yesterday so tired didnt get to blog. hahas, I PON TRAINING (school) so happy. was quite lucky that i did luh. cause jermaine didnt come, den MON was like leading the training. (she's a girl which is super bossy, thinks she's the best! but i think she's the worst) oh well! emily so sad, got to suffer again.. hahas. =PP PITY HER LUH! stupid mr teh, go tell her rugby teacher say cannot go rugby until finish A div. i think A div only 1 day. play 1 match/ *kiCKED!* hahash. i will go back laughing =PP

anyway, went for the kallang training. daddy fetched me there. it was like alot of people again. OBVIOUSLY, TIRING. hahas. when play game, i am so so so proud of myself! i hit out 3 balls in a row! =DD when getting better, den training end.. awww.. hahas.. i need to train how to curle in the ball, so when i hit out, den curle the ball back into the court, so wont be the opponent's ball again. sians! i dunno how to do. =PP

anyway, stupid brother. throw elmo eyes at my eyes, den super pain. NEHNEH. arshole. its like SOLID HARD, and knock dam dam dam hard. @#$%^&*( luh he. grrr.. went to eat breakfast at the 24/7 hongkong cafe. hahas, was okok luh! but i love their seat. its like SO COOL! hahas. =PP the food not bad, and i cant eat finish my food, its like ALOT. hahas. den mummy went for foot reflexilogy. den i have to walk home. i'm so good luh! i donated $2.40 to the flag day thingy. the girl very cute, so i donate all the her. hahas =PP i just realized that kovan people very kind, always donate =DD anyway, the $2.40 is not mine >.< its mummy's money. hahas =PP

anyway, tatas! (= going to study.. LATER =P






boos! hahas, today was like of course. tiring again. every thrusday its like that. =PP got 2 tests tml, amaths and econs. and both have not studied for it. i'm super super super tired now luh. standing in the MRT for like 1hr?? OMGHS.. went to send kristy and kathy off to australia! awww.. dam sad luh, its like everyone crying =PP but i didnt, ALMOST. hahas.. they got alot of ppl that send them off. and i saw my brother said about this girl named... serina. i think so. hahas, she's okok luh, my brother got bad taste, he say she looks like shyt. OK what. lols. anyway, its like i dunno anyone there, its like i only know SIABINGXI and GILLIAN. hahas =PP felt so werid there. =PP

my @#$%^&*( father hitted my mummy! wthhecks! i am SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO... SO SO SO PISSED OFF. grrr.. wthhecks?!? its like, my mummy mouth bleed and today it swell. OUCH LUH! i so hate my dad for being so violent, XIAOBAILIAN! herhs! NEHNEH. never work ( no income ) yet still treat my mummy like that. wthhecks. hate him!

i'm going to study now so. (= tatas!






i really dunno what to blog today. it was OKOK lorhs. bored... stupid FAT asking me how to do the literature holiday hw, when like suppose to pass up like LAST WEEK. wthhecks. their teacher so good! grr.. :P ohwells.. i'm bored.. was suppose to do chinese hw, but den. lazy to do. super tired.. lets wakeup at 5am to do! LOL. =P i will do it! i very guai one. SIANS! still no one want pei me go national library study.... maybe dun go? but den like that ps my brother, den i cant study. =\ ahya, dunno what to do luh! DIE IS THE BEST WAY xP

wonder wonder wonder wonder. ahya! NOTHING TO SAY. lols. xP BYEBYE~






man.. i just hate this.. now i know whats ur true colours. you're just trying to toy with my feelings right? i know that! and i was so so so stupid to believe you! this is the dam last time i'm believing in you. 2 days ago, you were like " I LOVE YOU, but you dun love me" WHATEVER. den today is like " i told you; i'd wash my hands off you. " wthhecks is this? playing my dam feelings? i hope someone else plays urs, and feel how bloody shyt i feel now ok? i wont be that soft-hearted anymore.

when i'm down, who will be there to listen to me? who will be there to give me a shoulder to lean on and cry? why am i always asking myself this when i really know the answer and know there isnt hope for better stuffs. there is NO ONE. and NO ONE, i mean it. how can i find someone who i can TRUST, someone who will be there to comfort me? someone who will go the extra mile just to see me smile again? NO ONE. when i reach out for help, no one just want to pull me up, just standing there watching me get the hurt, and den walk away. have anyone feels that? me. only me.






PEEKABOO!

emily brought a rubber ball to school today. den i was playing in the hall. i bounce bounce the ball on the ground. den i play until so fun. den when bounce on the chair, den rebounce den hit my nose, DAM PAIN!. den des and yaanmeng was infront laughing at me. oh ya! and geoffrey was laughing too. i felt so retardd!!! hahas, but it was dam funny until when i'm writing this, I'M LAUGHING. ahahahhaahs! xP

hahas, was freaking pissed off at the new guy toady. that BEN guy. he pissed me off. i just heard from my sister that he told her off by saying " i'm smarter den you in any way. " if he tells me that, or i hear that in my face, i wil #$^*ing slap him dead hard and make him remember that FOR LIFE. LEAVING A SCAR ON HIS FACE. I DUN CARE. den he was like " sammuel( crazy guy ) isnt that bad " den i told quande " cause they are in the same catagery " ahhahas! i was ROLF! :P got so low for bio test luh, feel like tearing the paper apart! hahas. :P need my parent's signature! gahs! hate it. dun care luh! give excuses, thats what i'm best in! lols. xP

I HATE YANKAI AKA FAT. he like got super brains luh! wthhecks! dun study also can score 23/30 for bio. wahh. slap his #^&* face, was like cursing him infront of my brother when walking home. ahhahas! :P told him that. den he was like " spoil my reputation when he havent see me" lols. FAT, i dun care! xP hahas, he in chem also like that! super brains. nvms, I'LL SHOW YOU MY POWERS! ITS GROWING! hahahas. xP wait for EOY (: WILL MUG :P such a mugger. lols. xPP

why must everything come back again!? its like, you2 confessed to me. i dunno what to say. i dunwan to hurt you again. den you will start dao-ing me again. i dunwan you2 to get into a fight again. i dunwan to see you both get into a fight. i told you2 about him3, den i think you go sms him3 about it. den he3 come sms me, saying whether i had feelings. i really dunno how to answer you2 and you3. while lying on my bed, thinking of the past. i really had to cry to sleep. i hate this type of life, when i was going back into my happy go lucky me, you all pulled me back. when can you stop pestering me. i said i wont ever return by ur2&3 sides, i dunwan to take that risk again, neither do i want to hurt you2&3. dun wait, carry on in life, life is full of surprises, i wish you2&3 all the best..






FRIDAY
i just hate when there is school training. all i think is 1 word, BORING. it totally sux luh. a total waste of my time. instead of improving in netball, i think i'm deproving! hahas. think, you should know how LOUSY they were. dun like the person, dun pass the ball. WHAT SENSE?!?! den got meeting, " how far do you think we can go in the A div? " i wanted to say " THE LAST!" hahas, daffy said " that far! " LOL. hahahahas! it was super super funny. xP oh well, MON SUX in netball. she is captain because she was the one who opened netball. LAME? YES. DUH. 100% stupid.

den later at 8pm got outside training. it was very fun! hahas, i love every friday FROM 8pm to 10pm ONLY. hahas, the school training? uhh.. primary school training luh, but kindergarden maturity. hahas! xP I WILL ONLY RESPECT TO PEOPLE/CAPTAINS WHO ARE ROLE MODELS. (:

SATURDAY
woke up quite early. but everyone woke up earlier den me, and i was the last to leave the house. i left at like 8.30? everyone gone already. even my maids, EXPECT my dogs lols. xP hahas. went to songwen chale, thought it was at downtown the chalet, but it was at at costa sand. diaoo. didnt really have fun luh. morning was like, cant decide where to go. quite pissed off at that time. everyone says its my fault because my sisters dunwan go escape. den i was like WTHS? arghh.. den after deciding, go escape. go in, first tihng sit rainbow, I CRIED. xP but after that, the next few rides, i didnt cry anymore! i was SO BRAVE. everyone play afew rounds, den dunwan play lerhs. all vomit, cause drink too much the night before. it was like WTH> waste of money. den went to arcade, watch people play, den later go find des km they all. km is dam fun to play with luh! he dam enthu! hahas. xP den later we went back to play in escape. hahas, it was dam fun. our last ride was the wet&wild, stupid km got me all wet cause he bend down. i went back to the chalet wet.

hahas, so before dinner, i go bath. i bath finish. come out of the toliet. 4 boxes of pizza, 3 boxes empty, 1 box, 4 slices left. wthhs. no one left 1 piece for me. den ate 1 slice, den go subway buy the meal den go home. hahas. I LOVE SUBWAY COOKIE! xP hahas, den latger go home. SLEEP! thats why didnt blog. hahas. got reason! xP

TODAY
today of course. go market. den i overheard 2uncles talking, uncle A " i woke up at 3am this morning luh! (in chinese)" uncle B " so early do what? (in chinese)" uncle A " go toliet (in chinese)" den i was LOL!?!? wthhs. its like i was laughing for 10mins. hahahahas :P it was like super retard luh! xP hahas.

why does everyone dunwan to tell me whats wrong with them!?! they just tell me that they not happy today, very pissed off. den when i asked why, they say nvms (: i dunwan to tell you. is it because i'm not trustworthy for all? or what? or is there somthing wrong with me??






hello you!

wow, i actually did my literature holiday assignment! hahas, but it was abit crappy luh xP didnt care, just copy paste all the way. hahahas. xP i just realized that my assignment was 1 of the shortest in the class >.< ah ya! didnt care. at first we were suppose to like hand-writen it on a piece of paper. i didnt care, so i typed it out. didnt print out! so today morning, faster on my computer and write out. of course didnt have all the time in the world to wait for me to do finish, so i like did halfway. when go into lit class, she ask me to hand up, i said i wanted to hand up after recess, cause recess i can take my time to copy. den she say its either today and add 2 marks or tml minus 3 marks. den i shouted " what?!?! " den she told me not to pissed her off, so i dun care, dunwan do ler. go home slack slack do. den when she was teaching, i was having flu all the time luh, den want to sneeze, dunwan to sneeze, that type of feeling IS SO NOT GOOD. den she told me " dulcena, stare at the light, i heard that it helps you to sneeze and dun think about sneezing. " LOL. does it really work? i dunno! hahas. xP den after class,

she asked me " dulcena, i thought you will hand up by today "

me : actually i did it very long ago, den last night wanted to print out, but den i heard from someone that cannot print out, need to write out. but i didnt have te time to do it as my mother was rushing me to sleep. i tried my very best to write, but i only wrote halfway.

dorothy : ok la. you got the typed out one now?

me : yup, but i havent print it yet. it is in my laptop.

dorothy : okok. get it printed by lunch break? den pass it up to me, if not i will minus ur marks. me : okok, i will get it done by recess break.

so i happily go to the general office and printed out. hahas! omghs! i didnt except myself to +2 marks! hahahas!! was super happy happy happy! ahhahas! at first was dam dam dam dam PISSED OFF, but now. i dunwan to swear at her lerh! she's my BEST teacher! and anyway, what i said was actually a lie! LOL. it just popped out of my head! hahas xP SMART ME. (: hurhur.. I LOVE DOROTHY! LOL. hhas. jkjk xP





oh wells!

today like that lorhs. i now dam dam dam busy. rushing my lit holiday homework. at first say dunwan do. den now doing. LOL. hahas, weird right? oh wells. cant wait for SATURDAY!! hahas, can go out with songwen they all (: hahahas. WHEE~~~ xP oh wells. tatas! need to do my work :S






hie hie!

today sux luh. overslept. den my dad drove my brother to school first den us. hahas. SHIOK! woke up at 7pm. lols. but was like AHCHOO in the car. uber cold. hahas, den my dad help me turn off the aircon. hahas xDD Thankyou daddy! xDD

so reached school. went over to nick and took jacket! hahas. den later tio scolding from gina cause i was talking to nick in other ppl class. she alot of things to do, as if i DUN HAVE. HERHS! nehnehs. den ask me mark attendance, mark halfway, she ask me to return her, she mark. NEHNEH. got another new student in our class. LOOK LIKE SIHUI LUH! hahas. but only no braces and the face not very round as sihui. aww.. reminds me of that fa-ge! hahas. xD

chinese was like UBER BORING. i was listening to teacher and asking alot of questions luh! and my holiday homework got like.. 24/30! hahas. so high. Lols. hahas high for me already luh xP but i'm glad! (:

later go econs class. my sisters JUST LOVE TO PISS me off. nehnehs. stupid. as you all know. i like to play with my hair. mess it up, den later comb it straight. i was doing that in econs class and PAYING FULL ATTENTION, den she scolded me off. " Dulcena, Can you stop combing ur hair? " den i was like. __ grrr.. so mad. den later my sisters and my teacher pissed me off, i kicked the table. and the teacher almost wanted to send me out of class. SO PISSED.

den go bio class. do some mindmap thingy and have to do in pairs. was pissed off at my sisters so didnt pair with them. hahas. so paired with this new girl. SHE THINKS SHE'S DAM SMART. take out her old school notes, wrote down and SCREW THE MINDMAP. i got so pissed off. since is her second day. i shall let it go. so i let her do whatever she wants. den hand up. dun give a #$%^ care lerh.

den go recess, saw mel and iain. den he was like " wah lau! i called you and sms you, never reply or pick up my call. " den *box!* me. wahseh! dunno whats he's problem. was like fuming den still make me grr.. den i walked off and he and mel walked off. lols. so had this meeting with GINA, grrr. stupid. make me boil. i didnt eate like from morning till lunch, den when i want go eat. she want a meeting. and its a DAM @#$%^&* lame one. wahseh! super pissed off. and SUPER HUNGRY. nvms luh! jian fei, its ok.. WO REN!

den go for PE, got new thing to do. got volleyball. den me and des of course together, den with emily, yu en and the new girl. we formed a group to play. 3 vs 2, me, emily and yu en 1 group. des and the new girl 1 group. den when play. den will switch with other people. play with des and the new girl dam fun, play with the others. BORING. siann lorhs! not nice one.

den after school. as usual. wait for daffy to end class. den go home. when about to go home, my daddy came! den i thought we going home. but he went to send my brother cut hair. so i say, okie lorhs. i go cut also, cause my fringe very irritating to my eye. hahas, NOW LOOKS DAM STRIAGHT, like YI ZI MEI. wahseh! lols. hahas. retard looking xP






hie hie!!

today was like late for school luh! not my fault stupid bus come so late.. i waited for like 20mins, den come. den alot of oldham people late. hahas. oh wells. den went to class. got my W book lerh! bahahas, " I GIVE YOU 1W! hahas " that will be dam fun xP lols.

was quite slack today, bio teacher never come.. admaths teacher never come.. dun need go for english class. that so SHIOK! hahas. oh wells, bored bored. chem.. GUAI LUH! listen to teacher. hahas, xP man. got new project again. sian le lorh! grr.. den econs, study new chapter. BORED.. nothing much luh. got new people in my various classes (: hahas, sarah (new girl, in 3v) looks like that sec1 bytchh!! hahas. and they are very very close to each other. OMGHS! lols. xP oh wells. need to be good to her. if not someone will slaughter my head! hahas. xPP

tatas




hie hie!

woke up dam late today luh!. haas xP at 11. wahseh. i didnt even know it was 11 luh. so i TRIED to do my work luh. hahas. did.. amaths finished! ( except last qn. dunno how to do. ) den, bio, did 2 question out of 3. chinese NONE, english abit ( didnt really know how to do, tried my VERY VERY BEST) and literature i can tell the teacher to FLY HER KITE! LOL. hurhur.. hahas xP

oh wells, i'm so dead luh! but good thing is, tml no english! hahas. cause school ends at 3.45.! so happy luh!. i will mug this term. i think xP lols. hahas. at least i set a target, achieving it is another thing. hahahas xP oh wells! JIAYOU DULCENA! hahas. anyway, just do finish bio, FIRST TIME BINGXI DUNNO HOW TO DO SOMETHING I ASKED HIM! hahas. xP *claps claps* hahas. xP oh wells.

oh wells, i'm kinda of bored now xP hahas. xP my internet suddenly screwed up again. so got to use wireless of other people. SIANS luh xP oh wells, maybe God wants me to study hard. hahas I WILL! xP anyway, i gtg~ tatas (:

we have named them already! the first one ( in the middle) is dutch, the second one ( closest to us/ left ) is dutchess, and the third one ( furthest from us/ right) is snowball! hahas. den after quite a long time, the 4th one came out dead. ): it was white in colour, bigger size den snowball. we named it "heaven " just burried it only. sobs.. den 5th one came, it was totaly BLACK! hahas. i think it is the best luh, we named it midnight [ it was used to be my cat name. hahas ] oh wells! thats all xD

at 4.30, left house for hougang plazza, went to play pool as it was too early to eat the suki sushi buffet. hahas, it was super lowdown, i "sneak" in luh. the sign says " under 16 years old are not allow to enter with any permisses " lols. hahas, and i eventually get in. lols. they didnt check my IC(yet to have) hahas. xP oh wells! stupid luh! dunno how to play. hahas. xP den after that, went to eat suki sushi! den come home lorh. hahas xP

tatas~ back to studying :S

`dulcena(:

hie hie!!

today supposingly to wake up at 8. didi called me. den after that, kup ler. he sms me, den when want to reply. zzzz, sleep lerh. hahas. den wake up at 10, didi just study finish. LOL. hahas. so went to play habbo, work work work. today earn quite alot luh. hahas, and got quarrel! hahas. ahyo. didi and that blueish.me [copy me one. nehneh] lols. den ok lerhs. (: now habbo got probelm so going to do hw!

having been touching my hw!! need to faster rush it xP oh wells. daffy, annie, my brother and carmela go watch movie. i cant go cause i dun have a partner. lols. whatever. maybe can go poo later! first time eh! xP cool man. LOL






today suppose to wake up at 5.30 to wake didi up and go out with my brother go fetch his gf go school. but looks like i didnt, and my brother didnt and my didi didnt. LOL. hahas. i woke up at 9am. hahas, played habbo.. work work work. lols. hahas, i mean open FF [fallingfurni] lol. hahas.

den sam and ruth ask me go sentosa with the teens. lazy to go luh. hahas. xP so like they keep asking me, i say lazy. hhas. den i say i will give a reply later, but didnt. FORGOTTEN! hahas. xP sry xP den jun ask me go down sk cause they got bball and got netball. so i went down! hahas, w/o sisters. ALL ALONE. ): hahas. daffy go out with annie. des dunwan come. lols. so i go alone.

before going down to skss, was still early ma. so went to find jerlin, huimin and prisSoh. hahas. they went to cut hair at some bengster place. so many beng people luh, even the hair cuter also beng/lian. hahas. xP oh wells, they gave jerlin a dam ugly hairstyle, got "yi tiao" de. so ugly. lols. hahas, i was like EWWW. their cutting so off luh! never want to go there and cut my hair. hahas xP

den went down to skss, the guard sux luh!
*Me walking into the school*
Guard : girl! cannot come in the school w/o slippers! please go home and take ur shoes. new rules
Me : huh? when got such rule? i stay in the west eh? expect me to go there and take den come back?
guard : today mrleong [stupid pp] just say one. please spread this information around your friends. if not, you go ur friend house borrow shoes.
Me : huhs? den no grace period? need grace period what, how we know today come out? even students dunno eh?

so i went out off the school, go the bball court there. SHOUTED " HANNBOON! " den after that, he lend me his shoe bag, pretend to bring shoe. den walking in again. i saw this scoccer guy, he ran in with slippers. pass him, den later i ask him, " ehs? why he can come in in slippers den i cannot?" den he say " cause he running, i later go find him. " LOL uh! just dunwan me to go in! but i'm smart! hahahas. xP so watch them play netball. the sec1'o7 all so small size. ahyo.. hahas. xP and ALOT OF MALAYS! omghs. xP den after that, me and yijie go eat dinner and chat!

i heard alot about her. hahas, (: she dam funny luh! hahas. we talk, chat, laugh. it was very very fun (: hahas. we went to cp food court to eat. i ate western! hahas. i dunno what noodles she eat. haas. xD it as nice talking to her (: den we go buy bubble tea after that, my bubble tea sux, i drank a sip den throw away. they gave my wrong order. $2.10 >.< heartache! ahhas. den when we going home. we compete who go homes first, and i won! hahas. she told me she suck in 3pearls like that. hahas! cannotr digest den come out also still 3 pearls! hahas. xP dam funny. xP oh wells! those where the times (:

hahas, now habbo-ing. showroom is out! new meeting room! new rankings! (: hahas. xP all is me and daffy do derhs! see! so creative! hahas. xP oh wells. partly was didi. but he keep slacking. LOL. ahhas xD tatas!






hie hie!

when i woke up this morning. my parents are gone for china? i still dunno where they are going, whether its china or hongkong. lols xP hahas, anyway. they wont be back till next monday night? oh wells. mummy gave us $20 each. lols. thats for our lunch? i dunno. maybe going out, den can use! hahas..! oh wells.

today, didnt do much. finally touch 1 homework. half done. LOL. amaths. hahas still got another exercise to do! xP hahas oh well.. with the help of bingxi! hahas. i did finish 1 exercies. lazy to do the other! annie, lihuan and carmela came over. annie of cause is daffy derh luh, lihuan is of course des duh luh, den carmela DUH! my brother one.. i feel so felt out! went out for dinner together, everyone in pairs except for me. i felt so sad.. maybe really? i'm a loner? no friends.. no one who cares.. haiish.. ITS OK! i can live on my own! xP

hahas, went out with brother and carmela. go peiwen house give bubble tea. den go playground play swing and they talk, while i just enjoy the breeze? or the coldness? oh well. den later when want to go home. den my brother call kenneth ask where they. den go another play ground. hahas. chit chat awhile den come home xDD






hie hie!!

was playin habbo today. found a new job, quite cool luh. interior designing. hahas. i was PRO-DESIGNER! hahas, not bad ehs! only me and daffy got it. des got NORMAL-DESIGNER. lols. hahas xP its quite cool luh. tml need to help the "boss" renovate the CO. lols. i'm still bored over the holidays.!

went to watch nemo on ice, i seen the movie b4 luh. not very interesting.. but i like peach! xP hahas, he's dam cute. and dory too! hahas. funny girl. xP oh well.. kinda of regretted going! xP hahas. its like all 1-8 years old. and you see a 15 year old girl there watching. LOL. hahas. weird ehs! xP hahas. oh wells. xP

tml my parents leaving sg!! so happy. can go wherever i want! lols. they gave me $20... LOL. diaoo, go where.. dunno luh. maybe stay home, i need to start touching on my hw! hahas. lets do tml! morning xP hahas. xPP i think so luh xP cause afternoon need to be online. hahas xP okok tatas~






hello

so bored luh. first day of the holiday and i'm bored to death. dunwan to do homework! ): got nothing to do! intro me games.. xP bored... have been playing habbo, audition, habbo audition. SIANS LUH.. nothing to do.. how am i going to live for the next 6 days?!?! argh.. thats what i hate about holiday. cannot go out, must stay at home and SLACK. -.-

you saw me, but you pretend not to see me. i know i'm late. but you should at least wait for me? oh well. it looks like you have moved on, i'll shall stop dwelling into the past. create a better image for myself and live my life WITHOUT GUYS! guys are a obsticle of girls' sucess! thats why GUYS ARE e-diot!

tatas-

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

Your IQ Is 75

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Below Average

today's is the last day of school, and the last time i'm going to see fufu. everyone cried (not me) when they bid goodbye to her. hahas. xP oh wells, sad luh! she's going ): I'LL MISS YOU DARLING.

today was games day. did cheerleading, won because no other houses took part, we anyhow do, den still get first. LOL. ahhas.. den went for captains ball, junior play first. at first they play sux sux one. den later we keep telling them, den they won! hahas! but den we lost to tkk in the finals, its like all the netballers shooters are there, and ours are the defenders, so even if we bring down the ball, cannot shoot! but den they bring down the ball can shoot! lost 8-6 but it was fun! hahas. xP got SUNBURN LUH! but not pain. LOL. only red red.

den later still got netball training. wahhsehh. i sux today man. i cant throw, i cant react fast. today not on form luh. den make me play C, WTHHS. i pengz luh! today got more ppl come, 15ppl (excluding the coach) 2 new players, but still older den me. hahas. xP sobs, xP i'm the second youngest there. oh well, i think i know why i never play properly, i'm having HEADACHE, and blisters (during captains ball) and NOW I'M HAVING FLU!! arghh.. hahas, sobs. i'm going to wash up. den go sleep (:

tatas (:






hie hie!

today was quite fun. kinda of looking forward to it! hahas, not it that i want yihui and fufu to go. looking forward to eating! hahas, its was fun. its the first time i seen our class enjoying themselves, mixing around. okok, how about, FIRST TIME IN THE SCHOOL. hahas. had fun, and had to clean up the mess, they started throwing chips around, den later all siam! wthhs! hahas, oh wells. so i cleaned up. it was fun, everyone was like taking photos.! hahas. xP YIHUI, WO HUI XIANG NI DE! KE AI DE XIAO MEI MEI! hahas. today was yihui last day. sobs. i will miss her loadz.

tml fufu's last day. she had a celebration after school, all her friends lied to her that they cant go, she got dam pissed off and starting swearing all the way. hahas. oh well, but actually, they are waiting for her at the cafe! ahhas, i dunno what happen luh. but i think she will be surprized and cry. ahhas. thats what i think.

This Are Some Photos That I Took In Class

HuiYin, Monisa, Me, MinZi, Yihui (star!)

FuFu and Yihui, The Ones Bidding GoodBye ):





hie hie

i got no mood to blog today. sorry. it was quite fun today though. alot of thing happen though. but i just dun have to mood to do it.

we dunno where we are standing. in the same circle together? or a different one. we ourselves have not known the answer. i think we need space and time to think and reflect what we should do. i dun need a straight answer from you, maybe 1 day? 1 week? 1 month? 1 year? 1 decade? forever? i'll wait for an answer. or maybe not. i dunno. i've changed. i really have, i hurt you even more, i dunwan to rake up the past. you knew we couldn't be together. you knew that, yet we wanted to take the risk. but we didnt think of a outcome like that. i've hurt you again. i feel bytchhy again.

crying to sleep. sleepless night.






i so hate guys luh! i dunno whats their problem. grr! eejie like pulled my hand in the hall dam pain luh! didnt know he so violent one. hahas. DAM PAIN man. den later chem class. i never do anything, only ask emily how to do the work, den she say i talk alot. but i talk alot also got ask her alot of things which are like link to the topic and den i got study luh! den want change my seat. whatever luh! dunno whats her problem. baised against me luh! grr.. stupid women. xP now i sit infront, beside kai. lols. i change seats with nico. xP

den later in bio class, was having practical today. (: SO PISSED LUH, quande luh! FCUYKING lazy, everything ask me do, cut potato i do, measure potato i do. he like sissy like that luh! or can say pampered spoiled brat luh! everything dunwan touch, lols. so GIRLY LUH. so pissing mad, ask him to measure " dunwan luh! just anyhow put the measurement luh " wthhs luh! i got so pissed, i stomped off and do the measurement myself. and that bastarttd sammel! dunno whats his problem. so dam irritating luh!

during econs class was quite funny luh. made teacher dam happy, so she let us out early, super slack in her class. only copying of corrections, den finish. LOL. hahas. for a double period, thats dam slack! bahahas. must thanks sohei, make so weird weird stuffs to make her keep laughing on the floor. hahas. its kinda of slackk.

fufu and yihui, leaving us like in 4 days time? dam sadd luh! my fufu xP hahas, me, mo-ris-ka and nemo organising a farewell party just for them on thrusday. ahhas (: oh well, we got to buy th stuffs on wednesday after school (: WELL, FUFU and YIHUI, all the best okies! (: remember me xDD i'm ur classchairwomen! ahhas xP remember me for that! xP bahahas

i thought my english would like score 30+? i will be dam happy. but when i got back my results, its like crappy. 29, i was quite disappointed luh! and that bytchh again, boasting around. stupid mugger and nerd. -.- LONG SKIRT GANG LUH! wthhs luhh.. i'm so going to beat her in maths! grr. i'll try xP bahahs. make her shut her freaking mouth. xP oh well. english, wasnt in the mood to talk, so just shut up all the way, do what is necessary. hahas xP

i dunno what i should do? cry to sleep every night? bottling everything in me? keeping a happy go lucky girl image to everyone? i dunno. i'm like so emotional now. i easily cry, easily get pissed off. is there something wrong with me? 0.0 i hope the answer is no, i want to lead a normal life like everyone else.







i dunwan to avoid this thing. i just hope that we would put the past behind us and carry on with our own lives. but it looks like that he cant and i tried to be, but i failed. i wanted to take a step back, but when i want to do that. i just hated it so much. i dunno what to do. either way i still suffer. what should i do? the same as lsat time? taking a knife, slashing my throat? i thought my life had start afresh, it looks like it haven. i dunno. i just feel so lost. someone, help this lost sheep find backk its way...






专属天使

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
wo bu hui guai ni dui wo de wei chuang
天使在人间是该藏 好翅膀
tian shi zai ren jian shi gai chang hao chi bang
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
ren men yu chun lu mang er ni qian xi shan liang
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
zen neng rang ni wei le wo bei ying shang

小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
xiao xiao de shou zhang hou hou de wen nuan
你总能平复我不安 的夜晚
ni zhong neng ping fu wo bu an de wan ye
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
bu gan xiang de meng xiang tou guo ni de yan guang
我才看见 它原来在前方
wo cai kan jian ta yuan lai zai qian fang

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen bang ( wo shen bang )
你是我的专属天使
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
唯我能独占
wei wo neng du zhan

没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang ( wo xin shang )
拥有一个专属天使
yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
我哪里还需要别的愿望
wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang

小小的手掌 大大的力量
xiao xiao de shou zhang hou da da de li liang
我一定也会像你 一样飞翔 (一样飞翔)
wo yi ding ye hui xiang ni yi yang fei xiang ( yi yang fei xiang )
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
ni xiang qu de di fang jiu shi wo de fang xiang
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂
you wo bao hu xiao rong jin guan can lan

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen bang ( wo shen bang )
你是我的专属天使
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
唯我能独占
wei wo neng du zhan

没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang ( wo xin shang )
拥有一个专属天使
yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
我哪里还需要别的愿望
wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang
Woo~

要不是你出现
Yao bu shi ni chu xian
我一定还在沉睡
Wo yi ding hai zai chen shui
Oh 绝望的以为
oh jue wang de yi wei
生命只有黑夜
sheng ming zhi you hei ye

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen bang ( wo shen bang )
你是我的专属天使
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
唯我能独占
wei won neng du zhan

没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang ( wo xin shang )
拥有一个专属天使
yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
我哪里还需要别的愿望
wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang
Woo Wu Woo Ho~ Wu~ Ho

looks like i'm in love with another song! bahahas xP nice ehs this song xP once again! thankyou to hanboon for sending me this song. bhahas. xP *hugs!* listen to the song xP






hie hie

hmms.. morning was like wake up at 8.30, eat breakfast outside my house. den mummy rushed off for meeting. oh wells. busy busy mummy xD bahahas. went home, so bored. so went back to sleep at 10? hahs. xP piggy me xP oh wells. den got woken up from my beauty sleep to go to temple!

wthhs luhh. so bored, so smelly, so stuffy, so dirty. ahahs. didnt want to go luh! but was forced. den my brother dunwan go, den can dun go. UNFAIR luh.. sux man. evil luhs.. thats the advantage of the ONLY BOY. oh well. xP den go. come back. den slack slack abit. habbo here, minesweeper there. hahas

sw called me ask whether they ( their "gang" ) can come over. den i said okie lorhs. but i have to go for dinner first luh! so i ask them to wait first luh. wait for me to eat, den go home. den when go eat. i saw CHEESEn and SW. hahas. so after we eat, they followed us back. slack slack slack until MANU match. ahhas, den km they all come. darling also came. hahas. xP

wahlau! MANU game dam texting luh! my heart almost fell off. ahahs. 91min! 1-0 bahaas! dam happy. my living room was like RAWRING. ahahs xP me and bingxi were like dam happy luh! refree sux luh! stupid guy. side liverpool, but manu always wins! bahaas. xP darling and me "kinda of quarreled" black face here and there. den later okie lerh! hahas. xP joking quarrel luh! xP bhahas

den now they all playing card. duh!! 2e3'o6 GAMBLING DEN ehs! how can not play? bahahs. GAMBLING KAKIS! bahahas. xP oh well. damm funny. as usual KM, that joker! make so much noise! bahhaas. xP den we were like trying to tame him down. bahahas. I GOT TO GO! GAMBLE ahahs.x P cya






THE DUMBEST OUT OF THE DUMB

dulcena, face up to reality. you are not even smart at all. stop acting as if you are dam good luh! go take a brick and knock ur bloody head luhs! thinking u are really that smart? think twice.. THRICE.! wake up dulcena, you are no longer in your whatever dreamland, you are in this real world, no longer that PRINCESS. -.-

today isnt my day. got back my econs, i thought i would score quite high luh, but i got dam low luh! 22.5/40, i go and read the highest in class the paper. the structered questions, her answers were crap luh! she wrote like 4 lines, got 2.5 marks, i wrote 1 page plus, got 4.5 marks. wthh is this luh! and hers was like stupid luh!! shouldn't get the bloody marks. we 3 were like dam fcuking fuming luh! den later go chemistry class. i failed luh! i didnt even except myself to fail luh! and some bytchhy girl is like first in class, den she go to everyone who fail " wah laus.. i'm so disappointed, i thought i would get better" and guess who that girl is? fcuking hell SANDRA. she's getting on my nerves luh! one more time, i'll just slap her across her fcuking face luh. den stupid josephine like mdm cheng(skss) super kamsup! 1 mark also dunwan give, when i was correct luh! wth is her problem luh!! den i got grade 4 instead of 5. wtff? so pissing.

after school, gina asked me and nemo go find her. den i went there first, cause i got so pissed a chem class, i walked off. den she ask me go find nemo, i went searching luh! den when find nemo, he was in a bad mood, den shout at me at the canteen. fcuk luh! he pissed my fault luh. dunno whats with everyone today luh! assholes one you know. go there, den gina say what, go organize farewell party for fufu and yihui. wthhs?! thats all. can sms me this shyt right? waste my fcuking time! den went home under the rain ( 3 times in a row! )

saw clarence at ps, den he go toliet (boom) at ps, den we 3 go eat KFC, the cashier dam cute luh! hahas. cute as in not looks, the way he talked. hahas, xP funny guy, sociable guy xP bahhas. oh well. den later went home. until now lorhs! ahahs. xP quite pissed still luh. xP tatas






today's founders day. was ZUN ZU 8.30, den so suay, the first person who is late is us. its like 3 steps away from the last person to step into the hall. wthhs larhs. stupid jerome. grr.. xP den have to stay in class 1-1 until 10. den go for recess, den later go for informal assembly. hahas.. i heard that everyone was sleeping in the formal assembly, hahas. nick slept! den jerome stared at him, den yanze kicked him so hard that he jumped. LOL. ahhas

so go recess, didnt eat, COPE yannmeng "lunch" hahsa. borrowed kevin's ipod. i forget to return to him xPP. borrowed nick's jacket. ahhas. xP brought home both. LOL hahas. xP so went for the informal thingy. it was like. OK OK.. den after the performance, straight away go for literature. watched the show, some parts dam eeriee. den got 1 part, Ralph and Jack quarrel.
Ralph: so, what do you want?
Jack : i say fcuk you!

LOL. the whole class was like laughing luh! goodness. alot of vulgarities. ahahs. xP and the movie didnt even follow the book luh! keep jumping pages, some i dun even know what they doing luh! crazy one. den later got holiday assignment, go through. blah blah blahs. den watch lord of the rings! wthhs luh!

den after that, faster rush down to skss. by the time i reach, its 3pm. so i went to cp and find sw they all. hahas, me and darling go eat KFC, den the rest ps us. so sad luh! grr.. xP den saw mms for the first time in the year!! so happy to see her. hahas, didnt see beefang and rebeeca, i think they bf more important. ahahs xP oh wells. xP hahas. darling still as cute as ever! bhahas, keep pinching his cheek xP bahhaas. xP until all red. oh wells, got to go home after that. the guys all go play cards at luckkyystaRR house. hahas. xP had fun(: although it was short. the only thing i missed out was being at skss, roming around the school saying hie to everyone. sobs *Hugs!* i will come back soon xDD dun miss me xP

hahas. that kinda of all for the day xPP tatas.

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