas. xDD

TODAY
jerome [DM] was dam funny larhs, he was superb angry den he said " you all havent seen 2% of my yet" den we three were wondering, if he was 100%, he would look dam big size larhs, cause he is already big size. so we were like making fun of him the whole day xDD bahahas. and this is what we drew in econs [relief class] class.

<--thats what me and my sister drew. its dam funny larhs! bahahas. xP we really drew 50 of jeromes. bahahas. xP its copywrited! xDD dam funny larhs, and the relief teacher was like "ehs, you are so mean larhs" he is dam kind larhs, very reasonable. ahhas. DAM FUNNY MAN. so.. after that. PE, i fell on my arse larhs. so pain. hahas, marcus was there! hahas, he's dam cute larhs. xP he's shirt is ok already. bahhas. xP anyway, he didnt instruct me today, it was the same as the first lesson instructor, he bullied me larhs! its like everyone there bullied me. and that guy who owe me a drink really bought for me larhs! hahas.

ONCOMING
tml is valentines.. everyone is like, i love you, you love me. stop the mushy stuffs larhs, as if you can only say it on valentines.. diaoo larhs. anyway, dun really care about valentines already. bhahaahs xPP its dam dumb. i havent spend my valentine with my MR PERFECT yet. still awaiting for him, is he infront of me? who cares, be patient and wait xD that the way man girl! xDD






BINGXI, all i have to say to you is good luckk. you are so fcuking screwed now. i dun care giving face to you, you fcuking hell didnt even show me that respect. you want to play with me, keep to the limit, i cant stretch my limit far. and this time you've crossed the line, maybe i wont be that evil as i did to my skss people, you will just watch and see. i will no longer get bullied by idiotic people by you. i gave you too much to say already, i had enough. BINGXI, dun think you that smart, RI guy.

QIZHI, i dunno whats ur problem larhs. all of the sudden come and scold me bytchh? i didnt een see you today larhs. NB, talk halfway, den go offline, called him, never pick up. this is what i call HUMJI KIA, make trouble den run away. STUPID, no matter what. i will get to the bottom of this ok? just wait and see, i'll embarassed you tml, I MEAN IT. you make me, i'll make you back, no one gets scott-free like that.

today isnt my day, i think i got mel pissed off with iain larhs. i'm sorry mel if it is my fault >.< ahyo, firstly, my locker keys got "stolen" from my friend, den later den return me. wthh larhs.. no books during class ehs! den.. spilt salt water onto myself in chem class. wthh larhs. got stayed back for english cause people came in late. wtSHYT larhs. so hate today.. water bottle dropped into a drain.. parents scolded me for caming home late, 6.45? -.- stupid XIAO BAI LIAN a.k.a BASTARD. WTH, whats going on with me. did the bad luckk came back to me again? i so hate life in international school.






YESTERDAY
the whole day from morning to night was helping out in a pagion thingy where my mum was a judge. hahas. xP DOING BACKSTAGE CREW LEHS! gosh larhs. dam tiring.. run here and there, help people do their clothes and there. phew.. was SUPERB hungry =S so i went out to my dad's table and cope food! hahas. but den, eat halfway den have to rush back in.. sianns. so reached home about... 11++ i think.

TODAY
morning, as usual, go to the market.. do marketing. den came home, went out to go SHOPPING!! hahas, bought a hand carrier, high heels, jeans, tops and blah blah. ahhas. xPp later went to heartland and buy green pen, LOL. hahas, den bought new year stuffs for des and daffy. den CAME HOME

so now, i'm going to do my homework, this weekend is very very tiring. hahas. cya xD tatas.






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today quite early came home because dun have netball training in school. i'm superb tired larhs, i was talking to MR AMATHS on the phone the whole of last night, didnt sleep larhs. den i kept drinking coffee to keep myself awake. dam tired! later still have outside netball training. gosh.!

got pissed off by eejie last night, that me and him was cold war the whole day today, we didnt even talk to each other. i dun mind. its like, i hate guys who 2 times or MORE, boasting about themselves. it will be superb irritating larhs. arghh.. got so pissed, so we are not on talking terms today (:

i dunno what i should do! i left like 8 smses for 2 days, PATHETIC. and my outgoing burst like 20mins? thats the end of dulcena's money. hahahs xP gosh larhs, MR AMATHS LARHS. >.< bahhas, anyway, he is like learning driving and feeling sleepy. LOL, later fail the test i laugh =X joking xDD






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i cant say much about today. i'll say it whenn i do finish all my homework. (: cya tatas. xDD







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its so early.. hahas, i'm competing with geoffrey who sleeps later. but he is so irritaing, making me feel bored! cause he an use the computer like at 1am, cause of his mother and his curvew. hahas. sobs.. i'm so HUNGRY, not tired but HUNGRY. hahas. xP sobs, i feel like eating something! if i losses(which will never happen) den i have to buy him cookies! and vice versa. xP bahahas.

looking back againn.. i really think i was very foolish, hurting myself, making myself mesirable. its not the people around me who hurt me, its myself. i felt very very foolish now. after so many things i have done, i cannot turn back time and stop doing what i used to do wrongly. i hurt myself too much. oh wells, as i said, dun regret, live life to the fullest (: i rreally got nothing to say but hope for better future, better life, better everything, including relationships.

why must we rush relationships? these are just hurdles the blocked our way. if a guy rreally loves you, he will wait and continue waiting, no matter the numberous times of rejections, he will still be there, waiting for you, standing at the door with a rose, waiting for you to say yes. he will be the one who will be always there for you, in times of sorrow, in times of happiness. why rush things out? see his true colours first, den decide. rushing things only lead to unhappiness, the wrong man of ur life. i realized my mistake, i knew i shouldnt have rushed things out, i let down one, the other let me down. thats how retribution come about. if everything were to go back to the time, place, date, i would say i'm sorry, and carry on.






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today is a dam bad day for me.. superb angry. stupid SAMUAL ( that a.d.d guy ) borrowed my lit text, HIGHLIGHTED like everything. i'm so freaking pissed, i confronted him, asking him to buy me a new lit text, den he stand there like an arsehole.. den later, nicholas, BROKE MY TURTLE KEYCHAIN!! arghh.. nvms.. den i made spegettie sauce on myself! arghh.. den after school, got so pissed off with my sisters so i took at taxi to douby, and it cost me $6.50

i was so so upset with today, that i almost wanted to hurt myself, wanted to cry, need a shoulder to lean on (jerlin ): where are you when i needed you darlingdear). but when i reached home, my brother send me his friend's blog. i found it very meaningful.

i thought my memories of a unlucky year came again. i thought when i change my environment, i can start everything afresh. oh well, why live life to regret? you made a wrong move, turn back and do it right this time round. so what it takes up time, just make sure you are going the right path. forget my past, my bad memories, my bad deeds, and carry on a wonderful life right. i have to be strong, i cant be the one little girl, who is always being pushed around, getting bruise and scratches, leaving scars everywhere. forget about the scars, move on, you know you will have a happy life next time, when we strive hard.

i'm no longer that playful me, i realized, i have to be strong, not being bullied always. i need to stand up for my own rights, being able to speak up. i'm no longer that inmature kid who loves to play around. i want to be strong. soon...






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oh well, today. didnt bring my hp to school! tried to tell people that i cant talk when i can, tried to resist not to talk but soon after like.. 4 hrs? i gave up. i started to talk again. bahhaas. thats how talkative i am xP but i dun talk craps.

geoffrey really bought the cute toy toy for me!! hahas. i'm so happy, i got the soft toy, the pillow and now the hp stand. ahhas. so cute larhs he. xP damm funny. and he bought the cookies today for me! bahahas. and i got him into trouble, i asked vidette to bring PE shirt and shorts for me, but somehow she didnt read my sms, so i borrowed geoffrey PE shirt and wore my school skirt. hahas. and he getting scolded from teacher! bahahas xP i'm guai kia.

today inline skating got 1 instructor dam cute larhs. haha. xPP he made me fall like twice! *bish!* and i made his shirt tore. xP bahahas, xP and me and him is like snatching over a $70+ helmet, which doesnt stink! hahas. at first i got it, den soon he snatch it back *bish!* xP oh well.. its his anyway, stil got to return him. i call him MR BIG BULLY, i forgotten his name, but next week he not coming to teach us lerhs. xP CUTE GUY LARH, 18 years old, sadly, he's short. bahahas, but taller den me >.<

tml, i'm only have 3 lessons to attend, den the rest of the day is dunno what thingy larhs. drama thingy. xP dun really care much, my effort grade was like 3 and 4 from dorothy. __ larhs *bish!*






hie hie!

today, morning was like having FLU.. den i was asking around for tissues, no one has, so i was like *sniff sniff* everywhere i go, everywhere i do, every second passes. haahaas. got like a terrible dry throat, so i was also going *ahhems ahhems* everywhere i go, everywhere i do, every second passes. haahaas. xP oh well, soon later the flu gone off. now still having the dry throat.

bio test was like SCREWED!! i thought they were asking me to compare spider and ant, but actually its spider and crab. LOL. hahas. DEAD- i'm prepared to fail! =S hahas, so econs.. den teacher was like, after this is lunch right? ( lunch was at 2.10 and i'm superb hungry ) den everyone was YEAH, but there will be no more food. DEN I STUN. DIE, i will be starving, true enough, wan ton mee, w/o wan ton, w/o char siew. NOTHING BUT THE HARD NOODLES. and it cost $2 for a bloody small plate! arghh. so i bought $1 potato wadges. was still very very hungry!! so ended school at 5.10, SUPERB tired. yet got netball.

went for netball. threw 100 pass each, den they were like " OUCH, my arms are aching!! " den we 3 (triplets) were like, UH???? -.-""" den they finally DID SQUARE! but it sux, they say what, its very very demanding -.- i was like WTFISHH?? they blame me for not turning back, but they are actually throwing to the back of me! ( its suppose to be the front for netballers who KNOWS HOW TO PLAY NETBALL ) den i was superb angry, i feel like going up to him and give him a SLAP ACROSS THE FACE. so pissed..

anyway, SKSS NETBALLERS! you done yourself proud! you thrash them 51-5! not like my school. FAILURE or can say SORE LOSERS (blame everyone else but themselves -.-) all the best for the second round! JIAYOU SKSS! my heart will always be with SKSS NETBALL!!






hie hie!

i'm like KINDA of studying and homeworking the whole day.. hahas. xPP not really larhs, as you know.. i'm very very distractive.. so i do things DAM slowly. hahas. some more got my laptop infront of me, and signing into msn.. hhaas. xPP

BEEFANG and KRYSTLE came over to my house today! hahas. xPp they are so cute larhs. still miss them alot. xP they like every month come one time. they havent change a single bit. krystle, as cute as ever. and beefang, as high as ever! hahas. iLOVEyou (: hahas. we had fun fun fun! taking photos xP

oh wells, back to homeworking. hahas. cya (:






没力气总是懒洋洋的
mei li qi zhong shi lan yang yang de

赖着你 怀你顽皮兮兮
lan zhe ni huai ni wan pi xi xi

是该做些事 心里有甜蜜的
shi gai zuo xie shi xin li you tian mi de

不想要不想要睁开眼睛
bu xiang yao bu xiang yao zheng kai yan jing

我和你 频率如此接近
wo he ni ying bei ru ci jie jin

没压力自在做我自己
mei ya li zi zai zou wo ji zi

第一次感受这种爱的决心
di yi chi gan shou zhe zhong ai de jue xin

只想要只想要 和你一起
zhi xiang yao zhi xiang yao he ni yi qi

I wanna be with you 爱你好幸福
I wanna be with you ai ni hao xin fu

想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
Xiang yao he ni chuang zao yi ge ai and xiao wu

I wanna be with you 爱你好满足
I wanna be with you ai ni hao man zu

享受最甜美的束缚 有你的呵护我不再孤独
xiang shou zui tian mei de shu pu you ni de he hu wo bu zai gu du


i'm so in love with this song...




hie hie!

this will be a short one! hahas. xPP woke up at 8+ suppose to go POSB bank today to do my card.. but it was like so long queue, den i said " oh my shyt. " den daffy turn and look, den she say " oh my shyt. " den my mum turn and look and ALSO said "oh my shyt" den i was like. LOL, everyone copy me. hahahs. xPP

now, i'm home. DUH.. help my mummy do the dics thingy, now on my own! hahas. xP doing homework. i very guai de lorhs! hahas. xP






hie hie!

i'm superb tired this morning that i didnt talk during tutorial time and everyone was asking why am i so quiet. hahas. xP even my teacher asked " where's dulcena? i didnt hear her talk today " den me, laying my head on the table, raised my hands up and said " i'm here.. " LOLs. hahas. i'm going to have a good night rest today! its like dam tired. i have to eat chocolate to keep me awake. -.-

i'm going to grow fat soon larhs. hahas. xPp keep eating chocolates. after school, PON netball, today is their first time doing square, i am glad for them (: hahaas. xPp anyway, went out with friends today to swensens, going to go broke larhs. dam #%^ing rich larhs! whole day go out with them, they like splur everything, den tml, you see their wallet, full of money again. ahas xP

oh wells, i'm tired! going to sleep.. soon? anyway, TODAY'S AHCESS BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL, YOU GOT YOUR CAKE BUT DUNWAN TO EAT. xP






hie hie!!

hahas, so late at night? what am i doing? HOMEWORK-ING, cleaning up the shyt that they all left. idiotic. i let go the first one, but no more free loaders man. i hate that. you both are so getting a ZERO in ur literature. hate me! i dun care! i had enough! you all havent see the real me,its just the warming up. i wont be nice to people who arent nice to me at all, taking me for granted? @$%^&* you all!

i'm doing chinese homework now!! hahas. still in school uniform, tml or you can say TODAY, waking up at 5.30 to bath and prepare everything. my dad has fixed up the computer table, able to use it, my room study desk light are fixed. now i can study well (: thanks!

when out with iain and gf, bingxi, shuimei, david.. and more.. went to holland V, ALMOST lost my way there.. hahas. chat, laugh, had fun, ate. den when home, leaving iain and his gf alone as the rest went home earlier den us. i'm how good larhs! still say i PS-ER arghh..

okok, i need to go do my work lerhs. byebye- tatas-

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