I want to meet you now
And give you a sweet person
A cherry blossom kiss
If your heart moves from it
Let’s have a romantic love
More important than the future
Is the present
MAYBE YOU’RE MY LOVE
Love,
Dulcy
Monday, May 28, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:01 PM
HEEEEELLLLLOOO (=
today isnt a very very FUN day to talk about.. slept at 1+am last night, cause was talking to xiaojuan! hahas.. she ah! so weird one =XX hahas! woke up at 8.45am today! (= xiaojuan didnt believe meeee. =X hahas! msn the WHOLE MORNING! got nothing to do marhs
so at 11am, dunno why got contractor come our house do painting. den they went to screw up my toliet! -.- assholes. now my toliet cant USE, dunno do what to my toliet. SO MUCH DUST and SO NOISY. grrs... and i couldn't bath (XIAOJUAN WAS TEASING MEE CAUSE I WAS DIRTY ND SMELLY) so i had to bath in my brother's toliet. hahas, oh well.
after bath, msn awhile more. den went out to cut my hair =X i wanted to cut like madeline hairstyle luh, UBER PRETTTY. den they anyhow cut my hair. grrs... angry already now so ugly. )= hate it. hahas! oh well, WAIT FOR IT TO GROW! william pei me go cut hair, den he had to buy his stuffs. den laer we go eat yoshiyona!
so hungry! the cashier piss me off luh. i ordered beef bowl. den he keep mubbling, i couldn't hear what he was talking. den he gave me veg in my beef bowl, grrr.. super attitude. give ur customers that attitude face. TMD- slap him luh! even willy agreed!
after that, went to kallang to watch my senior play their match! was abit late, but they were leading from the start of the game (= xunhui and me were like quarreling! hahas =X not really quarrelling, competing who shout and cheer the loudest! hahas =X at the end of the game, we won 38-8. (= it wasnt that good luh, everyone expect more. but still, WELL DONE! (=
watch other teams play, den after awhile got abit bored. so we and siying go KFC eat, den later the rest join us! (= hahas, everyone came except jo )= i hope jo's feeling alright. (= CHEER UP JIEJIE! you've done well! after eating KFC, jieyun fetch us go home! =X we got kinda of LOST- hahas, in the end, we still managed to reach home in 1 piece =DD hahas
siying, jieyun and charmaine take a look at the puppies and doggies! hahas, they were amuzed =X hahas oh well! my puppies, CUTEEE. oh well, after awhile, they went back home! =D oh well, TYYY =DD hahas
on coming stuffs. wednesday, charmaine ask us to play friendly vs PJC(pioneer jc), den in the evening got intensive training. friday, slight training due to the match the next day. saturday, clique&clique junior match, 4.30pm court 2&1 respectively. clique junior vs SRJC(seragoon jc) i got confidence that we will win! i hope i dun meet kaiqing =S she's WA, im WD! gah! =DD
maybe you're my love
a cherry blossom kiss
Love,
Dulcy
Sunday, May 27, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:21 PM
HELLLLLLOOOO =DD
today is sunday! as normal, go to the market! hahahas. market market market. pfff! before going to the market, ate the durian cake that was suppose to be eaten last night! cause my mummy went to bed! so we couldnt eat. hahas!
while eating breakfast, my mummy ask us what we are going to spend our tme this holiday, what do we want to learn. i said i want to learn drums, and she agreed to it! i was superb happy! =DD oh well, she asked me to find a teacher to teach =DD im so excited! im going to learn drums and den play back my guitar! this is going to be SO FUN! (= this is like my best holiday ever (=
spent the afternoon slacking. got nothing to do! was so so bored. cant go out on sundays&saturdays. what a bore.. was suppose to go cut my hair today! but i was superb lazy to bath and get changed and go out to cut, so im leaving it to tml! hahas!!
brought my puppies out for a walk! hahas, they are so cute luh! didnt take any pictures. was too excited. hahas! they were so so cute! i was super tired after i walked them. their first time experiencing the outside world.. hahas! i had to carry them to the playground to play luh, they dunwan to walk. meet dogggie there, but after awhile he got to go for dinner. (=
went home, slack abit. den went out for dinner! hahas, yummmy dinner =X the next table got like 3 ahbengs, den when they swear, it was super funny luh. den 3 of us keep laughing. hahas! =X i think they noticed luh. and stared at us. i know, im prettty. hhahas =XX
smsed duck all the way from slacking at home till he reached home and come online. tml is duck's birthday! he's 15 tml! im jealous, i've still got a long way till i reasch 15. not really very long, but like 2months? it is longg. i want my IC!! =XX
haha! i think the post was kinda of useful (= at least 2/3 of you read it! the last one is still blur blur! (= i hope things are getting better for me! (= i pray pray pray! i hope this 3 friendship last! maybe i wasnt that understanding.
im sorry! i dunno if im using you as like a replacement! but i promise i'll never kick you aside! i still treasure this friendship! (= you never fail to make me smile and laugh! (= hahas! guess who's that? thats none other than brina quek! (=
shuo le tai jiu
mei ren ji de
dang chu na xie wen rou
Love,
Dulcy
Saturday, May 26, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@11:45 PM
LAST POST for the day (=
to PERSON A :oh wells. looks like you've change alot ever since i first knew you. at first, i thought you were some ewww guy. but soon later, i found out that you're not bad as a friend (= our friendship became closer, i trusted you, but soon, our friendship started to drift apart. i tried to hold this friendship, but it looks like you arent. it takes 2 hands to clap. its sad to see you change alot! i want to change you back, i told you. but it seems that you dun care. i cant do anything if you dun care. we'll just watch us turned into strangers bahs. u're the second person who made me feel that im hopeless in changing people. its sad to see that, but oh well.
to PERSON B : we're not the friends we used to be. we laugh and have fun together. where's that laughter in us now? everytime we talk to each other, there's nothing we could talk about, i tried my best to make you laugh, but you just never, maybe it was because of that incident? that horror i told you, that change the whole picture of an happy girl into a girl who's EWWW. haiish, maybe i should not even tell anyone and just bring it to my grave. there's nothing to our conver, it seems that she's more important den me to hold the friendship. its okie (= i will try.
to PERSON C : we used to talk to each other. now? we arent even talking to each other. you're busy with ur own stuffs, and whenever i tried to talk to you. you dao-ed me, you know i hate being dao-ed but i cant do anything. you're some big shot now, directing people here and there, no longer caring for me. where's my mr econs now? oh well, hope we'll be like last time, where we used to have fun! (=
duck is NOT pretty!
COW is PRETTIER den duckk
Love,
Dulcy
♥
Last footprint@9:50 PM
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLO =DD
HAPPY 51TH BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY (=
today was a tiring day for me! hahas, went to eat breakfast at seragoon gardens. found a wallet. des is like super hard-up for money, that she wanted to take the $50 inside. it was like wthhecks luh. but my mummy said its her birthday today, so she's going to do a good deed. so on the way back home, we tried to find addresses or telephone no. or IC. but they couldn't find. so they gave up, den when i was running through it, i FOUND THE IC. =.= they are like BLIND? found address, but we dunno where. so i found out that the girl was from ACJC, so my mummy called up the school and ask ACJC to find this girl. in the end, we found her! =DD and returned her the wallet! (=
went to holland v, helped to clean my grandparents new house! its kinda of small for my family, but for 2 old parents alone, it shouldnt be that small (= help a little here, a little there. hahas! my aunt came along too and andy(my cousin!) alvina never come =( she's like super funny! hahas oh well. so after that, ate lunch(packeted) in the house, den drove off to macbeth's play. fetch quekquek there too! =DD at first he dunwan come, cause he scared of my mummy, hahas! in the end, i persuaded him to come! =DD
met alot of people there. saw that FAT NATASHA, i was like OMGHS? SO UGLY. saw so manny ppl, and some of them were like EWWWW? omghs, i almos vomitted. i dunwan to name who luh. later they kill me, but i realized, ACS INT has very very poooor taste. hahas! SKSS taste is much nicer, at least more to fancy. hahas! =PP went in the thearter piss me off. 1 whole row of seat, ppl took my seat. and i hated that bytch so so much, argh. piss me off, at least tell me before hand right? SO RUDE. this i will name, that BYTCH IS SOPHIA. tat fcuking jihong woman. nvm, the play was kinda of boring at parts, disgusting at parts, and funny&sick at parts that made the person sitting beside me( BRINA QUEK ) go high and crazy and keep laughing =.= hahas! oh wells.
yankai didnt come! i smsed him, den he was like, OH SHYT, i forgotten! =XX lols. wthhecks. i told him to be late, but he still never. oh well! so he like wasted his money?! hahas =X he was like scolding me because i didnt remind him. den i was like, so now im his assistant reminder? i want my pay! =XX hhahahs
after the play, went back to holland v, cleared up almost everything. den went for dinner with my family and aunt's family and 2 maids and granddad. =DD hahas. oh well, it was at some DAM HOT PLACE, maybe it isnt hot, just that im wearing long sleeves. oh well.. my dad accidentally scale my hand! )= super pain but oh well, accident. im forgiving! hahas =XX
oh well! iain called me when i was having dinner! hahas, den on the way back, we chat on the phone. hahas! he is as funny as ever, that guy who can make me SMILE w/o fail due to his dumbness. =XX hahas! oh well, he got to hang up because he was out with his friends! haas, he's my big brother! =DD hahas! but still HANBOON IS MY FAVOURITE KOR! although he always bully me =.=
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
adapted from hanboon =DD
Love,
Dulcy
Friday, May 25, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:51 PM
HELLLLLO (=
today went to celebrate quek quek's birthday! hahas. morning daffy left the house like at 10am+ to pei her bf go sentosa, my sister is dam weird, at first want go botanic gardens, den want go zoo, den now want go sentosa. oh well! went to bath and changed, des was suppose to go out with me. so we were choosing clothes, as normal, we dunno what to wear, den i ak des if this fits my skirt, den she freaking hell attitude me luh. dam pissed off. like she dunwan go like that, NEHNEH LUH i tell you. den she was like, ahyo.. still need buy birthday present, better keep it cheap. den i was like wtf? dam asshole luh.
den we left the house. we went PS and buy a pencil case or quek and 4 blue pens to put it inside. den we headed off to holland v to meet quek and his husband(mojo) to go down to SICC. hahas. den when i look at the time, it was already 1pm, and im still at ps! we're suppose to meet at 1.15pm! so i smsed quek quek ask him to wait for me, so he said OK! den when i reached there, quek and mojo still walking, den des was like, WAH LIAO, i told you i dunwan to wait for them right. den dao me, CHEEBYE LUH. den when quek and mojo come, act so guniang. CHEEBYE one lorh. piss me off only.
took a cab down to SICC, ate lunch (beef) hahas! den chloe came down, den later maddy, den nico, nick and aubrey came down at the same time.. den emily! 10 of us! i expected more, but oh wll! LIZZ you didnt come down! hahas. played bowling, first game i was first! ty ty! den second game, lost to mojo by like 3 points?! den he so BHB! hahas. crazy DIMPLE BOYY. hahas! =XX oh wells, later played pool!
pool was dam funny luh! brina and maddy teamed up vs me! den we anyhow play. super funny. den later the guard come catch us for not wearing shoes, den ask us to change, say what, later got hand, foot and mouth dieseas, hahas! what crap, den maddy keep running around the table saying " where to shoot ah? " den the guard never catch her! hahas! UBER FUNNY LUH! den after that, played arcade, isnt that fun. i played racing with quek! i got 3rd! he got.. 6th =X! hahas, den we were like " ehs! why so slow? " hahas! den after that, went to eat abit more.. went swimming pool.. but didnt swim. went into the dancing studio, den que started to "dance" (falling) hahas! so funny. ater that, quek go play match, emily fetched us home, nico nick and mojo go nick's house, aubrey dunno go where and chloe go meet her bf!
thats the birthday boy trying ice milo! hahas! =DD wearing his present(shirt) by emily&friends!
later had netball training. 1hr earlier! SAW CASSANDRA AND SUSAN!! hahas, they in club! their hair dam long now luh! longer den mine.! they used to have like mushroom length hair! now its like at their back! =O so played monkey den play touch rugby. UBER FUNNY LUH! hahas! jieyun, charmaine and xunhui vs 3plets! hahas. all laughing.
kinda of tiring. but oh well! its all for NSL! hahas =DD cliquers got match on monday! im going to watch and give cow power! hahahs! =DD all the best cliquers! you all pro pro one! =DD thrash them!!
moo moo moo! (=
Love,
Dulcy
Thursday, May 24, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:32 PM
HELLLOOO!
i slept like the latest last night, and woke up the earlest! hhas. =DD proud of myself! =X hahas. anyway,woke up at 8am? WHOLE BODY ACHINGGG!! nothing to do, so went online, go online, no one to talk to.. SO BORED.. laze around doing nothing till 10am? ate pancakes for breakfast, my maid made them so small and cute! hahas.. =XX so watched tv with my sisters, my brother flew off for some place today. i forgotten where. hahas! =XX
so 11am, went to bath, and den set off for lunch! i met my mummy for lunch! with my daddy. at first got no where to eat, so 3 of us got bored, so we took pictures! hahas! found a lunch place! so sat and ate, dun suddenly, my dad started to walk to and fro, den my mummy was like, what is he doing? den des say, he is finding for a toliet, he need to BOOM. den i keep laughing. hahas! so funny, after that, we went to buy pancakes! when i was going to get the first bite of my CHEEEZE pancake, dafy pushed me, den i tried to save it! but it landed on the fall! LUCKY, the wrapper still there! PHEWW. so i picked up and eat, ( PS, IT ISNT DIRTY ).
fetched mummy back to office. den daddy brought des to the doctor cause her skin is very terrible. so doctor gave her medicine.. i played with the toys there! =XX hahas, you know the kid toys.! ahhas, so funny =X den after that, i wanted to take my height and weight, so we took! i didnt even grow! grrs. NEHNEH grrs. oh wells. i think i put on weight? im like 4xkg now. hahas dunwan to say =XX hahas! oh well, daffy and des also didnt grow tall, but put on weight. hahas. oh well. threee-plets! hahahs =X
oh well. got home, heard a shocking news, not really shocking but i knew it, it will end up like that. oh wells, still dunno the reason why, but i'll be there for you okie! =DD my dear GRRRR, cheeeeer up! =DD hahas!
picture time!! this was in the car today, when we were BORED..
three of us! we were all still so tired from yesterday events and match!
me and daffy. like mirror imagine? hahas! SO cool =XX
3 of us! 3plets! hahas, we will be as close as ever! SUPERGLUe! des, me, daffy! hahas! =DD
okie! thats all for now. im so so so bored.! byebye
let me free
and you&i will be happier
Love,
Dulcy
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:39 PM
HEEELLLLO!!
today in school was UBER slack! emaths didnt do anything, den go literature class, ALSO never do anything. den went for recess, after recess i have to meet in the hall cause it was sports day! hahas =DD went down to ACJC! my event was the 3rd event. it was 100m! its was like 4 oldhams and 1 tkk! hahas. =XX i was so scared i couldnt win cause my ankle hurts and my back hurts. haiish! den when i started to run, i started off late, and was the last! GAHH. den later COW POWER, den first. PHEW... beat joy by a LITTTLE bit. hahas
was so pissed off! i thought i could run 4X100m with daffy, den in the end never. den suppose to run for inter-cca, den never thanks to AUDREY. wah, den emily help me get a space in netball! hahas, so happy! so ran netball, 3 of us and joy, she's pro pro ehs! den joy-des-daffy-me! hahas. so so happy! got in first! den at the end of the race, i fell and hurt my ankle. owww... den have to faster rush down for netball tournament!
thats my medals! =XX inter-cca, 100m, 400m, all golds =D
was super scared at first luh, everyone turned up late and everyone was like HALF DEAD, including me, DEAD! omghs. den started to play the game, first ball shot in was us! i thought they so pro, actually not as pro as what i thought, its kinda of.. -ahhems- anyway, they are so so freaking rough, and i think the empires tio bribed by them, FREAKING IRRITATING. until GD and GK lost their cool. they scratch me! A FREAKING LONG SCRATCH, grrs. asshole, den i told myself, i have to play rough, mhauhhahas. =X den tio warning, hahas. i keep clashing! GAHh. something is not right with me today! i keep falling down! )= JELLY LEGS, gahh! my nickname =X oh wells!. den i play 3 quaters in a row, den coach put me out, saying i had enough of falling down. oh wells. in the end, the score was 58-9. hahas! THRASHING!
game ended at 8+, watch other match ( SIA vs BEDOK something something ) hahas. until 10pm, den my mummy come fetch me go home! with bruises and cuts, ankle pain and backache, i managed to reach home in 1 piece! hahahas =XX today was a tiring day for me!
quek quek quek! althought you didnt win 100m, but i saw that duck flying! hahas. you dun sad sad already, cow very bad at comforting ppl, and ur husband ah! =.= that bully! HERHS. oh wells, you won 200m! =DD im proud of duck! =DD i saw you fly like a duck and run like a cow! hahahas! =X take care of ur back!!!
the world is always UNFAIR
Love,
Dulcy
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:21 PM
HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO
today was so so slack!! chinese teacher didnt come, so went ROMING around the whole school. not exactly but was with quek quek quek all the while! hahas. went to play piano like 5mins, cause QUEK dunwan to teach me, HMPMx, den go play badminton with quande they all. hahas! super hot ehs! sweat like shyt. =XX after recess, econs. SUPER lame, play what division of labour game, my team won! by using our smart brains, we won! and use gina's idea, our productivity rate drop. SO DUMB. den got bio, yankai, me, vidette, quande go library and pick movies to watch! hahas. we watched the empreror grooves. hahas! SO FUNNY! i love the kitten! =X hahas, SO SO SO CUTE!! hahhas. oh wells.
PE! omghs, played captians ball. its like mixed girls and boys VS boys! and its like 8 to 12? wah! but we still won! hahas, see the proness of girls! hahas, keep falling down! firstly, my shoe NO FRICTION, den keep SLIDING around, den the boys SO SO SO ROUGH, especially that FCUKING LARRY, CHEEBYE, now my ankle dam pain luh!
after PE, des learn piano from quande THE PRO. hahas, den i sat there and watch brina and nick play the guitars. dun like electric guitar, so sian sian there. den brina see me so sian, bring down the drums set and teach me! hahahas, SO COOL!!! =DD i think i did it correctly! gahh! im starting to learn. hahas, but duck teach me simpler den william! =X hahas. oh wells! SIMPLE FIRST, den complex! hahas =XX COW PRO PRO DE EHS! =XX not like LUKE, =.= even i know how the hand should be placed, tsk tsk tsk! i first time learner ehs! =.=
my brother is flying off in 2 days time, so we went to hougang mall to "shop" for his camp stuffs. at the same time, bought my ankle guard? it isnt really an ankle guard, not the strap strap type one, is the slip in type one. ahya HECK CARE LUH. so long got something to protect my ankle! hahahas =XX
TML!! important day i must say? sports day!! 100m, netball 4X100m(I HOPE) and 4X100m(I HOPE). scared scared ehs!! =SS freaks me out! gahh! infront of everyone, -gulps- den after that, TOURNAMENT!! first match! wah, sared ehs! i dunno whats their standard!! =SSS i hope we win the match! JIAYOU CLIQUERS!! (= we can do it!
where rainbow ends
ps, i love you
Love,
Dulcy
Monday, May 21, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:17 PM
HEELLLLLO (=
today was okok luh, nothing seriously went so so wrong, except the fact that i didnt bring my wallet to school! thankk you quek quek for baking for UR FRIEND that cake, AND GIVING ME THE REMAINDER.. =.= oh wells, its SO SO SO OILY. i think i just put on like 1kg! =SS
wah! scare me today luh! playing basketball den mojo wants to pass the ball to quek, den chloe in the same team go intercept the ball, den give opponent's team, den mojo scolded chloe off " fcuk you luh chloe! " wahh, scare me... first time see mojo so angry b4. hahas! it was dam funny, everytime i get the ball, everyone will be " cow cow! pass the ball! " den got 1 time, i caught the ball, den quek quek say " cow pass to me! " den i pass, den later desmond say " duck pass to me! " den everyone started to laugh, " THIS BECOMES A ANIMAL FARM " hahas so funny!
went home with william! (= hahas, was "fighting" with him on the bus. ahas! super funny! oh wells, he didnt reach home late! hahas. it wasnt 7pm yet! =DD annie pei daffy go home! hahas. oh wells, reached home, sawmy dad playing with the puppies, feeding them "wangwang! " den i cope some and eat =XX hahahas, cooked dinner! kinda of sux. ohwells!
everything is falling apart again! family&friends. everyone! it used to be so cosy in the house, now its so cold&boring. no longer that warmth family i used to have. everyone is going separate ways! NOOO!! friends? everyone's driftting apart. my primary school bunch of friends? all just disappear, became total strangers. skss bunch of friends? maybe they all forgotten about me after 1month after leavng school. haiish.. present school now? no one that i can trust. oh wells. thats how life is going to be?
define what is best friend? someone to talk to you when you're down, den after that, neglecting that person and live ur happ life. only when you're down, you go and find that person. or is a best friend a type of person, who you sms, and straight away he/she is at ur doorstep waiting for you to open the door. when he/she is beside you when you're down, he/she will give a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on. when you cry, she/he will cry. when you laugh, he/she will laugh. its hard to find a friend like that now (= all the best in finding them!
me and desi! hahas, she got the sherk3 the ears! im pulling it! hahas, SO CUTE. my sister got it for her! SOBS, i dun have! )=
all the tears were for NOTHING
Love,
Dulcy
Sunday, May 20, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@3:09 PM
MOOOMOOOcow! =DD william send me(up), cliquers! (= gogogo! my netball team!(down)
HEEEEELLLLLOOOO
im so so so so so so so bored )= hahahas, oh wells. i finally touched my homework! its kinda of little, cause school is closing. oh wells, holiday homeworks are going to be given out either monday, tuesday or wednesday. that is so CONFIRMed. hahas. oh well, econs holiday homework already given out, sian sian sian. SO THICK LUH. i'm going to rush all my holiday homework within 1-2 week! den the last 2 weeks of holiday can slackk! hahas. happy happy (= IF I CAN GO OUT, i want to go out with my turtle and bee! 8 of us, i still remember the happy times we were at the playground! although i dun have the pictures, i still remember OURlaughters! (=
arghh. i want to learn drums and piano! and continue my guitar! and that i will be satified! =XX hahaas. trying to learn drums from william(doggie) now, but only went to his house 1 time, and he taught me slowlyy.. but i didnt want to drum. ahhas =XX suppose to go today, but i cant, cause my father never go out, if not i can SNEEEAKKY go out. hahahas =XX oh well, holidays bahs! (= hahas..
im so so so bored now, abit hungry but its okie =DD i ate my cookies finish, i wanted to bring to school tml one, but i cant stop the temptation. hahahas =XX oh wells! tatas (=
dulcenayen's footprint! (=
Love,
Dulcy
Saturday, May 19, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@8:49 PM
HELLLLLLLLLOOO =D
hahahas. didnt post yesterday cause i was super uber tired yesterday when i came home from netball training.
YESTERDAY, friday 180507
oh wells, as normal. school school school. chem class was so so quiet! cause nico was sleeping so he didnt make a sound, brina and maddie was listening to ipod, so they were like SINGING, nick&yanze playing some games i think and yankai was so engross with his psp. so me and emily busy studying! hahahas =XX for the first few times i was very guai, didnt make so much noise. =DD hahas
den later got school netball training. i thought alot of ppl would come cause mr teh scolded everyone off at the meeting on wednesday. den in the end, so little ppl come, only 8 =.= even the CAPTAIN [mon] PONNED netball. what shyt is this luh. den i lead the team. was so bored luh. nothing nice at all. even the sec2 nick says it was BORING. hahas.
den later went to ps! doggie tagged along, we went to eat long john for dinner. i couldnt eat finish, so he took some fries. hahas, went to kallang for outside netball training! it was so so tough, as tournaments are coming we need to buck up! =DD JIAYOU CLIQUERS!!! wednesday is my first match! jiaayou jiaayou jiaayou! (= came home back aching like shyt, on court felt so faintish.
TODAY
first thing in the morning faster packed our stuffs and off we go for breakfast den go to RCC and play badminton! 4hrs straight! hahas, =XX my back hurts even more! ouch, den when i sneeze, my stomach hurts like shyt. arghh. ass. at first my ankle(still injured), den now my back(PAINFUL) den my stomach! arghh. sux sux sux! i need to be all well by wednesday!! (=
now i'm home, blogging, talking to friends online. oh wells, i guess i got to go! (= tatas.
if you have to let go
let go
Love,
Dulcy
Thursday, May 17, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:06 PM
HELLLO (=
oh wells, today. another school day! )= oh wells, didnt have mood to laugh in the morning. i was just sitting there.. stoning? today, i wasnt pissed off, i was sad. ahyo. what is with my emotions! going cranky. )= i just cant bring myself to smile for the day.
first 3 periods were dorothy[lit] and ramesh[emaths] and they both didnt come! super slack luh, me, emily, jiajun and aubrey went roming around the school. played with jon during the 3 periods, he bully me luh! idiotic. hmpmx. oh wells, even he can see that i'm not happy. arghh. sux man...
had chinese paper2 after recess. i sux sux. i failed by 2marks! argh )= i hate it so much. i just cant concentrate. and quek quek beside me! tht duck ah! all the answers is i give him one! he ah, only know how to listen to ipod and sing! tsk tsk tsk... oh wells, it isnt a good day for me!
went to play basketball, injured my ankle again! arghh,. at first dam pain, but i think okie already, but i cant twist to the right, it hurts a little, but when walk no feeling :D:D only when press to the right. oh wells! me again, jelly legs! hahahas. =DD missed those days )= i almost cried today in recess luh, was so so so sick&tired of every dam thing.
can you stop bothering her! you are just ruining her life! and you, if you continue this, i'm going to give up all hopes on you, and you will go from bad to worst, you want ur life this way? if you wan it this way, i will annouce to the whole world, GRANT UR WISH. you want right?very fun rght? i really gave up on you as each day passes. i dunwan to see you like that, but you want urself to be this way, at the end of the day, its you yourself to blame.
oh yes. finally feeling the hurt right? thats what i felt, or even more! i hope this will give you a clear warning for playing me out. very fun right? i hope more people will play you out, see how feel. see how i'm hurt, the scars in the past. its you you and you to blame, or must i say.. GUYS. you like the feeling of being ditch now uh? or trying to find a replacement again? fcuking PLAYER.
well, yesterday i was super pissed off at everything, today? super sad. argh! whats with me and my emotions! everything screwing up! why am i such a failure? i can never get things done right. argh. i cant even lie properly! =.= arsehole. arghh. i hate my life so much, how i wish everything can start all over again.
where were you?
when i needed that shoulder
to lean on and cry
Love,
Dulcy
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@8:51 PM
HELLLOO!!
today was a dam sux sux day too! arghh. this few weeks, my emotions are running wild! arghh. sorrrrryyy everyone if i had like made you pissed off or hurt you in any way. i'm just going crazy already, easily angry, easily pissed off, easily sad. arghh. i hate it like that, how come?
today, had netball meeting. omghs luh, i dunno if i should stay on or what luh. mr teh told me that maybe he will put me as captain next year! gahhs. i was just about to quit, den he wants to put me as captain! gahhs. oh well, see how things go first bahs =DD let nature takes its own course!
emaths teacher never come! did some work, almost died doing it, everyone says they got learn in sec2, but i didnt! omghs luh, me and des was like struggling like shyt. in the end, did so early, handed up early too! get to leave early, so went to the canteen! read macbath book, den dorothy walked pass and said " its lovely to see you standing here reading ur book, its a compliment. " wah sehs, arsehole one, HMPMX. den go lit class, got back my test results. 33.5/40 =DD was kinda of happy, my MCQ full marks! hahahahs =DD
had english lessons, was doing actin today! me and emily have to wear my hello kitty pyjamas! =XX oh wels, hahahas. it was funny. we got the highest in class! weeeee... so happy! 18/20! i think our group did i wonderful job! thankk you junhung for being the spine of our group! thankk you brian toh for acting SO SO WELL! and emily, you cheat teacher feelings one! hahas, but still well done!! =DD -claps!- chemistry class was an arsehole. i like put the lollipop i my mouth, den realized not suppose to eat, den i took out and keep. den teacher want to send me go detention and call my mummy! idiotic, HMPMX. now mummy angry at me. oh wells.!
after school, went to foyer to do bio before i go home, den its like tiggerr suppose to do with me, den he go do econs. den he do finish, den he do bio with me, den later talk talk talk, den suddenly i pissed off, den crush his paper. den he pissed off and walk off. =XX whoops, sorry tiggeerrr! forgive cow! =DD cow let you whack her hand ONE time =DD dun angry already, [[tiger angry, dam scary =SS]]
oh quek quek quek!! after so long den you read the message? hahahas, its like i wrote it in the morning! den you at night den read, i was laughing away! =DD cheer up my little quek quek! =DD i dunwan brina, i dunwan brian, i want quek quek! =DD that happy churpy boy =PP WOODPECKER. haahahahs! =XX
how i wish..
i could stop thinking of everything
and just sit under the stars
and stare at them and
not thining of anything else
and i would do this forever and ever
Love,
Dulcy
♥
Last footprint@12:06 AM
HELLLLLLLLLLLLOOO
dunwan to talk much today. wasnt a good day today (= dun wish to blog much. oh wells, i didnt know that so many people that i knew wasnt what i expected to be. oh wells, looks can be decieving :D:D i'm not that blur blur girl anymore!
cow was here!
Love,
Dulcy
Monday, May 14, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:31 PM
HELLO!
i just came back from netball. SUPER ALOT OF PPL TODAY. mostly i dunno derh. they say i pronounce "COW" very funny! gahh! all laugh at me, BLEAHS. hahas, alot of ppl! omghs, didnt play with them much, like 1 quater only. den at 9pm, all of them went home, leaving the friday's team to play. most of the main players never come! hahas. GK become GS, pro pro! hahas. SUPER SUPER SUPER TIRED MAN.
i'm sorry doggie! (= sorry for all the bad remarks. i was just pissed off just now. oh wells. =DD
smelly me! =X
Love,
Dulcy
♥
Last footprint@6:32 PM
HELLLOO
start of the school AGAIN.. so boring! had chem for the first period! hahas, was some practical thing. den everyone keep playing, den yankai and liz going detention cause they ate fruitloops! hahahs, luckyyy i wasnt caught! hahahas =XX i was like just behind them only luh! hahahs, they are going detention! =XX oh wells, nick ws so funny luh, he was trying to clean the test tube, den he bang bang bang in the test tube to get the residue out ( as it was stuck ) den later he poke until below got hole, den he still dunno! hahahs! it was dam funny luh! his shoes got the stain! =XX hahahas
after recess was bio! i was super sleepppyyy luh. but i couldn't sleep cause it was freaking cold and i had to pay attention in class as it was on a new chapter. finally told kai what i had wanted to tell him luh 1month ago! hahahas, i still dun quite trust him.. HMMMMSS... hahahs =XX HOPE HE DUN SAY BAH! den went for econs class. dam boring. sleeepppyyyyy. learn 2 new chapters. nthing much.
as it was english and literature week, for english, instead of doing our skit, we got to do some stupid quiz which i dunno anything cause i dun read BOOKS. hahas, my group got the second lowest in class =XX oh wells! HECKS. =XX
stupid. piss me off so much after school. i was supose to meet william to go home, cause daffy and des went for some shyt thing, and left school dam early. den when i had a break, i called him saying i was in class still. ending at 5.10, den he say ok, he's going to wait for me. den after class, when i was going to my locker to grab some stuffs den go look for him at the bus stop, i called him, he said he just went up the bus, fcuk luh i tell you. fcuking irritating, got so fucking pissed off that i imediately hung up the phone. wanted to find someone at the foyer to pei me walk out, but no one seems to be there! i saw yaanmeng, den he push me down on the floor, fcuking pissed off luh. den walked out on my own, alone. I HATE BEING ALONE LUH, it just creeps me up. den so pissed off, took a taxi down to ps, was going to meet my brother. den daffy, william and my brother already met up. when i found them, my brother ask me to go home. tmd- for the whole ride, i didnt even talk to william, fcuking pissed me off.
maybe i shouldn't even have want to meet you, so all this fcuk shyt wont happen. or maybe, i shouldn't get pissed off at you, maybe you think i'm childish, so be it. i just cant stand ppl saying wait for you at ... in the end break the promise. i hate it so much luh. fine, if it isnt ur fault den its my fault right? its my fault for being so xiaoqi, fine, i'm the UNREASONABLE ONE.
everything that goes wrong for me its like all guys fault. if there's no guys, there will be NO TROUBLES. arghh. fck guys luh. fcuking irritating, they are the fcukers who screw my life up. if it weren't for them, i won't be like this now. i tried and tried to trut guys, and yet, I'M THE ONE ALWAYS BEING HURT/DISAPPOINTED. cheebye
even if there's 1 last guy in the world
i will still hate guys.
Love,
Dulcy
Sunday, May 13, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@5:23 PM
HELLO!
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
hahhas, oh wells. today's mothers' day! (= yesterday went shopping for her present, so today was prepared! hahahas. woke up at 7.30? couldn't go back to sleep. so went to on my laptop, first thing i came online -pops- " morning cow! " hahas, quekkie! hahas =XX oh wells. talked to him awhile, den he went off for tennis! :D went to watched tv when my brother woke up. when mummy came down. passed her her present! hahas, she says she's going to bring it to her office to use it! awwws.. hahas =XX
as usual.. SUNDAY, have to go market =.= that smelly, EWW, hot market. hahas oh wells. marketing for the whole morning, the oranges are so big! and $1.2o each. wahh. den mummy bought 5, den got small small apples! so cute, also bought 5. hahahss =X
came home, watched tv and played comp. waiting for lunch. it was nice, but i had to do proj, so kinda of skipped lunch )= ate cockles only.. awwws.. sad luh! it was a dam nice lunch, and no one left anything for me. see? thats how important i am to the family.
junhung, emily and brian toh came over to do english project. we haveto act it out luh. and i have to wear pyjamas! omghs luh! =XX bhahas. oh wells. so dumb. at first got problem printing, cause my printer dun have ink =XX den finally get to print because of my new printer! hahahas. the freeee printer =XX den do the skit, it was quite funny at parts. after that slack slack slack, den they go home. now i'm so bored )=
tonight sister going to bring us out for dinner. somewhere at changi. den my brother ask if his gf can go. sh come KPKB, super XL luh. so money face. fcuker one lors. =.= stupid bytchh. say what, my brother's gf must pay for herself because she everytime come here never greet them. she think she who? queen ah, must greet her one. MF one luh. stupid bytcch
i am who i am
that will never change
Love,
Dulcy
Saturday, May 12, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:58 PM
within 3 years. i have changed so much. regretted so much things. how i wished there's a timemachine! so i can go back into the past and do what i should do, instead of regretting NOW. arghh. fuck life! stupid arsehole. i regretted knowing you1, i regretted telling you2, i regretted loving you1. and i just realized, all i regrets have to do with guys. i hope guys disappear for 1 day in my life.
DULCENA WAS HERE!-
Love,
Dulcy
♥
Last footprint@8:14 PM
HELLLO!!
dunwan to talk about yesterday! its over!! =XX bhahhas, netball training sux! )= i sux so much, maybe because i got headache. oh wells! NO EXCUSE. tournament in 2weeks time! no time so slack! =XX
TODAY!
woke up at 6am! omghs, i timed wrongly, in the end meeting quek quek at 7.30am instead of 8am. =XX sorry quekk! ur beauty sleep! bhahhas. we took a taxi down to ACJC, (= when walking in, we saw joel foo! (= bhhahaas. did warm up, ran 2 rounds around the track =XX quek and foo ps me! make me run alone =XX bhahahas. oh wells!
quek quek first race was 100m! he got in third! (= bhahahas. -claps for duck!- oh wells, and joel got first~ quek must fly! (= bhahahs, next was my 400m race. ally, anna and jen! omgs luh. they all dam sporty one, at first i dam scared, den when run, cow chomping on lighting speed and won the race! =XX bhahhaas. the last race was quek quek race, 1500m! i was cheering for quek quek! " go quek quek! give you cow power!" den he was first! until his muscle pull! )= den got 3rd. so sad.. i saw him in pain, was so so sad )= ahhyoo. oh wells, quekkie! jiayou! (= dun give up! try harder! (= and take care of ur back GO SEE DOCTOR.
when walking out of ACJC, we saw this girl running in bra and shorts! den we all ask brina not to see cause he was the only boy. den later walking out, we saw this small boy in underwear, den brina say "now its ur turn to dun look. " hahhas! so funny luh! after that, pei quek quek cause he was so sad, den go holland v eat lunch, met junhung anna jews they all (= they lft w/o saying bye! grrs. den duck want to get a bunch of flowers for his mum, in the end cannot fnd the shop, so he pei me go bus stop den i go bugis meet my siblings!
went to BUGIS, none of my siblings reached )= so i went wandering around~ met nick and qizhi on the MRT (= poor nick! sorry! i cant help you! )= so when all my siblings were present, we went to eat lunch first(again), den go hunt for mothers' day gift. bought mummy a pillow massager, a toy, cake + flower + voucher.! the cake looks dam nice luh! =XX
den on th way to pool, met my darling jerlin and little girl charmaine and kaixin at macs. bhahhas =XX talked like for 5mins, den go off! (= ahh! miss them. bhahahhas =DD so went to pool, first time in my life i know how to play pool! =XX den when i want to break, i hitted the stick on my chin, now swollen! gahh! idiotic! saw xiaozhuzhu and nina they all! hhahas, didnt talk much to them cause xiaozhuzhu bully me! nehneh! grrs.. -slaps- the total bill was $30+ omghs luh! so ex, but for about 4hrs., bhhahas
den now i'm home! =XX so tired and dirty! tml emily, junhung and brian coming my house to do english project. =DD byebye!
quek quek quek! i'm proud of you! my cow powers worked! hahahas! (= SMILE ALWAYS
Love,
Dulcy
Thursday, May 10, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@8:34 PM
[EDITED]
HELLO!
was very very lazy to post last night. bhahas. and my mummy asked me to sleep in her room, so i cant use the computer for long~ =DD
TODAY! had literature test today, okok luh, so long i dun fail can already =XX and that dorothy, pissed me off. check my literature journal never look at the book, stare at me and say " DOOcena, you are my favourite student." its like wtf luh, trying to act with me. tmd- hate her. den today started new chapter on MACBETH, its another boring book. had emaths test today too! fcuk luh, didnt get to do finish tmd! so angry, me and emily didnt do the last question, my pencil screwed up during the test, and my correction tape finish, and i got no more paper! gahh. so suay. =.=
chinese was like wtf luh. get back midyear exams paper, its lie our whole class FAILED LUH. not me =XX i just passed 25/50, PHEWWWW. the highest in class is 29/50 sam&qihui, den followed by dunno who 28, den 27, den me! 25. bhahhas =XX kevin got 5!! so sad.. bhhahas =XX anyway, the ther chinese class the highest was like 48/50, the teacher MF one luh! fcuker luh. NOT FAIR LUH, fcuking old teacher. must as well die!
played basketball today, nico and desmond was likeso angry luh! den me and chloe go off, cause so scared. den later got fight on basketball court, lucky i siam fast =XX bhahhaas. desmond and luke fight. luke ought to luh. he MF one lorhs. freaking rough. oh wells!
went for biology class, was freaking cold....!! argh, so many work didnt hand up =XX oh wells! going to hand up NEXT WEEk =X stupid surprize test pissed me off. to foreigners can add 4marks. to singaporeans cannot. wtff is this luh! its fcuking unfair luh! cheebye lorh bio teacher. bias kia =.= amaths was okok luh =DD
wah, stupid quek quek, make me fall down DAM HARD> grrs... anyway! got pictures! =XX
stupid tiger. dun let me put his picture here! =XX ah well. he's pissed off. nevermind lrhs! you promise me already! =DDD bhahahs
thats my bag! i took it in bio class. i was freaking bored. =X
oh wells! i go lerhs! =DD byebye!
-steps- there's my footprint!
Love,
Dulcy
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@10:22 PM
I SO HATE HATE GUYS!!
what have i done in my previous life that i have to suffer like this now? at such a young age. how am i going to continue living for the next 50 years? i just feel like dying now! i dunno what to do anymore. i hate this type of life. where's that dulcena i used to be?
i died today.-
Love,
Dulcy
Monday, May 07, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:42 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEVIN CHAN! aka PENGUIN! =DD
today had chemistry mid year, i totally screw it up. i wasnt feeling well, i felt like vomiting, almost came out of my mouth, den faster go toilet. but i felt better soon (= screwed my chemistry mid year, if i get like a fail, i wont be surprised, I THINK. =X oh wells. that how's my day started.
bio got new sitting arrangement! sitting at a okok place luh. not that what i wanted, but yeah. still okie luh, no one is sitting beside me!! i'm so sad.. awww. so long i dun sit near sammuel, THATS THE BEST THING =DD bhahhahas, oh wells. ECONS pissed me off. some group just copied whole sale from the internet luh, and when we asked question, they dun even know how to explain. arsehole man. tml is the presentation!! -heart pounds- oh wells.
english was like wthh.. copied so much things down, in point form, den later given 30mins to put like 25points into a passage. its like OMGHS? den doing halfway, the aircon leaked and splash on my table. arghh!! my paper got a little wet, but OH WELLS, i dun care.
celebrated kevin's birthday at swensens! with sisters (duh..), vidette, yanze and nick! bhahas. we had a great time. lots of laughter, made me forget everything i was sad about =DD i'm happy to see myself happy. bhahhas :P oh wells. the dinner cost us like $220?!?! omghs. =X but the present was like $40!! =X so ex. oh wells! it was nice though... (= HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN PENGUIN!!
i can never pick myself up..
Love,
Dulcy
♥
Last footprint@12:33 AM
All thanks to you! you made me remember the past. the past which freaks me out. the past where i hated and feared the most. you said 1 sentence, and there i stun, thinking about all the bad memories. my fear came back, that fear i hated the most. everything start to play and rewind, play and rewind, many many times. i didnt want any of these to happen, i didnt, i didnt plan it out, i swore i didnt. i hate you! you make my dreams shattered, my childhood shattered. i cant go far in life, i feel ashamed, scared and disappointed. i dunwan all these to happen on me. i thought it will go away, but now, it came back to scare me. i want my old self back, that happy go lucky girl! everyone thought i was strong, but i was never. everyone thought i was happy, but i was never.
thank you yaanmeng for listening to me, i really appreciate it. i feel much better, but there's still the fear in there. i'm back to square 1, i need to continue with life. no one thought it would happen, i dun even want it to happen, but it did. i thank you once again. you cheer me up for once, hahahas. (= duckky, thank you for being there when i'm not feeling well. i know you care for me! cause i'm cow! bhahhash. i'll buy you SK2! =X thank you kor for pei-ing me, so that i wont think of craps again. thank you for making me laugh once again.
i need to sit down and think where i should head. (= tatas
the terror creeps in me again
i'm scared.. i really am..
Love,
Dulcy
Sunday, May 06, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@9:12 PM
hello!
not really feeling well right now. woke up at 9+ in the morning. ate breakfast/branch at heartland mall, at the new stall dunno what qiyi or something like that. ate mee rubus, super hot. and it was like $20 for branch like that for 4 person eating 2 mee rubus, 1 nasi lemak, popiah, laksa, 3 iced milo and 1 kopi-o. SUPER EX luh. so walked home after that cause my mummy want to have a day out by herself.
oh well, went home. did econs proj like for 3hrs??! timmy and nemo also did it for 3hrs! bhahas. and i did it ALL alone, stupid sisters all dunwan help. WHOLE DAY HABBO HABBO HABBO. freaking irritating luh! grrrs. so helped my didi with his amaths, a little bit. bhahas. he borrowed my amaths file to photocopy and study (= he say he dun get what i do cause i too pro liaos. bhhaas, not i say one, is he say one =DD
oh wells, i'm having stomachache for the 3rd day and headache now. my kor going to wake me up later to study chemistry (= tml got chemistry mid year. i dunwan to fail. i need to study! (= oh wells. tatas-
bad memories stays in my life;
good memories fades away in a sec.
Love,
Dulcy
Saturday, May 05, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@3:04 PM
EVERYTHING IS GOING SO SO SO WRONG!!
last fewdays hasn't ben going well for me!! it totally sucks. its like, everything i've done, put effort in, have all gone to waste, all screwing them up in the end. i studied so fcuking hard for my econs, went out of the exams hall, thinking i can score well. and it has disappoint me lik hell. i got like just a passing grade? this is so UNFAIR! am i studying everything wrong? or am i just plain dumb? thinking that i have don so well last month, i can score so well this month? DULCENA, wake up, stop that slacking of you. after econs result is back, i went for chemistry, got back my test script, i got the same fcuking marks as my econs test. its like, wthhecks. i so fcuking pissed off, that i didnt hand in my assignment meaning getting a ZERO for it, and i went to the toliet and cry, den come back, i lay down on my table, but now,i cant accept that fact! its too much for me. but i was ok later. (=
i've got a econs project to be presented on monday, got a chemistry mid year exam on monday, and here i'm trying my very best to understand the chapters of econs, and my freaking sisters are all playing habbo! i'm so angry angry angry at them. everything is GOING WRONG FOR ME!!! gahhH!! . I SO HATE MY LIFE NOW. where's the midyear exams to pressure me?!?! i'm so used to MOE standards that i'm slacking now. i cant do constant studying. i will SUFFERR!! arghh!! i miss midyear exams.. where are they now??
there i lay dead-
Love,
Dulcy
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@6:32 PM
Hello!!
Don't want to post much today! All I've got to say is, today I'm super crazy! I went around to whole canteen screaming and jumping on Yaanmeng. bhahahas. =X Until when chemistry lesson, I've got a headache, and abit breathless. Hhhas, but now better luh, but i think i got dry throat now. grrrs~
hahas, going for dinner soon. my puppies are driving me crazy! one cry, all cry, one bark, all bark. OMghs! driving me crazy!!!! =XX
when you hold onto one's hand
will it be forever?
Love,
Dulcy
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@3:47 PM
i swore i knew the melody
that i heard you singing
and when you smiled
you made me feel
that i could sing along
but den you went and change the words
now my heart is empty
im only left with used-to-be
and once a upon a song
looking back at my past! i just realized how much i missed my friends in skss! our friendship had start to drift apart! aww. i'll come back and talk to you guys more often! i really miss you guys. i hope that our friendship will last forever! =DD krystle, beefang, mms, rebecca, sihui. i love you all! hope that one day, we can go to the playground and play like we uesd to do! =DD
now life has change, life has moved on, people change unknownly, friendship drifts apart. more and more troubles arise. realizing one own mistake and moving on is a great jump in one's life. (= i wish i wish i wish.. everyone stay happy! be that happy go lucky girl, flinging your smooth hair, skipping down the road =DD bhaahahas.
i'm not that girl
who you used to think
Love,
Dulcy
thats the birthday boy trying ice milo! hahas! =DD wearing his present(shirt) by emily&friends!
three of us! we were all still so tired from yesterday events and match!
me and daffy. like mirror imagine? hahas! SO cool =XX
3 of us! 3plets! hahas, we will be as close as ever! SUPERGLUe! des, me, daffy! hahas! =DD
thats my medals! =XX inter-cca, 100m, 400m, all golds =D
me and desi! hahas, she got the sherk3 the ears! im pulling it! hahas, SO CUTE. my sister got it for her! SOBS, i dun have! )=
MOOOMOOOcow! =DD william send me(up), cliquers! (= gogogo! my netball team!(down)
thats my bag! i took it in bio class. i was freaking bored. =X 
