HELLO! (:

Woke up at 8 plus? Don't need to go school! Yipppee! Hahaha. =DD Went out for breakfast with mummy and daddy (: Came back home, went to watch my shows! I so long didn't watch already! Hahaha =D

Later Desi told me that Kirby is on TV! I rushed down and watch! So cute larh Kirby! He suck the wind! Hahaha =DD Oh well, went back to watch show. (: Just finished episode 4.

Heard bad news that we're not playing in junior league already. Was quite disappointed. Oh well. Mr Liew say he will go arrange a carnival for us to play (: Thank you! Hahaha. =D I need to start working out in the gym! 2.4km everyday on the track mill, I hope I will lah. If I'm not so lazy. Hahah =DD

No one jio me out today, wanted to go over to Beefang's house, but she have tuition. Sobs.. Stuck at home, dying of boredness.






PHOTOSSS! (:








Sunday, 281007

Woke up at like 8.30am? Waited for everyone to come down and go for breakfast. 10.30am then everyone got up! I was freaking hungry! ROARRRR. Went for breakfast BRANCH at hougang. Ate mee rebus! Hahah =P Went home, MUG MUG MUG in the afternoon.

Not exactly mug, but did test paper. Hahaha =DD Everyone left us at home lah. Was hungry at 3+ 4, then went to whip up pasta. =P NOT NICEEE. Watched tv, kungfu husle, My Super Sweet 16 and Boiling point. So entertaining. HAHAHA =P

Went out for dinner. Before going out, we say byebye to darling midnight )': The new owner was not too bad larh, but can see that she doesn't have experience in taking care of dogs. :S Cannot even carry properly, Oh well. Left for dinner, went to eat at some claypot rice restaurant.

Went home, ate durian. Back to mugging for 10mins? Then went to bed. (:

Monday, 291007

Woke up at 6am, copied down formulars. And off I go for school! Got a surprised sms from turtle! Hahah! =P So funny! Oh! Talking about sms, I forgot to reply her! HAHAH =X Went to school late, cause we went to eat breakfast at like 8am? LOL ! Haha. Hecks!

Enter the exam hall with confidence! The paper was pretty alright, just that the last 2 questions I didn't do finish. ): 1 question 10marks. 2 questions 20marks. :'( *cries* When teacher said pens down, I haven't finished my question. Went out of the exam hall, cried on Sophia's shoulder. *thanks* Later was ok already, thanks Bingxi for comforting me (: So long didn't talk to him. Later went to find out Biology results. Super disappointed. ): Daffy cried, me and desi was so pissed off. RAHH.

Went to Kovan to eat KFC, with didi treating us. Haas. He's so high larhhh! LOL. Hahaha. =P Anyway, yes. Went home. & going out to pei my mummy go see doctor. Will post photos later (:











HELLOOOOO =D

Woke up early in the morning. Went to the market. Sounds like a Sunday. Haha. Got irritated by my brother, I don't know how to order the food, then I ask him, then he say "No!" Wthh larh. Dam annoying. The whole breakfast I was staring at him, HERH! Luckily I got 2 lovely sister to feed me their food, if not I'll die off hunger! =P

Came back from market. SLACKKKKKK all the way. Hahas. Did Amath, LITTLE BIT. 3 questions? Haha =X Ok ok. Will study the entire day tomorrow, I'm in a holiday mood now lah! After exams still need to study can. Dam annoying! RAHHH!!

Had a gooooood dinner! Went to visit my grandmother (father side; mama) to give her abalone and shark fin soup. YUMMMYY. Reached home, dinner started. My grandparents (mother side; gongong & popo) were invited (: Dinner was alright. Watched tv later! COOL! Watched Championship of Magic. DAM CUTE LAHH. Hahaha =X

Finished tv, now going to bed. Everyone is saying I grew fat! WAIT TILL AFTER MY EXAMS! I will work out! RAHHHHH.

Hahas! I was camwhoring today. =X Took alot of photos, delete everyone except this. LOL! =P Nic.Ho said I was photogenic, I don't see it. LOL!!




Hello :(

After all this while, I thought I started to believe in trust, but however I was wrong again. My trust is always there, but will anyone trust me? I thought I was someone whom I'm able to tell my my trusted friends my problems. But little did I know that they didn't trust me at all. I know it isn't their fault, but plainly mine. It was just my 1 sided wishful thinking. Maybe bottling up everything would make things better for me and everyone else. I don't want to be seen as a girl who has troubles and always telling you her troubles and at the end of the day, you all find me annoying and stupid. Yes, I know I'm stupid, but I'm helpless. Never ever think that by telling you my troubles, I want sympathy, I NEVER WANTED SYMPATHY, what I want is support.

Went out for supper. Thinking of every action and movement around me. I realized I wasn't that important as what I thought. If I set high hopes and dreams for myself, I will get hurt even more. I really don't know what to do. Should I just be living day by day, be grateful that I could wake up into another day? I really hated feeling this way, but what can I do? Every one around me is making me confirm that I'm really just a stupid retarded ass.

Oh well. After blogging, I feel better. I hope I can sleep in peace tonight, and wake up tomorrow thanking my Lord that I'm happy to live another day longer.













Hello!

Slept at 10+ yesterday, woke up at 2am. Studied all the way until 5.50am, went back to sleep. Woke up at 6am. DOTS.. Thank you Brina for studying with me! Although he's a nehneh! =P Slept in the car, was superb tired. In the toilet was worst, went I got up, I felt dizzy. So tired!

Yes. Went to school. Saw Nico, Liz and Junhung. Sat down and chat awhile. Then went up to the hall and yes, everyone was revising.. Hahas =DD

Emath paper! 2hr 45mins for 16 question! OMGH.. Did finish within 2hr? Hahas. =P Quite slow, but yes. WTHH LAH. Jiajun cheat like no one business, he just took Edward's WHOLE answer sheet and copy down. WTHH. So idiotic lah!

Break! Studied Economics, ate lunch. Omgh lah. Nothing is going into my head, I'm dam tired larhh..! Economics test, dam it. I forgot alot of my points lah. Shucks ): I hope I pass. Sians... Natasha is being an idiot lah. She keep asking Monisa and Aulania for answers. Then they all don't want give, then she come look over at mine. Shit her, I tried to block away from her. Haha =P LOSER. HERH! Hate you nehneh!

Came out of the exam hall with Gillian being so noisy. Hahas. =P Anyway, yes. Went out! Saw everyone in the canteen, everyone was so happy lah. Last paper on Monday, ADMATH. Hahah =DD Wanted to check my Biology marks, heard Brian Toh got 27/30! OMGH! I'm so going to get dam high! I HOPE! I went to her room, then she say she have to go for meeting. DAM! I cannot see. RAHH. Hahas.

Went out with SKSS friends! Miss them so much (: Hahahs. Met afew people. Wasn't that fun afterall, cause I was super sleepy. Got home. Dinner. Slept while watching tv. =P Now I'm here.

*angry at my mummy! She don't let me go for netball on Sunday! She say cannot have distractions. Now I'm starting to hate Admaths, cause it screws up my weekend. FISH FOOD!*









HELLO =DD

Studied Biology like shit. Not exactly lahh. I slept in the afternoon. Yes yes, tired. Then woke up at 4pm, started studying till 7pm. 8pm study till 9pm. Then watch tv, haha. =P Came back, study all the way until 1am. Yes yes. Very tired. Oh yes! Bathed at 11pm, it was super hillarous.

We were in the toliet, then we were waiting for heater to be on, then daffy started playing with her hair. Then suddenly, 3 of us go tie 2 ponytails. SO FUNNY LAHH. Hahaha! =P Then we took photos. (photos later!) So funny! I showed quek, and yes, he laughed like shit. =P

Yes. Back to study till 1am. Asked quek to wake me up at 3am to continue studying, need a break... Yes, went to bed, the next moment, it was 5am! OMGH! He didn't call me! I was super stressed up then. 1 hr to cover 3 chapters? So I quickly went through briefly. At first, I hoped for a A in Biology, now I just want a pass ):

Went to school, revised in the hall. *thanks for calling me sengkang girl* Sengkang is still a school which is able to score well ok.. Asswipe. Piss me off only. GRRS!

Yes. Went for Biology paper 1! =D It was pretty good! Some questions I'm not very sure, but hope I score well. (: Biology paper 3, SHIT! 5 questions (of course there is part a.i and all that), 1 question on the first chapter, I KNEW IT. Shitt. 2 marks gone. *sobs*Question 2, dentition, give away marks. Hope I score. Question 3, respiration thingy. I think abit of wrong, but hope I do well still. Question 4, translocation. FISH IT! I knew it! Everyone didn't know what it was lahh. Cause the whole level, it was rushed out. So very vague. Question 5, Osmosis! YEAH! Hahas. =DD Hope I got all my points! (: *prays*

Brian Toh was so funny lah. Everyone was stressing up over question 4, then brian toh was "madam, can i check my study guide? I treat you eat lunch lah." Hahas! Then madam laugh. Then he pissed off "FORGET IT, teacher, nah!" Hahhas :P

Later was Chinese paper 2! I want to pass!! ): *prays* AHMEN! Hahas =X Mummy and Daddy fetch us home! =DD Ate lunch, met kwok meang, gary and jianxiang. Hahhas =D So cute. =P Anyway,yup! Just home. My daddy is hot-tempered today. Hahah. =PP

Okie! STUDY ECONOMICS AND EMATH! Last day, before I can sleep in peace! =DD




HELLLOO :D

What a night! Got tuition for 4 hours yesterday! EXHAUSTED! It was quite alright lah. Teacher brought her friend named, kar wee. But she keeps calling him cow-ieee. Hahas ;P So after that, headed for bed.

Suppose to wake up at 3am, but counldn't wake up, Brina called my handphone at like 2.55am. I didn't want to pick up, Hahas! Cause its not 3am! Only at 3am then I wake up. Hahah! Then went back to sleep. Brina woke me up at 4.30 to 5.30. HAHAHAH =X I didn't pick up ANY of his calls, but when his sms came in. Then I see, Hahahs! Then wake Desi up, study study study. =DD

Went to school. Literature paper. SCREWED LAHH. ): I went so off point. Forget it, don't want to dwell so much into it. Literature is not my interest anyway. HAHA. =X Later went back. Daddy didn't fetch us. Cause my paper end so early 10.30am.

Went to PS and eat lunch! Hahas :P Then came home. Desi and Daffy went so high. Reached home, chatted awhile. Then went to bed. TIRED. Now I'm awake. Studying for Biology paper tml..




HELLOOOO (:

Back from school! Woke up at 6am today! Pack bag and all that. Tied hair up, NEAT NEAT. Haha. =P Went to school, everyone in the hall was studying Chemistry (No one cares for English). Hahaha. Dr barrette said that the canteen, one of the water pipe burst and the water leaked into the bookshop and library. HAHA. Sure cost a bomb. Walked pass the library, WAH. Really flooded like shit lah, the mats all have to take out. TSK TSK.

English paper! So freaked out. I don't want to fail English! If I fail English, all my effort for the other subjects are going down the drain. SOBS. Hahaas. =D I think I did fairly well? :S My handwriting was HORRIBLE, tremendously HORRIBLE! I was trying to cheat, cause they say cannot more than 1 page, so I like wrote SOOOOOO small and rushing it, so is small and messy. AHH!! Can the teacher read?!? *panic*

Kevin is being a bastard. During that 1hr break, Desi was testing Sophia QA. Then when Desi asked 1 qn, Sophia was thinking, then Kevin act smart go say the answer. Then make Sophia and Desi pissed off. Then Vidette so funny larh! She said "Kevin, we all know you are smart.. " Then me and Daffy keep laughing lah! HAHAHA. Vidette is so cute.

Chemistry paper! RAH.. I forgot some stuffs. So sickening. Daddy came to fetch us! (: Went to eat lunch, and now I'm home! Going to start studying for Literature tml! I hope I do well! (: Prove to Dorothy and make her shut up. Hahah =X






HELLO (:

Going to be a short post. Studied today. Yes yes. Lots of troubles coming. RAHS. After hearing what is happening, I feel like going training this coming weekend. ): I don't want to be slacking, rahhs. Going to train after my exam very very hard. I don't want to deprove( there isn't such a word, but its the opposite of improve, DULCENA's dictionary ) Hahas. Going for runs soon. I wished I can go taller. Heights can be a very big advantage. Dammit.

Anyway, exams are tml. (: Jiayou everyone & make sure you bring your jakets! OR ELSE YOU WILL FREEZE TO DEATH. Hahahs. (: Good luck folks!






HELLOOO (:

Sleepless night. Thanks turtle. Once again, I am lost. I don't know which direction I should be going. I'm very evil in everything expect love. Now I know what is it meant by girls is always at a disadvantage.

Woke up at 8am today, heard my mummy downstairs seeing my dear noisy barking dogs. Hahaha. =P Went down, watched tv.. Later went for breakfast at chomp chomp. (: Went home, STUDY STUDY STUDY! RAHHS. Hahah. =PP

Liz came over and study with us! We studied in the living room, no distractions of my laptop. Heheh. But got music. Haha =D Keep singing. LOL. =X Studied Chemistry finish! Going on to Biology tomorrow. (: Then at night, revise Chemistry, and I think I'm prepared for exams! ;D

Went to visit my Grandmother in the evening, before going to eat dinner. She's much better now. Now got a patient beside her, can chat with her (: Glad for her. Hehes. I drank her fish soup. =P Hehes. EHH. I never kop ok... She don't want already, cause before we came, she already ate her dinner! I'm not evil! =P

Went to eat dinner at Changi Village. Now I'm home, very tired. Sick and tired of everything. Smsing my dear turtle =D Hees.







It's just a front. I can never get over this. Must it happen at this point of time? 2 days later will be my EOY, why must this happen to me. Testing me? I cannot take it anymore. Everything is like back to year 2005 and living through 2006, however still suffering in year 2007. Should I thank you for all this deeds? If I thank you, will you go away once and for all? 3 person I fear the most in my life. M,F,B. Thank you 3 for making me this way now.

I was glad I cut my hair short. Actually, no regrets. Oh yes, I just remembered, today's the 19th.. No wonder... Thanks.

Read my horoscope from facebook:
The burdens of proof and enforcement fall squarely on you these days. Try to fall into the arms of someone who can support you. You have been going alone for too long and it is starting to wear you down. Working as a team will help you achieve what you are striving for.
who can I fall into the arms to?




HELLOO..

Don't want to say too much. Isn't a good day. Don't want to say about it. (: Spoil my mood. Anyway, exams starts on Monday, English & Chemistry. Jiayou Dulcena! (: Hope I score well, and prove to My English teacher and Chemistry teacher that all my effort have been put to good measures and I want to see them with their jaw drop down. (:

Person A: I don't know what's your motive, but yes, you just made me get back that feeling last night. And now, I really don't know what to do, how to handle. Everything is just starting from scratch again. It's stupid. I know. But what to do. I hope you don't have any motives. Please don't do anything to me during my exam period, I will just go crazy and die.






HELLLO.

Going to be a short post, I think. =P Went to school. Literature class was not too bad. Dorothy praised me again (: Felt confident for my Literature exam on next Tuesday. (: Hahaha. She awarded me "Literature student of the year/month (I forgot)" Hahas! So funny larhs. Anyway, went to Emath class. Super slack, got another past year exam paper from bukit panjang seconday school.

Recess was asking anyone if they want to study with me. But NOPE, no one. So went to Science terrace, saw queekky! Haha. =D Studied, teached him ABIT. (: Later went for Chinese, watch show, so I went to Science terrace to study again. (: LUNCH, celebrated some guy's birthday. Hahah. I'm not very close to him, but yeah. :D

Went for Chemistry later. Copied down answers and all that. Past year exam paper. (: Biology new topic I think. I'm not sure lah. But alot of answers and practise paper given out. Hahaha. I'm super lazy to print for YanKai my WHOLE Economics textbook. =/ *yawns*

Mummy came down. Jo-ann(tuition teacher) came down. Jie came down. Haha. All go see daffy's teacher due to the -5marks of the coursework. Hehehe. :P Hope she don't minu mark, SHE DON'T DESERVE IT! damm you goh chee @#$%. =P Later went to hospital. All my grandparents are all admitted to the hospital ): Feeling down. Visited my mother's side grandmother, she's so funny larh. She still can joke around. (: I felt so bad, last time never talk to her de. Now then realized how fun my grandmother was. =/

Came home. Dinner. Quite pissed off at my brother cause he called me selfish. Rahhs. Don't want to say so much. Yes. TV.. Studying later. Cya. (: Waking up at 12mid to do and study my work. (: MR ALARM CLOCK, I'm depending on you (: I sleep like a log. =P







Went to school, my brother was almost late because of us. Sorrryy.... Anyway, Chinese! Revision for tml(today)'s exam paper 1. (: I hope I do well. Later went for the Miss Sam thingy, she's just being annoying. Bad impression on her. 1 out of 4 times did she come and that 1 time she come, she came 15mins late. Irritated by her.

Went for economics! Went through past year exam paper. I was so heng! I didn't do, and she went checking everyone if they got do, then she come and ask me where's my answer. Then I say "OH! In my bag, cause haven't go through yet marh. Now still copying down the answers." Then she believed! HENGGGG... Lunch again! I forgot what I do, but yes. =P

Went to Amath! Past year exam paper again! RAHH. Hahha. I hate proving the Trigo identities... Haha. =P And yes, I did 1! Dam proud of myself. Haha! IT RAINED! YAY! PE was gym! Gym awhile, then go to the hall and play badminton. Desi and me VS Emily and Gillian. Hahah =DD

After school, saw daffy crying because of her -5marks coursework. Got so worked up, went to see the teacher. Stupid Goh Chee @#$%, super want to slap him across the face. I told tuition teacher, she also got so pissed off. And yes, later went home.

Home, slack slack slack, sleep.


Went to school. Natassia and daffy were talking about that Goh Chee #$%^ guy. Hahah. =P Had Emath first! Past year exam paper! I don't know like 2 qns. ZZZ.. Never been taught that. Stupid teacher. Anyway, later went for Literature. Got back the mock exam paper. 13/20 and 10/20. Of course 10/20 is LOTF, but I think I did pretty well. Dorothy praised me infront of everyone! I'm so happy. Hahaha =D She said " I can see people improving like Dulcena, I can see that you are trying." WHEEE~ Hahaa. =X Anyway, yes! I want to do well for my Literature and make her tio stun! =D

Recess, did English work. zzz.. Quite stupid, instead of doing, I was talking. Hahaha =X Went for economics class! (: Gina is sweet actually. After all the revision we did, we still have alot of time. Gina prayed for us. (: I feel safe noww. Hahaha =D SHe gave me chocolates! Hehehe. =P

Later went for English. Got praised by Dorothy again! WHEE~ So happy. First time being praised by her ok.. She said " Dooo-cena(Thats how she always pronounce my name -.-""), I can see that glimpse of smile in you, give your last push for the exams, you have potential. " So happy larh! Hahah. =D English. Junhung's work is BRAVO!

Lunch! There's nothing to eat. Have to eat salad. And yes, today's mojo birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLACKIIIEE! =DD Later went for Amaths, did past year exam paper. Later teacher let us relax for later Chinese paper 1 exams. She's so cute. Hahaha =D

Later chinese paper 1! =S Super scared. But I think I did pretty well. =DD But just didn't have time, cause daffy keep asking me what to do! RAHHS. Hahahas. Oh well! =DD Later went home.

Dinner. Shalene is over now going to study with me later. (: CYAAA.






HELLOOO (:

Yes! Had a very bad dream, keep waking up and go back to school throughout the whole night, because of the dream -.-"" Rahhs. Anyway, woke up at 9am today. Masashi came over our house to study ^^ Masashi treated us breakfast! Hahas. (:

Yes yes, facebook fluffpet. The only reason why I'm playing facebook, its because of my moomoo! Hahaha =P I keep saying that to myself. Anyway, yes, studying Chemistry. The workers are so annoying, they keep opening the door and not closing it. WTHH LAH. Idiotic man. So pissed off.

After that, Brina came over! We went to fetch him lah. 4 of us -.-"" And it was raining cats and dogs! And even with our umbrella, we got drenched. Dots..... Stupid quek, and it became a sunny day again! WTHH. Studied Chemistry in the living room, my room is just too noisy. Haven't studied finish!

I have to study Chemistry, Biology, Economics and Emaths by the end of this week! I think I have to start bucking up =P Have been playing too much, or must I say, waste too much time. Having tuition later, Brina and Masashi went home already. I'm determined to study Chemistry by tonight, and I have to do economics past year exam paper! Give me the strength to do it!!











HELLOOO (:

Ok! Had a dam funny dream about my dad being very lazy to drive us, so he asked me to drive. So when I drived, suddenly it became a SCOOTER! LOL! So funny lah! Anyway, woke up at 10.30am? Kinda of late. =/ Shucks..

Ate breakfast, my maid bought carrot cake for me while they went out for marketing (: Thanks auntie! Anyway, computer computer computer. Was calling people to come over and study with us. Haha. AND YES. We found Masashi and Brina to come over tomorrow and study with us! Yay! They can teach me ^^ SMILES.

Anyway, Shalene came over to study with us today! Went to fetch her from Kovan MRT, but went to eat lunch first. Lunched at Kovan's Japanese food resturant thingy. Loved the food there lah. But kinda of expensive huh. $8.50 T.T Anyway, reached home.

Played facebook' pet thingy. Dam cute. I'm neglecting friendster ): Oh well. Yes, it was fun. I love my moomoo! Hahaha =DD Yes yes. Studied Chemistry! Tml going to study from scratch again, and hope I do my English Mock Test Paper. =D Yes yes. (: I will study tml! No facebook! I hope :S Hahas.

Shalene went home! Went to wash & polish car. Super tired. Haha. =P After that bathe, then go out for dinner at some western food place. Dam nice lah. Haha. =D & yes, we wore the shirt jie jie gave us. Hahaha =D Not bad lahh. (: Ok!

We realized among 3 of us, I got the fattest thigh! Followed by Daffy and of course that aneroxic Desi. Hahaha. =P & I got the skinniest waist! Hahahas! Its so weird can! I got the fattest thigh, and the skinniest waist! That's so weird lahh! & Daffy got the biggest, followed by me and then the FLAT Desi. HAHAH =X Thats so funny lahh.











Today was fun fun fun ^^

Woke up at 8am? Hahha. Played computer the wholeeee morning in my brother room. My dam toilet is spoilt, and they are hacking it down. NOOOOO! Anyway, yes. I did study in the afternoon ok.. I did finished my Amath ok! Hahah. =P I'm too slack already. Anyway. SIHUI came over! (: Hahas.

Went playground today! (: Had so much fun, expect when the little girls when screaming when they wer playing the swings. Dam annoying. Anyway, took lots of photo! Thanks SIHUI for taking them, and Jack didi too! (: Hahas.

PISSED OFF WITH MY MSN NOW! They don't let me sign in into my account, but when I tried desi's or daffy's account, they got sign in! RAHS. ANGRY ANGRY. I'm using windows MSN NOW! So pissed off. I reinstall the WHOLE MSN, and it still gave me problems. Sometimes, I really feel like throwing the dam laptop away and get a PC. =.=""

Same same! Thanks to didi for taking this picture. Hahahs

Swing swing swing, swing my sorrows away.

HELLOOO (:

Went to school today! Was zilian-ing in the car. Hahaha =DD Chapel! I like the song they sang today lahh. Paul West voice is SUPERB pretty! Hahah. =DD Anyway, yes, I was playing Liz's hp during chapel, I know its rude, but I was trying to unlock the game. Hahah. Sorry!

Tutoral! I was late 4 times?! I didn't know that! I'm going to detention on Tuesday after the exams! Haha. My mummy appealed for me! ^^ Hehes. Des also need to go, cause 1 late all late. Hahah =D But daffy teacher good larhs. RAHHS. Anyway, did Emaths homework in tutoral!

Went for English! Got back mock test paper, and she didn't marked it! WTHHH.. RAHHS. Stupid nehneh. Anyway, yes. I did fairly well in the writer's effect ^^ Quite happy about it, by summary. UGHH. I didn't get to finsh my paper. -.-"" Anyway, recess was in the library doing work! Hahaha. Me, emily, liz and desi! Daffy and vidette were somewhere in the library, but didn't see them. Hahah.

Emaths class as like so bored lah. Ramesh is really stupid. Anyway, lunch ate nasi lemak! Okok lorh. Went to biology class. Studied, and my eyes were shutting lah. So tired, and I charged my handphone in class! Hahah =D Went to chemistry class! Kevin Gunawan piss me off -.- He said "I purposely fail my Chemistry test so that I can sack my Chemistry Consultant, not tuition teacher. Tuition teacher and Consultant is different." WTHH LAH. stupid asswipe. He thinks he so smart. STUPID FUGLY GUY.

Went home after school! Went to eat KFC at heartland, then went to walk my dogs and went to playground and "de-stress" Hahahas! (: CYAAAA.












Went to school. I forgotten what happened. Emaths, I sat beside Sarah, pissed off at kevin. Literature had mock-test! I think I did well! I hope! Recess went to study with brina and desi ^^ Hahahas. After that went to econs class! Gina said she likes daffy the most! Then me and desi was like, WAH, she is the noisiest lorh. BIAS KIAA. Hahah =P

English! Got back my work! Like dam long ago. Hahas. I copied Emily and teacher found out! Then I was like " Huh? I thought its pair work?" Like dam blur like that ah. Hahas. Amath! =DD Did work lorh. Nothing much.

After school went for the last Literature help clinic. Quite boring lorh. Always ask the same questions, answer we also know.. Later went to find desi and daffy. Studied abit, Duncan really sucks as a student-teacher. Haha.

At 6pm, went to holland v to eat! HOHOHO ^^ Duncan treat us! Yay! thanks! And also bought me sweets. hahaha =D Went home! beefang came over! I miss that be so much! She never changed. Haha =D Still that short girl! =P Hahahas! SHe came over and yes, she went so high. Hahahah =DD Later she went home, then I went to watch tv then sleep. Then woken up by Hanboon at 12am to do Literature and Amaths. ^^ STUDY STUDY. Slept at 2.30am. *yawns*


Went to school! Literature was boring. Emath was boring. Recess studied/did homework with sisters, brina and vidette. Chinese lesson was fun! Haha. I LOVE CHINESE TEACHER LAH. Revision for next Wednesday exam paper 1. =S Haha. She's so funny. Anyway yes, Lunch!

Later went for Chemistry, my coursework got C1 - 5, C2 - 6 & everyone else got C1 - 6, C2 - 5. I'm so weird! RAHHS. Proud of my C2! I scored full marks! Haha. I think I got C1 because I used test tube instead of boiling tube. zzzz.. Revision today! Haha. Had a dam hard time explaining to other people. Hahah =P Im not fit to be a teacher. :P

Biology! Kevin is an asshole lah, he told me not to copy Monisa's work, so I didn't la. I wrote in my own words, and my own explaination. Then when I passed Monisa's work to him, he copied whole-sale lah. WTHH LAH. Bastard I swear. I hope he get bang down by car soon. Hahah! =D

Went home by taxi with liz! She's so funny. Hahaha =D Now I'm home. Just eaten finished my TOMYAM cup noodles. Going on to do my Literature tuition homework. Tatas.









HELLOOO!

Went to schoool today! Emily was early! FOR ONCE. Hahaha. =D Chinese class! Oral! Kevin pissed me off. RAHHS. asswipe. Don't want to talk about it. Recess, had session with Miss Sam, I think she sucks. Anyway, Economics! Slack slack. Got free period! ^^ Lunch! Ate disgusting food -.-"" Amaths, got back my results! 21.5/33 ): Highest in class only 24/33. dotss.... PE! Natasha is a bitch, =.= Don't want to talk about it. Every asshole is pissing me off today. Rahhs.

After school, went Gelera with Brina and Masashi! We studied there ok.. Hahha., =DD Went home for dinner! Couldn't eat le. So full. Then mummy say go Gelera again! OMGHS. Go eat again, Saw Anderline! ^^ Miss her! Changed alot lorh, SO TALL. Shucks, I'm not growing. HOWW! Tell me how to grow~ F.Y.I, I'm eating long beans. HAHAHA =X

Came home, watched tv. BLAHHS. Now I'm here. =P Hoping that I can don't go school for the next of the whole week, staying at home to do my revisions. *prays* I need to ask teacher. Anyway, yes. Having a very bad stomachache now. ): RAHHS. Everyday got different problems. DAM SHIT.










Woke up at 6.30 today! Mummy fetched me to school ^^ Ate meepok! After a very long time. HOHOHO =P Anyway, went to school, chatted with Sophia, it was so funny. & there was this stupid sec1 guy infront of us, all of a sudden he laugh like an idiot, then me and Sophia keep laughing. HAHA.

My dear Emily Yiu is late for school today again! Haha. =DD Went to Chemistry class! Studied on the new topic ^^ Kekes. Anyway, after Chemistry went to Science terrace to study! Haha. With sisters ^^ It was freaking hot lah! Then we went to Biology class. Hehehe. =P

Biology about respiration~ Did some 10year series, stupid sammuel pissed me off. How can a rib cage link to the wind pipe?! SO RIDICULOUS! ROARS. Anyway, went for Economics later. Studied studied. ^^ Ate food in class and teacher didn't find out. Some more its those type of crackers that can CRUCH so loudly. I think she's deaf.

Anyway! RECESS! Smsed Sylvia wishing her good luck ^^ Hahas. Ate meesiam! Kevin is such a bastard. Masashi was eating pizza while all of us where eating staple. Then the table was full, so Kevin could not find a place to sit, then he go tell Masashi "You not eating right? I want to go eat, I want to sit there." Then when he go buy food, I ask brina to go pull another table so can have more space. Then when Kevin walked back with his food, there was a empty sit beside brina, then he was like "Masashi, I want to sit there." Then I was like wthh. " Here got space don't want to sit. " Then he didn't bother and 'kicked' masashi away. I think Masashi was pissed off and he walked off. Kevin is just a retarded bastard. Anyway, sarah and us where singing last year's national day song! It's super nice lahh! Hahah =DD

English! Was quite slack lah. Hahaha. Talked to Gillian and Emily. I'll keep comments to myself. Hehehehe. =P Went through writer's effect. I don't have any correct points?!! Then Dorothy was like "Writer's effect is if you have the skill, you have it, don't have means don't have. Those students who will most likely to score in writer's effect are the Literature students." Then I "HUH!" so loud, everyone looked at me. T.T Anyway, everyone was pissed off at Dorothy cause she never teached us 1 dam important point for writer's effect and now we just know. Rahhs!

Went home! Rushed Literature tuition homework. Recieved a sms from tuition teacher that she can't come today cause she's sick! A sigh of relief.. Hahah! =D Postpone to thursday! *wipes sweat* Hahah =DD







Maybe, one day..

I tried opening myself, but however I find it hard to. Maybe I have not met the right person yet. I'm still lacking that trust I used to have in everyone. I'm hoping someday it will come back again. Was talking to Sylvia, and I realized that I trusted no one. She said "looks like your ex not very good." Everyone can see it so quickly, without me having to spell out everything.

It scars my life totally. I'm starting ALREADY regretting when I said "yes". 1 word, and my whole life is ruined. When will I ever get back that confidence and face the world with this 'scar'? Bottling everything up isn't good for me, but what can I do? There isn't anyone for me to pour my sorrow, isn't anything for me to keep my secrets. It just too tiring for me continuing like this. I hope I'll return to the old Dulcena whom I used to be.

Its quite stupid for someone to stop the rumors when he/she himself/herself is the on making the rumor. *laughs*






Hello!

Didn't get to do finish my work! Anyway, yes was distracted by soccer and tv shows. Hahah =P Arsenal vs Sunderland! Supposingly, it was 2-2, and Arsenal scored! SHT... Anyway, yes yes. Browse through BEEFANG's blog, so touching, got my photo in there, but my eyes were closed. T.T *hides face* Haha. =D Posted a group photo in my livejournal. ^^

Anyway, good luck to skss's cliquee for the last paper tml? I think it's last. Anyway, JIAYOU!! I heard it was Admaths and Chemistry! CHEMISTRY!!!! Jiayou!! I know chemistry sucks. Hahaa. & good luck to Sylvia a.k.a turtle for tomorrow's match, IVP. Today she is scorer for once, HAHAH. =X

Oh yes. I'm bringing my lappy to school tomorrow! Shucks, so heavy. I'm going to study at the science terrace during lunch/recess break! Don't bother me! Hahaha =D I'm going to start studying/mugging till exams are over. I hope. will!!! =P Hahaha.




I MISS MY LONG HAIR
Woke up at 9.30am by my brother's phone call! He ask me to go upstairs to mummy room and to wake up the other 2 pigs. =P And yes, I did. Went upstairs, ordered mac for breakfast. I ate 2 burgers! I was starving. Anyway, watched tv till noon.

Went down, started doing my English Coursework - FAST FOOD. Some persuasive thingy. Asked me to redo it when it was done on April?! How I can ever remember the points. -.- zzz.. Anyway, I've done finish. Going on to Amaths. Then later Emaths, later Literaturee. zzz. Many stuffs to do. Seeya. Somewher over the rainbow, I might find my pot of gold.

















You're missed.





HELLOOO =DD

Went to school today! My seat in the assembly is getting smaller and smaller. Not happy with it. HAHAHAH =X Sylvia smsed me if I wanted to go for their friendly match. And yes, I didn't ask my mummy but told my mummy "We got friendly match on Saturday, any plans for us?" Then she didn't reply, so I called her and asked if she did read my sms. Then she was like "Is it very important to reply urgently?" Then I said,"My friend needs to know if we are going." Then she was like,"I thought already got friendly match? How come still need if want to go?" Then I was like, oh shit! "Cause if we 3 don't go, what for have friendly match, you know my team all sux, don't have us already lose lorh." Then she was like,"True true, ok. You all go bah." HAHAHAH =XX

Literature! Presentation! HOHOHO. Rushed out the powerpoint slides. Pro anot me! Hahah. =P Dorothy said we did worst than the other class. DUH. Cause she last minute tell us? THANKS. Anyway, went for emaths. I sat beside Sarah! Hahha. Kicked Kevin aside. *grin*

Chinese! Watched transformers? I don't get the show. Anyway! YES. ORAL, hahas! It was my turn next, so I went to des class to slack. Hahas! So I skipped my turn! =P BLEAHHHH. =X HEHEHE. =P Anyway, EMILY YIU. Keep going around and tell people that I'm her sister cause I'm Neh Neh Yiu(YOU). =P stupid girl. Hahahas. Make brina and liz laugh.

Chemistry Coursework! ROAR. I did 1 thing wrong! OMG OMG. So stupid. Haha. I didn't get my results right! So I hear other people results. eg, 'pop' sound. Hahah =X Oh well! ^^ Biology later! Presentation again! Ours was wrong, but it was our readings! Not our fault. ROARR. =XX

Went back with liz later! Hahahaa. Went to hougang mall. On the MRT, we saw this primary school girl, her hair was DAM pretty, haahs. I couldn't took my eyes off her hair. HAHAH =X Later we saw this toodler, she's so cute. She's so 'high tech' lah, she see my hp keychain, then I want to give her, then she point at my hp. She wants my hp! LOL! Then later she go over to another lady playing psp and wanted the psp. Later when I got up, she pointed at my laptop. HAHAHA =X She's so adorable. Anyway, BUBBLE TEA AT HOUGANG! AND YUMMY DOUGHNUTS. hahaha! ^^

Reached home. SLACK SLACK SLACK. Going to watch tv soon! ^^ Kekes. Cyaaaaaa.

HANBOON is my bestieeeeeeee (:










Went to school! Emaths! Was so bored, hated doing work so much. HAHAHA =X Anyway, I still did ok. But didn't finish =P BLEAHH. Anyway, Literature! Dorothy was so in a foul mood. ROAR. CRAZY, suddenly say got presentation tml? Wthh larh. ROAR. Don't care.

Recess! Busy studying Amaths! I scared I fail. Hahahas. I walked to the table to put my bag down, I was wearing Emily's jacket as I was feeling so cold, and Desi say "You like a small kid, with a bag-pack, school uniform, hair tied up like that and holding a book in your hands." Hahahs! =P I feel young. LOL.

Economics! NOthing much larhs. Revision again. English! Writer's effect, I got like 10 highlighted points, but when I write down, I only can write 3 ): I failed. Sians. Its so little time! Like 20mins to read, find words/phrases then write down. Wthh larhs. And she was still in a foul mood -.- ROAR.

Recess! Studied amaths again! HAHA. I didn't eat! I was super hungry, but I have to study and go on a diet! =P Bleahhhh. =X Anyway, Amaths test! ROAR. Damn the graph, I draw so big, then when I want to find my points, it's out of the paper, and I have to re-draw it. ROAR. I hope I pass ^^

After school had extra Literature lessons. Lord Of The Flies! ROAR. I forgotten everything lah. Now I know how important is to highlight the book. Now I'm going to be hardworking and highlight my book! Hahaha =D

CYA ^^ 2 weeks to exams :S




HELLOOO

Went to school today! Bag super heavy. Anyway, yes. Reached school on time, devotion was lame. -.- That guy gave me a very bad first impression. So anyway, tuitoral was listening to ipod~

Went for chinese! Had listening test, which is DAM important cause it is counted in EOY exams. ROAR. Hahas. Me and daffy still can discuss. =P Later watch BU KE SHUO DE MI MI, watched halfway den jiajun was like " OH SHIT, today got extra lit lessons!" Then both of us faster rush and go class.Hahaha =P

Went to dorothy's class. Stupid volunteer teacher never come again! Super annoying can. ROAR. Anyway, didn't eat for recess as had no time. So yes, stared into blank space, building castles in the air. Hahah =P ECONOMICS! Revision. Getting bored, and wasting dam alot of time. *purposely* hahah =X

Lunch! Didn't eat, went to do Amaths work. Kevin pissed me off, he didn't go for class, then he say he won't do. Then in the end, I see him opposite me copying Sophia's work. SUPER ANGRY LA. Don't care, do my own work. So yes, AMATH! Lots of work to do! HURHUR. Tml is test! Better study!!

PE later! TENNIS! I can't hit the ball with 1 hand, super can grip well, only when I use 2 hand and whack then can. Anyway, yes, SUPER HOT DAY, super STICKY, super tired. Went to the hall later to play badminton! Hahah =P Played very short while only.

Went home by taxi today! I saw a pink maxi cab! SO CUTE. Hahaha =XX & I saw my darling krystle!! She's off for tuition! hahas :D Good luck my deariee

Home, slack slack slack. Super hungry cause I didn't eat anything the whole day, so ate cup noodles. Dinner~ BLAH. All that, don't want to say much. Anyway, yes, do work! ROAR. Quite tired. =X Hahaa., NONONO. I promise emily that I will do my work. HAHHA =XX But very tired, maybe ask my brother wake me up later. =DD Cause he's going to watch soccer. HEHEHEHE.

Who says so? I'm feeling lonely deep down inside me. It's a mask which is actually covering all this up. I didn't want to be bothered. Left in a quiet corner, ALONE. Thanks for making me feel this way. Somehow, I thank you for it.




Since its exam period, let's have destress. ^^ Have a laugh.









Don't make my love for you turn into hatred.





HELLOO

Went to school today! I'm sorry David for the promise that I will lend you my book! But I seriously didn't bring my locker key, and the DAM spare locker key that the school has couldn't open my locker! I topped chem! ROAR. Hahas! 32/35, my chemistry parnet PS-ed me, she didn't come to school!

Recess, was doing the Biology thingy. I was doing all the slides thing and background. Hahas. Easy peasy, anyway, my reaction was so big everytime I did something wrong. Hahaha =P Biology class! ^^ Kevin and YanKai group was like YUCKS, ought to fail, everything is "I don't know." Then Daniel and Samuel was so stupid. -.- And they get bonus marks for doing more than 1 test, but out of 3 test, 2 were wrong and the one which was correct was so STRAIGH-FORWARD, even a primary school kid knows that. Betty's group was ok lah ^^ I missed out some of the points they had. HEHE. Ken's group? PURE DUMBNESS.

Went for Economics later! There was this BUZZING bee in the class! ROAR. BEEFANG! I know you miss me! Hahaha =X Anyway, revision again. Yes yes. Kinda of forget what happenen. Lunch! There was nothing to eat! ROAR. So hungry, stupid wanton mee, cheat money, it was so floury. Everyone on our table was eating wanton mee and everyone was complaining. And the aunty who serves us was like going to geylang soon? She wore this TIGHT fitting tank top and THICK make-ups. UGHH...

English! Got back my writer's effect. I'm so bad at it. Self-mark. I was honest, i got 2/10. HEY, my words/phrases were correct, but I can't do the effects part. Its so out of my thinking mind at that moment. HURHURR. =P Had to redo one of my English Coursework to see if I can score better. ^^ I hope I do. Prettyyy please dorothy? ^^After school, went home.

And now! I'm here at home, on my bed, blogging! Going to do my Literature Tuition Homework! ROAR. I'm so evil, always last minute do her work. HAHA. OK. ANYWAY, BYE.

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