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Monday, April 30, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:35 PM


Hello!

Today in Chemistry class was very funny. I was super high and yankai(tiger), liz(lizard) and emily(slacker) were listening to me crapping around! =X -laugh- Then when teacher was marking the attentance. Huang didn't came to school for like 1 week already, then madam asked me " How come I never see Huang for a very long time? " Then I replied foolishly, " He didn't come to school for like.. 2 days already. " Then she gave me that thinking look. Then tiger told me " Isn't 2 days ago Saturday and Sunday? " Then I was like, " THATS THE POINT. " Then 4 of us keep laughing, MADAM GOT JACKED! =X and during Amaths class, the teacher asked the same thing, and i replied the same thing, then she reacted the same way like the Chemistry teacher! OMGHS, I was seriously laughing my ass off. Almost gotten another asthma attack, lucky i calm down, now cough cough abit. Hahas.

It isn't my problem, why am i doing so much for her? Cause i went through this one, but it wasn't as bad as her, but I want her to do well, competing with me again. I want all this bad memories to go away soon, I understand both sides feelings, and I want both of them to get well, stand up again, raising their head high. I feel sorry for both parties, neither of them are totally in the wrong. They need to talk, heart to heart. When duckky read out to me, my tears roll down. When you talked to me, my tears roll down. it isn't anything about me, but you, and you affects me. Stand up girls (=

I thank duckky for being there for me, and mr maths. thank you to the both of you, when i'm down, you all are there for me. thank you, i'll repay you when you need me! i'll be 24/7 there for you guys! call me! hahahas.
i'll sing my heart out
i'll dance till i'm breathless

Love,
Dulcy


Sunday, April 29, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:48 PM


HELLO

Today is a super super bad day for me. Early morning, it was a super bad day for my sister. She went out at 3am in the morning and came back about 6.30am. My maids all saw her stepping out of the house and coming back. -Sighs- Soon, my mother found out and was very disappointed at her. My sister got into alot of troubles, tears and anger, all showing. I wished i could help, but it came to a stage where its all hopeless now, its " bu ke jiu yao ". What a bad start for the day.

Came to afternoon, had abalone noodles for lunch. Had no appetiate to eat. Ate a little, then went to watch abit of television, then went to do my work. Biology was super hard, its was 1 question can take up my 15mins of my life, so i gave up in the end. After dinner, went to do my english essay. It was super hard! No one was like doing on agree, only me. So i can't refer to any of my friend's stuffs. i got very very stressed up later, that i cried, then doggie came and comfort me. thank you doggie, it was really good help. So in the end, got it all done, thanks to iain! Hhahas.

So now, talking to duckkie! He's really good at making me laugh and making me smile! =DD duckkiie, make sure you keep your promise! (= Hahhaas, now duck went to sleep. and i'm getting tired too. -yawns- I'd better get to bed, or else tomorrow in school, i will be falling asleep in my test! =SS All the best in my Econs tomorrow!

Thank you Brina(duckkie!), William(doggie) and Iain(mr math) for making me pull through this night! And Also Jia Han(papasmurf) and HanBoon(KOR!) thankk you for your support. Sorry Brina, William and Iain for pei-ing me tonight! I'll buy you guys SK2 if you get dark circles! =XX

if i say i love you
i must be out of my mind

Love,
Dulcy


Saturday, April 28, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:17 PM


Hello

Last night was very funny in training. It was a lot of giggling. Hahaahs, SY was very very funny. She was like, moo quack meow. Then always mixed up who is who. We tried making a “musical” with moo quack meow, but in the end it failed! )= Sorry SY! Hahashas, anyway, it was still fun! But tiring too! (=

Mummy fetched us home, she was disappointed at us because we played computer during the weekdays, and I’m sorry mummy! And my mummy found out about her1 and she2 AGAIN. Haish! I really don’t know what to do! I felt so helpless that I couldn’t do anything to help her1 to stop associating with she2! And there I see my mummy being angry, and I can’t do anything. I felt really bad, I want to do something, but I can’t do anything! I almost teared in the car.

Today woke up in the morning. Got scolded by my mummy again, because I didn’t wake up at the time she wants me to. So went to the market today, because a Korean girl will be coming to my house, and I’m the host. So we are having steamboat! Hahahhas. Bought a lot of expensive stuffs! Yummy- hahahas. So fetch the Korean girl, had dinner, watch everton vs manu. 2-4! Manu won! Hahhaas, oh well. They always win! =DD

I just realized that some people in skss were badmouthing me, if you all want to badmouth me, come and badmouth me in my face. If not shhhs. I know you all very “chi bao mei shi zuo” right? So will feel jealous. Humji ah? I’ll make sure my next trip down to skss will be a very memorable one for you guys (=

Thank you duck duck and doggie for being there for me when I’m down (= I’m really grateful! Althought I did stupid stuffs. But yeah! I still want to thank you guys! (=

i dun feel the breeze, but the coldness
i dun feel the warmth, but the hotness
i dun feel the love, but the hurt.
posted by ducky

Love,
Dulcy


Friday, April 27, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@6:03 PM


PEEKABOO!

I'm going to type in proper English from now onwards! I need to improve my English cause it seriously sucks alot. Anyway didn't blog yesterday cause my brother borrowed my laptop and didn't return it to me, until today, I have to personally go into his room and take my laptop back from him. I am so not going to lend him anymore stuffs, i think =X


YESTERDAY
It was.. Thursday! Kind of forgotten what has happen. Oh ok. Remembered =X Had Literature lesson.! It was the day when we have to act out! It was quite nice looking Jiajun's group and Tiange's group presentation. Natasha's group was like disgusting! And Weiwen's group, their presentation could not be seen. I was quite proud of my group presenation! Hahahas. Mdm gave feedbacks, she said that tiange groups was good, cause they did alot of stuffs, like chapter 9,11 and 13. while Jiajun's group was good, showing a report. And ours were good because we used the audience to join in the killing of Simon. Hahahas. We had to use charcol to make our black dirty. Hahas, it was fun afterall. The killing of Simon(Ben, everyone hated him) was like, Ken, Aubrue, JiaJun all came up and Kicked Ben. Waaa! Super poor thing, den me and emily faster stop them. Then mdm says that me and emily were like motherly-love to ben. And then the whole class goes "wooo~" =.= Arsehole. Anyway that was it.

Had chinese lesson, teacher said my essay was very touching =X I seriously wrote what's bothering me! Hahas, and i got 30/50, not bad! I passed! =X Its difficult to score, oh well. Was quite proud of my essay, it shows whats bothering me. (= Had biology test, but mdm didn't come, so another teacher came in and we sat for the test. YanKai didn't do 1 question which had to draw a line graph, Then everyone was asking for a ruler and eraser, but he didn't know why until after the test, when we were discussing, then he was like " Got meh!? Oh shyt, i didn't read the question! " Hahahahs. 3marks! =X GoodLuck! Hahahas.

TODAY
Chloe sang in chapel for the first time. Her voice was like, ok ok, quite normal. Went for tutoral, joined my school sport's day, 100m and 400m, maybe going to join 4X100m. Hahas. Cause daffy join! I want to run with her =D Went For Recess, all the Sec 2 were like selling stuffs, I only bought a roti-prata which cost me $1 =.= So expensive! Oh well, FOR CHARITY. Hahahas. Den Tried doing econs, but gave up halfway, then helped yankai in his amaths, he totally like... =X Nevermind! Don't want to say, later he kill me! haahas =XX

Today got Chemistry Test! Oh my goodness gracious me! It was super tough, tough until i had to crack my head for answers! I helped kai in the first question luh! You better thank me ehs! =X Hahhaas, Oh well. Stupid, was so pissed off that when brina followed me go canteen and buy food after the Chemistry Test, I bited him, i was so so so so PISSED OFF. Sorry duckkie! Hahahas.

After school, geoffrey came down to visit me! Hahhas, He didn't change alot, still that stupid him. He almost forgotten my full name! Hahahas, lucky he remembered, if not he die! =X So went home, saw caryn and weiwen(primary schools friends!) They still remembered us! DUH... So got home by my Daddy fetching me as it was pouring heavily.

Now waiting for dinner to be served and go for netball! =DD Check out my new test! =DD MAKE SURE YOU GET 100% IF NOT YOU DIE! =X joking!

i never had a dream come true
till the day i found you

Love,
Dulcy


Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:04 PM


PEEKABOO

today was like test and test. early morning, daddy fetch us to school so so so early. den chloe called me in school to discuss, instead of discussing, we were playing ABC, until we were late for assembly! hahahas. =PP oh wells. went to class, was super tired, den gina was like blah blah blah around. so sians. den went for emaths class, got test. gahh.. i didnt study luh! so irritating, den have to copy from timmy, =XX oh wells. i hate tht guilty conscience feeling! grr.. i hope i pass. i slacked alot luh! den after emaths test was lit test. its like going for 1 class, take test, go off, go another class, take test. so stressful, no breather. oh wells, den have to write an essay, i totally went out of point luh! omghs. it was like, i think i'm going to fail! i dunno how to score in literature luh, its super hard! gahh!

what was my promise after term 1 ended! I promised that I will study hard in term 2, study so so so so so hard! But what did I do? Whole day come home, hooked onto the computer. Gahh! I duno what to do to help myself. I feel so dumb =\ haiish, I always lie to myself. Always promise that I will do this, but in the end, its me who betrayed myself. I can no longer trust myself, futhermore anyone else.

Went for the first A Div today, went down to kallang so early. Den warm up.. den later that mr teh say we are disqualified. Lol… hahhas, I was laughing my arse off. I knew it. Anyway, everyone was like making so much noise, expect 3 of us, den later I ask “ so can we go KFC and eat now? “ lols. Den everyone stared at me =X oh wells. Hahas, couldn’t be bothered. Saw a lot of my seniors! Gahh! Miss them man! =DD

Stressed up? Its my own fault, I created all this shyts. And now I have to clean it up. What can I do?! I feel useless again, I have fallen. I stood up on my own 2 feets, but I fell again. And each time I fall, I get weaker, I lost my faith, I thought I was strong. Why should I lie to myself? I know I’m never strong enough to lift myself up.

I pronounced dulcenayen dead on 250407, 11pm
i tried to lift my head up
however, it still drops
without support.

Love,
Dulcy


Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:07 PM


I WANT TO RUN TO THE PLAYGROUND, AND SWING OUT MY ANGER, MY SORROWS, MY CONFUSIONS!

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH, SHOUT AS LOUD AS I COULD EVER, MAKING MY SORROWS WASHED AWAY

I WANT TO LEAN ON A SHOULDER, A SHOULDER WHO CAN GIVES ME STRENGTH AGAIN.

where are all of you when i needed you at the peak of time?

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@10:36 PM


PEEKABOO

maybe things arent really suppose to end like a happy ending or something like that for me? it didnt turn out what i had expected. maybe, i went the wrong way again? i dunwan to move anymore, everytime i take a step forward, i go the wrong way. when am i going to move the correct way? things turn out and disappoint me, what i wanted, didnt turn out, but what i hated always turn out. how am i going to live my life in another 60+ more years? i dunwan to suffer like that.

so many things happened today. happy, sad, disappointed, stressed, relaxed. so many emotions, but none can fit my state now expect CONFUSED. i dunno what i should do with my life. everyone else gt someone to lean on, like daffy got her bf, des got her friend, mojo got duckkie, duckkiie got mojo, emily got liz, liz got gillian. etc. expect me. who can i lean one? i just need someone there.

if i could turn back time
i wish i was a baby still
innocent..

Love,
Dulcy


Monday, April 23, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:46 PM


PEEKABOO

today, i wore slippers to school! hahas. everyone, not everyone, MOST of the people were shocked that i sprain my ankle. oh wells. den everyone started asking me what happen. and blah blah blah. brina scolded the chem teacher! =X he got so pissed off he say " FCUK YOU LUH! " den he was sent to detention. oh well, duckkiie! remain ur cool, if not ur feathers will start to drop out! hahahas. oh well. was super guai luh, dunno why, was listening to teacher, ask alot of questions. gina didnt come to school today! hahas, so happy. but got alot of work to do, in the end still do finish! =DD didnt play basketball today, oh wells. cant ehs! so i just stand there like an idiot, waiting for a ball to be passed to me, but oh well, no ball was passed to me )=

after school had the last netball training before the tournaments start. I didn’t train thanks to my ankle, so I just keep shooting =DD hahas, while the rest had to run and train. oh well, it was a short training under the rain. pff..! den went home =DD

des told me stop playing basketball cause it’s a ahbeng/ahlian sport. But I dun think so luh! Den I told her, if she could stop talking to that lihuan, den I stop playing basketball. Den she tiam tiam.. oh wells, on the way home, I told her to stop talking or seeing her, she got pissed off that she DAOED me. Its like wthhecks luh. I’m doing it for her own good ehs! Oh wells, she will appreciate me some day. And she lied to my mummy again! She was smsing lihuan, den when my mummy ask her who was she sms-ing, she said yankai. And I had to cover up for her, cause she was stammering. I felt bad. I need to tell my mummy about this =DD

byebye!

Its better to smile
den to frown
therefore, be happy! =D

Love,
Dulcy


Saturday, April 21, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:33 PM


PEEKABOO!
PHOTOS FOR THE WEEK! ahahahs!
this photo was taken today! when having dinner, was too bored. so took a picture with my sister! desiree! hahas
ok. we were just being bored. i know i look weird


ME AND DAFFY! on our way back from innova!

ok! three of us in the bus! hahas, was being bored! it was a long journey!
tadas! thats all! that wasnt much, but yeah! still pictures. hahahas! tatas



Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@3:39 PM


PEEKABOO!

gahh! sprain my ankle cause of that stupid steven song. and next week is my A Div! I Need To Get Well!. anyway, even though i sprain my ankle, i still continue to play basketball, den CCA (netball), den when go outside training. i fell, and it hurt even more. THEREFORE, today. i go see doctor, OUCH. its super pain luh!. now my ankle is like bazhang. =X hahas. william followed me! =DD hahahas. oh well, i hope i get well soon. cause i need my ankle on wednesday! i need go buy ankle guard. pff..!

anyway, tests are coming again. STRESSFUL weeks again. hahas, other ppl is mid year. I WANT MID YEAR, INSTEAD OF MONTHLY EXAMS. omghs. stressing me out. anyway, got my monitress badge! and i can start giving ppl 1W! -bribe me if you can- hahhaas! =X my grades are highly commended. =DD mummy proud of it again! hahas, i'm so glad i improve. but still slacking =X

yankai broke his ankle/foot ( i dunno which ) too! haas, i dunno why luh. but he told me that, and now its cast and on cluthes. awww... oh wells, GET WELL SOON TOO! den we can go play basketball! =X and MAKE ME GROW TALL.

anyway, tatas! having been blogging =X tatas =DD

let the rain fall down
and wake my dream
let it wash my sanity
cause i want to feel the thunder

Love,
Dulcy


Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:44 PM


Hateness, means I remember you.
By remembering you, means the past.
Looking at the past, means happiness.
Happiness, means I Love You.
Driving down to say, I Love You Still.
Should have Love, but yet it turned into Hate.
Its still the same.

daffy wrote to des
as what i think. looking at the past, means sadness. it doesnt mean any hapiness, all the happiness has been washed down by the sadness. its stills the same, HATENESS = SADNESS

oh wells, anyway! today was a total shameful day. going up on stage a kimono, saying sushi infront of the whole school, that made the whole school laugh. was totally embrassing. i promise i wont do such things again!!!

i dunno what to do. all i see is my mummy, sitting there being emo. crying and crying. and there's nothig i could do about it, i want her to be happy. but i just cant do anything, i feel useless. all i can do is give her a piece of tissue. i know its not good bottling, i dunwan to see my parents having cold war. its very heart painful for my mummy. but i cant do anything, i dunwan my parents to divorce, but if thats the best of solving, i dun mind. i dunwan to see both parties suffering.

i'm really lost. i want to help. but i dunno how to help. i really want you to do good. i dunwan to see you suffer like what i did. and later regret. i dunwan you to end up like me, its difficult to pass that stage. i know, you got to make a Uturn my dear girl. i know i'm useless to everyone. i'm just some stupid brainless girl who everyone thinks i'm a bore. oh well, but please, i pray for you too, get well, wake up to your senses.

my life is in a mess, everything is revolving around me. i just cant catch anything. haiish. tell me, what to do? i got so many problems, so so so many. i dunno who to tell. i dun trust anyone. i just hope i'll find my pal soon.

it just boiles down to everything. i'm a loner! i dunwan to break down. i want to go to the beach, and scream my sorrows out. i've been keeping them for too too long. i cant take anymore. i really need to bite someone )= goodbye


when there's a end
there's always a beginning.

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@2:30 PM



PEEKABOO!


hahas, very long didnt blog already. its my mummy luh! DUN LET ME USE COMP. i'm in chem class now! BLOGGING. hahaha =PP so funny. suppose to havce presentation today, and the materials are in my comp! hahahas. oh wells.


dun wanna say anything! hahas, nothing to say luh. =DD hahhaas. oh wells, WILL BLOG SOOOOONNN.

YAN KAI !@#$%^&*() =DD
black + duck = black duck! = daffy duck! HAHAHAHS




if its over, let it go and
come tml and it will seem
so yesterday so yesterday
i'm just a bird that already flown away.

Love,
Dulcy


Sunday, April 15, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:18 PM


ahh! i'm just frustrated and sick and tired of eveything! i want everything to go well! i didnt know there will be so much problem after i transfered. i thought it would be,my saddness left at sengkang, move to a new enviroment, leading a new life. but however, it seems that troubles hunt you wherever you go, you cant run away. my parents, my triangle, my life, my troubles. arghh. i'm just sick and tired of everything. i feel like dropping everything down, going on a holiday by myself.

everything is bothering me like crazy! i'm so emo at this stage now. i just want to break down and cry, but i promise myself i wont. i said, no matter what may come, i will overcome it, no matter whether it will hurt or not, leaving a scar or whatever the outcome is.

i could smile on the outside
but never on the inside

Love,
Dulcy


Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:33 PM


I FORGOT TO POST MY PHOTOS OF YESTERDAY!

when i went to find chinyee! i saw my cute little girl! Ang Liping! hees, and we took a photo! This was using her handphone!
this is me and her again! using my handphone thistime! hahas! can see my face so red!! cause of OBS! gahh!!


this is me and dennis fighting! hahas. at CP bus interchange, when we waiting for bus 80 to come to bring us home after a walk around skss. hahas! den me and dennis were dam crazy and went fighting. den avan took my phone and -kacheek!- hahas, everyone was staring at us luh! =XX


Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@10:48 AM


PEEEEEEKKKAAABOOO!

ahh! yesterday was like a day off for the year 3! no SCHOOL! hahash =PP skss called my home and asked me to go back to skss to get my health booklet! no wonder my health booklet was missing before the OBS camp! pff! hahas, oh wells. now it is back with me, i have extra responsiblity to keep it! gahh! hahas. =PP

went back with dennis! hahas, at 12.30! den went to eat lunch in the canteen, it have been a long time since i eaten CHEAP AND GOOD FOOD. omghs. ahhas, and my lychee with pearls! ahh! i miss them alot hahas! i saw miss ang! hahas, she's my good good friend. didnt get to see jasmine low! )= sobs.. oh wells, den went to see chinyee! hahas, my queenn! =DD den see so many other ppl. hahas, walk around here and there. blah blah blahs. =P

den at night, went for the play! nico, nick, david, mojo, brina, kai, annie ahlian and us were there! hahas. it was so fun luh! at first we couldnt find the place, den later when i call quek den i hear the background of mojo voice " ask her bring my doggie pillow! " ahhas, i was laughing my head off =PP oh wells, wa kinda of late cause kai and annie couldnt find the place. =DD

it was very fun to sit with all the enthu ppl luh! but the show wasnt that entertaining luh! only 1 sentence which we all cannot forget...
" i dunwan to die! i'm to young to die! my breast is still growing! "
den all of us were luh wthhecks! den nick say " ahh! my ears! " hahahahs. so funny. nico and nick were so noisy! den the front row ppl keep turning behind and look at them. haas WHO CARES! =X

today morning woke up at 8am! my mummy whack my face with her file. wthhecks luH! so @#$%^&* pissed off. grrr!! =PP oh wells! tatas! gtg! =DD

i wish i wish i wish
that you could disappear
and never return

Love,
Dulcy


Thursday, April 12, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:13 PM


tadas! thats the only photo i like, out of 3. ahhas, cause i look retarded in them. and i dunwan to spoil my reputation by putting in my blog.hahahas! =PP

THAT EMILY, ME AND QUEK QUEK! hahas! quek's head got cut off! sorry ducky =PP you still look cute! ahahs! i'm strangling quek! cause he dunwan take at first. hahas!

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@8:34 PM


PEEKABOO!

finally i'm home from camp. i miss my puppies! they all started to walk! hahas. -woof woof- =P anyway! i'm very glad i'm back to civilisation! hahas. this is what i did in camp, IF I CAN STILL REMEMBER. =P

First Day
i thought it was some enthu camp. den go there, so high high type.hahas, the jetty was where i used to go when my eldest sister's bf brought us for crab catching. hahas! den went to camp, my group was like.. err.. ok ok luh!. not so bad [like quek one, ALL NERDS] at least got liz, anna, yaanmeng, chloe. hahas! and got those quite irritating one like, aubreu and bjorn. and my group name was shackleton! so went doing ice breakers, den have to pack the food into the boxes.

den after that when going to do the climbing up the rope, belaying and all that. while waiting for the instructor, we were all sitting on a string connected to the flying fox, its like for support. den everyone was bouncing on it, den i was sitting on it. den bjorn jumped off, and i fly forward luh! den after that, i sit on the string again, den aubreu jumped off, i fly backwards! wthhecks! den i dunwan sit already. hahas =PP so learn how to belay and climb up.

den have to pitch up our own tents, super hard luh! and the pegs were so freaking rusty. den the instructor teach us how to pitch 1 tent up, den we have to pitch 3 more tents. den aubreu and bjorn pitch the tent all the way into the forest. den i told them, dun go so in, den they come scold me, its not ur tent right? so dun bother where we are puttng. wthhecks luh! i was so bloody thoughtful for them, den they come scold me. den i got so pissed off at everything! i cried >.<
Second Day
second day! woke up at.. i think 6? den unpack tent, get ready to go to camp 1! hahas, den need to kayak there. omghs. so we took like the whole morning learning how to row the kayak, what happen if capsized, see if the life jacket working. ahahs! and there were many jellyfishes luh! it was like go in pairs, and lie in the water to check if the life jacket, den bjorn and aubreu went, den in between them got jellyfish. den both of them run like sissy back to shore, den everyone was laughing like mad! hahahahs! i laugh until stomachache =PP

so reach camp 1, wahh! so many photographers! hahas, take me -kachheeck!- ahahs. den was like super tired, so went for lunch, ate like 1 packet of oreo and bread. =P den got rest time, everyone was sleeping and i was wandering around =P den later got climbing of the rope and all the thingy luh! like rocking climbing, but i think easier than rock climbing. so go in pairs. i went with chloe, we managed to reach the top! and we were very very good at teamwork! she's a good partner =D ahas!

den later helped des to get to the top too! and she did it with marion! hahas, den quek quek cannot go to the top, theirs was like SUPER DUPER HARD. i doubt i can even reach the second one. quek quek 1 more step upwards den get already. but cannot. they gave up. den sam&yankai went up, and the managed to finish it! hahas, sam had to sing a song

last chirstmas i gave you my heart
the every next day you gave it away..


hahas! den after he sung that song. den he and kai get to get down. hahas =P den later, at night, the tents area was so dark, sam played with fire AGAIN.. everyone BOOM! sleep so early. cause the next day got a LONG journey to kayak! hahas. =PP

Third Day
before we all went kayaking, we played a game. something like alephebate game. 14 cards on the floor, cannot run, cannot talk, must use left hand to touch. they were like super super strict that everyone got disqualified. hahas! so dumb. so we went off for kayaking!

i partner liz, at first we were one of the first few, den later become back few, den later become first! overtake the nevigator! so dumb. ahahs larry and calvin were like useless. hahas, den when ending the journey around ubin! i died out on liz, my back problem was hurting me like shyt, i almost cried luh! den we saw the jetty. everyone faster when at full blast to go to the jetty.

den when all reached, 3 by 3 go and "park kayak" den i slept while waiting. hahas =PP
den after that, everyone "park" lerhs, den need to wash. emily, chloe, liz, des, me all take 1 station! it was very fun. like selling stuffs like that. " leave ur kayak here, and we will bring to the rages(whatever its spelled, it is the place to place the kayaks). " den got service do! bhahahs. so fun! =PP we cleaned and forget our aches. den after that got aches everywhere. hahas.

den pitch up tents again, cook instant noodle and campbell soup for dinner. YUMMY! hahas. was like the best meal ever in the camp. although larry cooking SUX to the $%^&*()ing core. i ate emily's one. hahas, oh wells. my nose bled cause it was so itcy, i keep rubbing it, den i whack my nose accidentally, den bleed. =P hahas. oh wells.

Today!
got to pack all the things up, wash everything we can. den everyone dunwan to do anything except for me, yaanmeng, larry and meiqi. everyone else was like slacking luh! so freaking pissed off! grr.. den later the instructor come, den everyone started to helped out. so i slack, dunwan do already. did so much b4 them. den went to play with emily they all, took a photo. but madeline and sam have yet to send me the pictures! hahas.

den got last activity, saying ur wishes/goals. den have to jump and reach for the bell. everyone was like okok luh. quite dummy luh, but i took mine very seriously, i said. " i want to become a national netballer. " i really wished i could, if my legs would start stretching! hahas, i'm too short. i have alot of thing to catch up. and i jump! and touch the bell! i was so happy =D i hope my wish come through"

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why do i have to make a round back here again. i told myself that i would be independent, when would i be as strong and firm to stand on my own 2 feets? i told myself i would not cry over this matter again, but yet i failed to keep my promise, next time, i will not cry, i will bite myself or anyone who is wiling to lend me their hands =P since no one wants to lend me a shoulder or a hand, i'll just use my hand (=

if 1 day i had a wish
i want all my troubles
to go away (=

Love,
Dulcy


Sunday, April 08, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:45 PM


PEEKABOO!

hahas, i'm packing my stuffs now, for OBS. lols. =PP not actually me luh. my maid. hahas :P oh wells. i sian of blogging =D so.. tatas

MY MUM IS A CRAZY BYTCHH LUH!. ANYHOW SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. NEHNEH

the next blog will be on thrusday? thats when i will be back. hahas. TATA. HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GO WELL IN OBS =DD


till this day, i live!

Love,
Dulcy


Last footprint@12:15 AM


AHH. so lazy to post these two days. hahas, i'll post tml! its my last day i can post b4 i go for OBS camp! i cant wait to go! hahas. =P cya

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on

Love,
Dulcy


Thursday, April 05, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:26 PM


PEEKABOO!

hahas, today so slack~ hahas, chapel was nice! got all the nice songs, and the singers were dam dam good! omghs luh! i love today chapel! hahas. expect for the prayer which took 9min 30secs, someone timed the pastor. dam funny! hahas =DD anyway! it was stil nice, i actually sing! hahas, it was the metor gardens by f4 dam old song, but i love it. den got welcome to my life den got bad day! hahas. so nice luh! the best chapel i ever went! hahas

today so slack. all the teachers were luh. uh uh uh. hahas, bio was dam funny again. dunstan was making so much noise luh! den teacher say " i'm going to cry already man! " den daffy and weiwen said " mdm, dun cry, i'l give you tissue " at the same time! hahas! den later that A.D.D guy samuel go say " mdm, dun cry, i'll comfort you " den me and yankai aka fat shiverl up. hahas! its like eww luh he. stupid A.D.D guy. haas =DD dun like him AT ALL, and that BEN GUY too. hhas =DD

oh wells, wont be having lesson for a long time! hahas. next week dun need go school on friday! so happy! the principal was like " year2, after ur camp, the next day, which will be on thrusdays, you all have to come back for normal lessons. year3, after ur camp, i know you all will be very tired, so friday, you dun have to come for school. " den all the year3 were like YES! YES! YES! hahhas. =DD

i just hope to OBS will have enthu people!! omghs. i'm going to miss my puppies! hahas. =PP nico not going! that enthu guy! )= sadd... hahas, nvms. still got quek quek brina, natassia, emily, jojo they all! hahas. whees~ =DD hope we all same group, den we will OWN THEM! hhahas xDDD okie tatas!

dulcena bangs!

Love,
Dulcy


Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:42 PM


peekaboo!

hahas. =DD last night was super super tired. was rushing my debate speech [100%] done! hahas. and my econs presentation&report. its like super hard to find. it took me until 4am to do like half of the work. go school den copy here and there from people. haha (= des did it in class too. its like the whole of year 3 rushing luh! hahas..

first period was like chinese. super super hyper, but cant do work. cause having brain block. so like copied everything luh. den she do chapter6, which is on marie curie! LOL. hahas in chinese, den me quek and jojo keep making fun of her. LOL. hahas. i went to the locker cause didnt take my textbook, so i ask quek quek to follow me. den when walking pass canteen quek suddenly stop den point on the floor, den when look, its $10 note! hahas. faster take den go, den we share half half =D whee~~

den later got econs. it was like everyone rushing for time to do the presentation and their report. haas. like time-bomb. LOL. hahas =DD i do from like last night to 4am den in school recess do, when other group presenting, we also still doing. hahas. HEARTATTACK LUH! hahas =PP oh wells, as expected, ye ting at group sure get the highest in class, but we! as triplets try to beat them! and we tied with them. LOL. ahash 83% >.<>

den went for bio. bio, i was like "fighting" with yankai aka fat luh! he go and kick me for nothing. wthhecks luh! lols. today bio experiment, den will get to use the syring. so when teacher left the class to get something or whatever she was doing. someone started squirting water at me, den i go squirt at yankai and brian. hhahas, den its like everyone started playing with water, and I MISSED BRIAN AND SPRAY AT BEN! hahaha! ehs, i said sorry to him luh! wthhecks. couldn't believe that i did that. oh wels! i'm a GOOD GOOD GIRL =DD hahas. it was super fun =DD the times that couldn't be forgotten! hahas, even the new students were spraying water. bio was DAM FUN! =DD

den later PE... lalalas. all that volleyball thingy again. bored bored bored. AS USUAL. hahas. YAY! i'm going for OBS camp! and the rugby people too! I HOPE THAT THEY ARE ENTHU PEOPLE! yay! den it will be dam dam dam dam FUN! hahas. =DD s wont be bloggin from like next week mon- thrusday. hahas =PP

now going to help brina & yankai in their econs presentation,i'm a good friend =DD

when i walked away
you didnt held my hands
and say i love you

Love,
Dulcy


Monday, April 02, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@6:58 PM


HELLO! =DD

didnt blog for so long. not really so long luh. but 2 days? is it? i forget. whatever it is. wanted to blog like last night, but my mummy rushed me to sleep. haas. went out with family and grandparents. and we3 went to the playground to play. its like everyone is like from 2-6 years old, we are like 15?? hahas. =PP


hahas! thats daffy, me den des. after play awhile. daffy's slippers broke. hahas! =PP and she got to borrow from my sister [adeline] her heels. xP

thats me and des! hahas. we were in the car, so i was making funny faces to her. den i just *SNAP!* and got this pic. hahas. she looks dam dam funny =X i love this pic, but she hates it. ahhas oh well

today is like so boring.. bring laptop to school for nothing. hahas. =PP at first was like some gaming thingy, den later some porn thingy. its like LOL? hahaas. =Pp den got like 1hr+ of recess, went to play basketball with emily they all. hahas, the ball WHACK my face luh! dam pain, but i was laughing. hahas. oh wells, today is like i was so so so sporty. keep playing, from rugby to basketball, den to scoccer. hahas =PP didnt sit at the table and eat =P hahas. oh wells.

going to rush my 2 projects, economics and english debate. arghh. hate it. so #$&*O irritated. why always project, project not fun! =PP

If it's over,
let it go
and come tomorrow
it will seem so yesterday,
so yesterday.
I'm just a bird
that's already flown away

Love,
Dulcy


Sunday, April 01, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@12:19 AM


picture of yesterday! forget to post



des in blue, me in yellow. *sticks out tongue* des = shocked

hahas! we took this in the car on the way to kallang for netball training last night. it was dark in the care luh! and it was very blur because the car was moving, not my taking skills not good! hahas. =PP it was quite funny luh! =PP


anyway, des got into deep deep deep shyt today. oh wells. better dun probe! or else.. SCREWED! me and daffy got scolded too. =PP for not telling her, oh wells! always like that. hahas. HAPPY GO LUCKY ME!, i dun care =XX hahas.. yay! i'm happy i am back to where i used to be! (= that happy go lucky me runing down the streets, her hair rushing through the wind! hahas. =PP craps. =X


anyway, manu won blackburn. HURHUR.. it was actually losing, den win win win! hahas! expected! cause got me watching. hahahas! =PP oh wells. ET, Xinquan, John staying over to play games with my brother. (= John is like dam gay, we were all laughing at him in KFC because of his actions. omghs luh! like dam sissy, even carmela laugh like hell luh! hahahs =PP

that happy go lucky girl
running down the streets
the wind rushing through her hair

Love,
Dulcy


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