Happy birthday, Miss Gina Lim.

Oh well! So sian. Talk to you about school tml! I'm just so pissed off now. Tatas.




Hello! =DD

Woke up at like 6.10 today? Hohoho! I kicked my foot against the stairs! OUCH. It's so painful! ROAR. Went to school with a BIG BIG bag of FBTS! During assembly gave out like ALL expect mon and audrey. ROAR. Tutoral was okay luh (: She isn't that CRAZY today.

Went for Admath, SUPER BORING. That Mr Chen, GOODNESS. I'm like so freaking bored. Went for double break, went to library to do Chinese work. Thank you brina for accompanying me! =D And oh oh! We were in the library, then there's 2 guy walked pass us. Then suddenly they stop and one said "What the hell, you touched my butt in to library." SO LOUDYLY, we kept LAUGHING LUH! Hahahha! So hilarious!

Later went for Literature class. AGAIN, it was LIKE BORING.. Teacher really isn't that good ): Dorothy is better, although it is always HER WAY. LOL! Later went for lunch, ate lunch, ate pizza. Goodness, eat so much. hahaha! Brina's locker was opened and people stole is $95 economics book! GOODNESS. Poor ducky. Econs was Okay, not too bad, studying again. hahas =D Tml's gina birthday!

After school, went to queensway with brina and emily. Emily told me something which I heard before but I thought it was PAST. Shucks. Like wth, I don't know now ): 1 I wished to hear long time ago, but I've let go, and 1, I never thought of it. Well, went to queensway. Bert's friend don't know anything. I was so fuming, and some guy in the shop asked me for my Hp no. STILL DARE TO ASK. I slap their face luh! ROAR. In the end, NOTHING's settled, wasted my time.

Went back to school in cab, brina got so angry with the driver. LOL! Hahaha. Oh well, rushed for training. Blah blah. Made me play a position I never play, WA. I'm really lossing passion for netball due to school. =| Went home with Carmen! She fetched me home! Thanks girl!

reached home. Saw my toilet fixed in with cool cupboards! HOHOHO! Went for dinner, everyone was staring at the TV at the dinning room. I knew it wasn't a good place to put it =| Everyone went ANTI-SOCIAL. LOL. Later after diner, claim back my $120 from my mummy to pay back MR TEH. Oh well, went out to deposit the check for daisy tan, went to buy gina's birthday cake and kitkats. Come home, went out to give feli her FBTS. Now I'm back, talking to HANNAH. Goodness. & mr marcus eng and FAT AHLIAN! Hahah!

Okay! Got to do my work soon! Got like Chinese, chemistry, biology. PFFT*





Hello.

School, blah blah. No mood to say right now. In a very bad mood right now. I don't know what's gone into me. 2nd time in the row and I don't feel like playing at all. I really don't know, stress? I'm not sure. ): I'm just very upset with myself. Selections coming, thinking of getting into first team (fat hope), everything is crushed. I don't know what to do ): I'm like back to U-S-E-L-E-S-S. roars. I don't know luh. I'm a let-down to CLIQUE. Sorry booboo for being so disappointed at me, I ought to have rotten eggs thrown at me.

Dear Lord, please help me through these stormy days. Help me to be more serious about stuffs. Help me to concentrate better with my studies and netball. Let me not be disrupted by stuffs I hate. Let me be that Dulcy I used to be - cheerful, hyper and that girl who makes people laugh. Amen.

I've broke my promise. I just want to cry out loud now. I can't take it anymore :'(




Hello! Slept at like 1.30 last night! Really really tired. Caught up with BK. I don't know why, but yes. Hahaha =X Hey, we said that ex can't be friends still? Childish! Anyway, finished my English Coursework with the help of Marcus, Junhung and Jerome. Thanks guys! Hahaha =D

Well, woke up at like 6.10? Rush rush rush! Went to school, SLEEP like a log in the car! Super tired, forgot to bring my jacket! ): Ate breakfast, went to school. Played with quek, he made me bang the corner of the chair! Freaking pain! I got ba-lu-ku luh! And of course, I cried, like for 10sec, then started laughing. But it's freaking pain! Idiot ducky!

Chinese! Test papers again! Roars. Did work. BLAH BLAH. Teacher didn't want to let us 5mins earlier to go "book" tables and she even locked the door! LOL! But she let us watch spongebob square pants movie. LOL! For like 1 min. TSK! Went for recess, did Chemistry homework with the help of Sophia! Thanks girl! Went for PE lesson, stupid dance! I swear I hate it! ROAR! Later went for Biology, I hate the HEART. I don't get it at all. Finally, got a little bit. hahas. =D

Went for lunch! Didn't eat! Nothing nice! Pissed. Did econs OVERDUED homework. Went to watch tennis match. Then went for English! TSK! Teacher seriously sucks! HMPMX. He was like "copy this" then "do this" I don't get it! ROAR! Idiot. Oh well! HECKS. Went for Chemistry later! With ducky black face. Didn't talk to him during lesson as Emily and the rest were entertaining him, so I was kind to send him a sms! Haha! AND HE REPLIED. LOL! Hahas =D Cheer up, Black ducky!

Went home with Gillian, liz, daniel, Kevin gunawan and VIDETTE! Haha! I was talking to Gillian all the way. =D It's a secret. =D Reached home, saw teacher on the way to my house. Tuition started for my brother, while I CHIONG my homework! LOL! Hahaha! Tuition starts with a SCARE without knocking on my door! So tuition..

Now I'm here! Very very tired! ): I think I'm going to sleep and wake up later! =D YUPPIE! I should sleep soon! Hahaha. Oh shucks, I got the bad feeling again! Maple_boi (I forgot who) told me something which I would LOVE to hear in the past, but not at this point of time. But I say, I still can't forgive you for certain things. Bad timing huh? ILY.





LIKE SCREW ACS INTERNATIONAL.
ashamed to be in this school. tsk.

Moody, haven't been so moody when I was in skss. Assholes. RAWRS.




We might find a place in this world someday.

Hello! Okay. I'm really very very bored now. I just don't want to do homework. ): Hahaha. Oh well, many things has happen. Alot of craps happen. Let's start from studies.

Not really coping well with studies. Still in the playing mood? Maybe because of sports and all the jersey stuffs takes up my time. Well, I couldn't say anything. Me myself isn't putting in the effort I'm suppose to be. I'm getting very worried over myself. I want to go out and study on my own, LIKE 1 PERSON, but I doubt my mummy will allow. I can't study at home! Too much distractions, especially my laptop.. Roars, maybe getting a laptop is a bad thing. HOHOHO =P Oh well, I must study really really hard this year, I really don't want to disappoint myself. =| Go Dulcy!

Netball! I just don't like school trainings. ): Maybe I should drop my role of being captain? It's like, I'm not practicing with the seniors for the U18, but I'm there "Coaching" the new comers and doing all the crap stuffs. For example, pushing the basket pole which weighs like 10kg?! What the heck, my back is always so pain after that. Bloody basketballers, don't know how to help. No balls. Dam angry. Then when training starts, I'm not look up as a captain, its like run 10 rounds around the court, they cut the courts like no one business, I tell them not to cut, they don't care. They ask me to pace them, I pace them, they run infront of me. I'm so sians. =| Do physical training, halfway do, Germaine (coach, sux) will call me to watch over the new comers to train them. Then the seniors go and play halfway (WITHOUT ME), then I'm standing in the next half of the court, trying to teach them how to play and tell them rules. Then later, Germaine teach the new comers, then I take over the seniors, I still don't play. Get really very very angry by them, proper pass also cannot pass. Then trying so hard not to scold them, make me swallow my anger, so freaking pissed off later. Firstly, I don't get to train properly. Secondly, I'm so called a player, not a coach, why should I be doing all this teaching the new comers? I don't get paid. Thirdly, why should there be a name "CAPTAIN" when they don't even respect me? I'm getting really fed-up, it's not as if I suck as a captain, I'm already trying my very best to give the best, what else you all want? Every single thing come and complain, it's not my fault, you blame it on Germaine or Mr Teh luh. You girls don't like the jersey without sleeves, you all pay for the jerseys luh, you think so easy ah. AHH. Pissed off.

Got nothing to say about clique. There will be selections for team 1 and team 2 in February, I think it's quite redundant to have selections huh. It's quite obvious who will go into 1st team. At the end of the day, it will be like "seniors & juniors" It's quite weird right, of course the seniors will be better than the juniors mar. Like what Siying say "I foresee unhappiness". Of course luh, the way the put it 1st team and 2nd team, sounds as if 2nd team is like dam lousy, then they won't be so committed already. Ahya, don't want to say so much, let's see how it goes. Go clique-y! =D

Well well, it's looks like I need more tuition. Mrs gam is offering tuition classes at her house (PUNGGOL, SO NEAR ME!) Should I go? Thinks. I don't know, I'll have to see. Still in debt! $120 + $200, people owe me $24 + $90 + $56. STILL IN DEBT BY ALOT! =| $150!! ):





HELLLOOOOO

haven't been posting in 1234 days! Hahaha =D Oh well! REALLY REALL BUSY WITH STUFFS. I have like tons of homeworks, coursework deadlines are nearing, stress are rising. Hahaha. Oh well! Yes yes! Should I do it in point form again... YES! =D I'm so lazy. hahaha

- Orders of FBT finally CLOSED, with Emily owing me $24 and adel $16 and shaula $24. HOHOHO.
- Clique training last night! 2 PJC girls joined! One girl DAMMMM tall LUH! But then she's so guniang! Hahaha =P Oh well, there's friendly this coming tuesday, don't know if I can go! Let's see how it goes.
- Tuition-ed today! =D Like just. Teacher were so funny. Hahaha! =D Oh well! (: She's always though.
- Need to go down to queensway tomorrow to order jerseys W/O MONEY. ass. I need to start borrowing from my mummy =| Sorry!
- I'M STILL IN DEBT! !@#$%^&*(

I'm bored! seeyaaaaa.




HELLO ALL! OKAY. I haven't been blogging for very long! I'm just so tired to blog about everyday GOING TO SCHOOL. Haha =P Anyway, YES YES! Point forms in random order!

- HAPPY 25th birthday DAJIE
- Went to see dajie's wedding place, food tasting.
- School still sucks =|
- Selections coming up for Clique. Hoping I will get into Team 1 with my sisters, if not I rather go team 2 because I still thinks that the defence will be strong when 3 of us play together. YUP. Don't want to think so far =D
- Skipped school on Monday =P Went to shaw center, buy blazor (FINALLY since 2007), went queensway to see FBT jerseys. I still want SLEEVELESS. I'm going to cheat their feelings by saying the sleeve one sucks. HAHAHA =P Some believed me.
- Ordering FBT shorts at $8.50 or may be at $8. Capping more than 40 orders (currently : 20/40) Also not I earn. SIANS. Hahaha =P
- Stupid Economics coursework push to March, Now I need to chiong.
- Thursday friendly with SSS, timetable for sciences switch due to leaving school early. =|

OKAY. I'm bored! =D SEEYA. Do homework? I hope.




Friday, 180108

Woke up at like 6.10, left the house at 6.35. Haha. Lastest time of 2008 =P Oh well, my daddy was coughing like hell, then went he fetched my brother to school and when we stop to eat breakfast. My dad faster rush down the car and VOMIT luh! GOODNESS! I want to puke too! We asked him to go see a doctor so we went to school ourselves. (:

Reached school, talked to gina awhile, in her homeroom. Then went to the hall, assembly. OKAY. Not going into details about school. I just want to announce, I HATE LUKE. Such a faggot. Idiot. Pissed off, not his problem then anyhow go and beat people. FYI, you're on probation OKAY. Don't make me tell the principal. Sorry yeah, even if Emily's my friend, and she's your "gang" I wouldn't be bothered. You, STAY OUT OF PEOPLE'S BUSSINESS, @#%^&*(. What a bully, you jolly well know that Yaan Meng isn't the type who fights, and you whacked him, when it is not your problem. What the heck is wrong with you huh. Not happy is it? Hope you kana struck by lightning, bang down by car, fall down when you walk. Idiot. Better not make trouble for me, because I'm not that simple as you think. SO FUDGE OFF.

There's school training today. Stupid boys at the basketball are assholes, don't want to help then get lost luh, want to help then HELP. idiot. Waste 30mins of my time trying to shift the basketball pole. Now my back hurts. ASS.

Well, alot of netballers, KAYO WAS NOT BAD OKAY! Haha. Did passings, I taught the new girls passings, then taught them the positions of netball. Later talk talk talk, so boring. I FOUND MY WHISTLE! Omghs! I dropped it on Wednesday during training, AND I DIDN'T realized until today! When I saw a DIRTY whistle on the floor and it looks familiar! OMGHS. ITS MINE! YUCKS! I need to get a NEW ONE! ): Bye bye whistle no. 1! Hahaha!

Went to kallang straight after training. I'm really HUNGRY. ): Didn't get to eat dinner. Reached there at 7.25pm, prepare then went to run 6 courts 5 rounds. Saw santa at extremes playing! Haha =P Oh well! (: Training was okay luh. Drills and all that. MY finger hurts luh! School never throw so hard, then not pain, then CLIQUE throw hard balls, then so pain! Then chang chang help me to tape it (: Thank you! =DD

Ball drills. Then I was suppose to play midfield attack, OMGHS LUH! I never even play before, I was like OMGHS. Have to keep redoing T.T Sorry! HOHOHO =X Later played court game, MEL is pro luh! Hahaha =P Then later I umpired 1 short game, I sucks luh! ): ROARS. Oh well! Xiaojuan was going to replay the ball, then no one wants to come and pick up the ball, then she so kan choing, then she KICKED the ball! Haha! Everyone laugh lah! Haha! Dam funny luh she!

Training ended. FREAKING HUNGRY! ): Might go for friendly match on the 29th, which is a TUESDAY! =| Tomorrow's outing(which is TODAY) is cancelled. ROARS. Oh well, dale fetched us to city hall MRT. Thank you (: I LOVE CLIQUEE!





HELLO! =DD

Hahas, woke up at like 6.10? But so cool, I was ready to leave at 6.25! HOHOHO. So fast right. ANYWAY, yes, we ate at the new hawker center! Alot of variety. HOHOHO. Well, breakfast then went to school, assembly was okay luh. Was trying to take a photo using Katerina's Iphone. Hahaha! =P Oh well.

Gina was in a gooood mood luh, then she gave out M&Ns to us. Hahaha. Went for Emaths class! ROAR. So boring, Sophia was so funny! Hahaha =P She did wrongly, then have to redo everything, then she went "OH, come on.." in a very funny tone, I can imagine! Haha =P Went for recess! Daffy "kop" table for us! Hahas. Went to buy bread and eat =D Then later went for Biology! ): COURSEWORKKK! Goodness luh, so many source of errors! ROAR. Didn't have the time to finish because I redo my experiment! ROAR. Have to stay back in school and finish up.

Went for English. COURSEWORKKKK again! ROAR. Teacher was like 10mins late? Ass, finished up my coursework then went to general office for receptions because of the camp =D Hahas. WHEE. Free lunch! So happy. Hahaha. GOODNESS! I banged into the VICE-principal! And emly banged into the principal! Both of us a the same time, OMGHS!

Hahahs! Went to economics class late! Hahas. I got reason OKAY.. Hahas, Gina was so high okay! We were like really slacking, and she keep "poking" us because we all looked so stressed up because of all the courseworks today - bio, english, chem. Evil GINA! ROAR. Later went to Chemistry! COURSEWORK! ROARS. So stressed up! I was suppose to swirl the conical flask, i was like in the hurry so i anyhow shake, then splash on my FACE. HYDROCHLORIC ACID AND SODIUM THIOSULPHATE! AHHHH! I faster go wash! GOODNESS! Didn't have time to finish, anyhow chiong then went to biology class to finish coursework. Everything ended like at 5pm. SUPER TIRED.

Went to canteen and slack for awhile. Pattrick's Mum is fetching us to the bus stop at lor chuan =D Thanks! =D Pattrick's sister is so CUTEEEE! Hahaha =P Pattrick keep bullying her! ALLY!! Hahhaa =P I left my HANDPHONE AT PATTRICK'S MOTHER CAR! ROARS! He will return me tomorrow, so those people is trying to contact me form 6pm onwards, SORRY!. Took a bus home, no one's home! Mummy came home the earliest today! Hahas. Had dinner! 4 of us, dad and brother went out. Then watched tv! Are you smarter than a 5th grade? Haha! DAM CUTE LUH! =P Oh well.

Later went out to do errands with my mummy. Went to heartland mall to get my tape for tomorrow's training. =D Still hurts, and it's somewhat swollen. ROARS. Well, using desi's laptop now though because my brother "stole" my laptop. Haha, nevermind. He needs to do work. =D HOW HOW! Saturday is FITNESS TEST! Roars! =S





PICTURES!






HELLO!! OKAY! I'm so freaky lazy to blog daily now! HAHAHA =P Oh well, what can I say? Study study study! ): Sad right? But Dulcy is a goooooood student! Hahaha =P WELL, Gina is really crazy/PMS-ing, scolding everyone for nothing. Using ECONOMICS terms to tell us rules. =.= And asking me to explain to KIM because of her dyed hair. Stupid neh POK. Oh well. I fell down on the steps today! ROARs. I injured my knee, internal injury, I don't know where luh, but like I cannot bend and stretch all the way, its like very pain.

Netball - Today had training. At first I thought the short and fat girl was adorable, in the end, she's annoying. ROAR. Germaine got really pissed off at the team. They were like not able to listen and do what Germaine told them to do. I got pissed off too, somewhat. HOHOHO. Injured my index finger during training thanks to that short and fat girl. ROARS. Idiot. Didn't get to play court game, umpired like 1min? Quite retarded though.

Good news - MON CAN'T PLAY IN THE INTERNATIONAL U18! HAHAHAHA! =P Oh yes, draws have been out, UWC, ACJC, TJC and I forgot the last one. Hahaha =P Like wth, bad draw luh! ACJC and UWC. ROARS.
- We're going to have friendly with SSS next thrusday! THAT MEANS I CAN PON CLASS! LOL!
Bad news - I dislike those people who come in and just play for the international U18 and quit after that. ROARS. very upset. IDIOT. My finger and ankle is SO PAIN! ROARS! ):

I think I make a good captain luh! Hahaha! Making all those JERSEYS thingy, like any ex-captain (pointing at MON) and training TEES luh! ROARS. How good can I be. hahaha =P Dulcena is the BEST! HOHOHO!

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Even As I Hold You - Alice Walker






HELLO! OKay! Very lazy to say everything that happened today. Just 1 accident! A METAL BAT got whacked into a girl's nose! OMGHS. IT BLED! Super freaky, I didn't know what happen later though.

Studied in the library, then PE was dance. My ankle hurts even more. ROARS. Then biology, lunch, English was retarded - Doing coursework in class, I DON'T KNOW WHY. Then chemistry was okay. Daddy came to fetch us home, with brother. Did tuition homework, ate dinner, TUITION! It was okay lah. Ended tution, having a slight headache, going to sleep rest then waking up to do work. (: Tatas. Will post another post of a sad love poem! So touched.





STRESS STRESS STRESS!! So many homeworks, coursework, deadlines! ROARS! No time to blog about today! Maybe blogging tomorrow!! =D Cya! (:






Friday, 100108

Went to eat breakfast, then there was like a CROAK COACH! LIKE OMGHS! My dad (the hero!) flicked it away! LOL! Like so disgusted. Went to school, OMGH! Chapel! I forgot to bring tie, in the end borrowed from huiyin! Thank you! =DD Tutoral time was doing some random aim thingy, and gina went around checking for SKIRTS. =.=""

Chinese!! =D Teacher is so cute lahh! Hahaha. Oh well, she and her BIG reaction thing. Went through the paper today! I got like 34/50, not bad already okay! It's always the first section pull me down like hell, I got like 3/10 for it. Wthh.. ROARS. Anyway, yeah. Went for recess, hang around with the year 6 people! Dam funny luh! =P That HANNAH girl keep sticking onto EMILY! Hahaha =P

Later went for English! ROARS! Dam the coursework! HMPMX! Oh well! Didn't care. Like whatever teacherr.. Haha. Went for Recess! Like dam full! And we had to sit outside my chinese teacher class to eat. I hate lunch breaks nowadays. Anyway! I ate like 1 DOUGNUT! And went I went for Literature class, I got like TONS of pimples! OMGH! Idiot! I hate it! Literature class was okay lah! No one listened to her lah! But I did! (: WHEEE. I'm starting to love literature because of my teacher! Hahaha

After school, went to change. And saw germaine. Prepared for netball training! For the first time, I see more than 20 people! Hahaha! Well, it was okay lah. Freaking pissed off at Mon. [will post in another post] Training ended, then went to PS and find daffy. Went with David! Hahaha! Alot of shit happen! =P He don't let me say. LOL! Hahah! He say later he got no dignity. Hahaha! LOL> Freaking funny.

Went to eat at KFC, then went off for training. It was like drizzling! ROAR. Reached KNC, not drizzling already! Hahah! =DD Booboo came for training today! WHEEE! Well, wasn't in a mood for training. I got a funny feeling that I needed my ankle guard today, but I didn't bring it. And YES, my ankle (old injury) started to hurt. SHIT.. Well, we played among ourselves. I just love playing WD with daffy (GD) and desi (C ), it’s like we got dam good communication that we can cover up for each other. I just love it! I hope we get to play the same positions in the tournaments coming! (: Triplets defence are PRO! =DD

Well, after that, booboo announced that Santa is leaving for extremes. All the best to you auntie! (: Don’t forget to remember us! After that, Daffy said she didn’t want to go for the Sunday’s friendly, left SO BAD =| Xiaojuan’s reaction was like “HUH!” I felt really guilty. I want to go so much, but if I go, I don’t know how to cope with my studies later. I got like courseworks here and there, deadlines here and there, homeworks here and there, school’s netball here and there. =| Later Jieyun fetched us to the MRT. Thanks. We were really quiet, I really felt so guilty, sad, stressed, frustrated and didn’t know what to do. I’m again, helpless.

Reached home, smsed Siying and Santa. Got a sms from Hui Fen to umpire west zone on time slots which are 2,3,4pm. I can’t afford to miss my lessons. I’m sorry. =| Slept in my brother room, it is like “saving electricity” to what my brother say. Okay..

Saturday, 120108

Woke up at 6.30am. Went to get ready for everything. Second time wearing my outfit, first time umpiring a real game. Omghs, really very very scared. Ate an egg for breakfast and off we went! (: Desi keep sleeping! RAWRS. We took bus 16! It was like we got off the MRT station and we saw bus 16! OMGH! So nice timing! Hahaha! =D Bus 16 somehow took another route! I thought I was lost lah! But after that, I realized bus 16 is closer to KNC. hahaha!

Reached KNC, met some of my batch people! Hahaha! =D Omghs. I so miss them!! =D the LLABTEN girls, dino, Abigail, angel and more lah! So long there’s like 12 of us and 2 seniors – Sylvia and Vanessa! =D Everyone came before 8.30 lah! Expect the FEI DE come at 8.45. Hahaha! =P Brief us on the carnival. Then there’s 3 group, I’m in group 1 which is court 1 – Me, Abigail, Pei Shi and Dino! Omghs! I didn’t want to go first! I was like so scared! Then in the end we do “scissors paper stone” I ended up with pei shi and she did the scissors paper stone and we lost! And we need to go first! ROARS!

Umpired the first game! Omghs, mistakes mistakes! Anyway, umpired a total of 6 games, each game is 15mins. Pei Shi is so cute lah! Hahaha =P Well! I made a new friend today! See! I’m so sociable! Hahas, we had like free 100plus! WHEEE! Hahaha =P So cheapskate. HAHA. =P Oh well! Later wash up, then went to marina to meet my parents. Went to eat lunch, I was so hungry! I ate mini wok + half a popiah + jelly. GOODNESS. That’s a lot! Mummy wanted to get me Asics shoe lah! Omghs, it was like $160?! And she was like “You need a good pair of shoes right?” Then we were like WOOHHH… Its $160. We tried on the shoe, then in the end it’s like 1 pair left. =| So we didn’t buy. It would be like a OUCH if my mummy bought it.

Went home, watched some show, I forgot what is it, but it’s like so scary! LOL! Hahaha. Slack slack slack! OMGHS, I didn’t sleep! I was so freaking tired and I didn’t sleep. I’m going to faint. Hahas. Played computer! =D Talked to MARCUS, Hahas! Cursing Mon =X WHOOPS.

My parents went to wedding dinner, left us at home without dinner! Like omghs. ROAR! In the end, my maid went to buy dinner for us, I didn’t eat much, eat like very little of egg omelette, its like so oily that I just want to vomit. Then drank bubble tea. Watch the hot chick, like 4^th time? Haha! It’s nice okay! =D

Show ended, now I’m here blogging (: Well, going to have another “de-stress” post. hahahas! I’m just so stressed up. Going to kill people soon. =P But I’m so lazy to post that I’m asking the fat duck to post this! Maybe another day. Hahas =D Tatas!





Sonnet 18 (I kinda of like this)



Oh my goodness, I didn't know 1 poem is so long! Okay! I will just write one today! Oh yes! I like the last part, but when I read it, the "this" at the last line, I thought it was LOVE at first, so it's like quite romantice, but in the end what my teacher say the THIS was the poem. Then I was like, WHAT THE.. Hahah! =D Well, nice poem! (:




Hello! =DD

Went for breakfast at a new coffee shop today! Not bad leh! I like it! Hahah! Cool curry puffs! =P Well, went to school early today! =D Was super cold. Haha. Tutoral time... BORING. Then went for emath class! Did work, quite easy lah! Sort of my money problems with my sisters. Hahah! Now in total, I owe my parents $402. DOTS.

Went for recess, nothing much luh. Ate like salad! So fattening. LOL! Then went for Biology! Brian Toh was so funny lah! Hahah! He was like answering all the questions then he was like "a guy with high IQ" LOL! Hahah! We were released early! Then went to English class. Teacher is sure weird. I failed my persuasive writing, its so sickening! =| I'm starting to hate languages.

Went for lunch break! OMGH. Canteen was crowded! So had to eat at like science terrace! Ah lian came back! Hahah! =D Well, eat, then went for Economics. Goodness. [I have no mood to blog now], blah blah, Gina crapping. Then went for CHEMISTRY, Omghs, super tired, but studied. Tian ge was so on lah! He keep answering questions and of course I answered some too lah! Haha! Liz was really noisy, well.. what to do!

School ended, talked to mich for like 1min? Then went off, she was studying though. Haha. Ah lian fetched us home! not fetched, until outram only. Haha. Well, better then nothing! Came home, slack then eat dinner, went for tuition! Shucks, sorry teacher. We didn't do homework for like more than a month, and she wasn't angry! Thank God! Did poetry about LOVE today! Omghs! I learnt 3 love poems today! Haha! 2 by Shakespears, I just realized that shakespears sucks and he only like to twist his words. Will write the poems in another post.

Well, I think everything is back to normal! After like telling marcus some of my stuffs. haha! He's like so cool lah! [I didn't attack you this time, Marcus!] Haha! He's like insulting me for being EMO in my last post! Haha. SORRY LAHH. THRASHIN things out. HOHOHO. =D





Thrashing out. It's going to be a long post. I think.

Well, I'm just so upset with my Clique netball. Everyone (not really) is like starting to leave, the clique juniors team is like in a shit crap now, not even enough to form a real clique juniors team. I just feel like changing team to, but where can I go? Should I just drop out too? Getting really fed up with others. I don't blame people who are leaving for "valid" reasons, some is like really, yes they have to leave, some is like "what the..." I'm just.. speechless. Now, trying to have friendly matches, and I hear ___ saying "Oh, west zone is coming, I won't be coming for training until it's over, because I always fall down easily, I don't want to get injured, need to have safety" Okay, SPEECHLESS. She's really like not into Clique at all. I'm just so sick and tired of it, friday is training, let's see who will turn up. I'm just try to be AS ENTHU as I can. And yes, umpiring, I think I ought to fail lah, I can't umpire properly. Saturday is umpiring already, like real proper matches, if I screw up anything, am I dead? Will I be like "ban" from being an umpire? This is so crap. HOW. TELL ME HOW.

Looks like I just broke my new year resolutions. =| Today is like one of my worst days of the first month. I'm like super violent. I know, like what everyone says "Can't you be as gentle as your the other 2 sisters?". Like wow, thanks, everyone is different, this is how I am. Okay, I know at times, I'm really too over the limits, I'm sorry. It's quite difficult to kick the habit away, but I really will try my very best. Like from tomorrow onwards, I will just shut up, sit there in class, be a boring girl. Is that what everyone wants? Or what you guys want? Me to disappear from your eyesight? Okay, I will try to. From tomorrow onwards, I won't be at the canteen tables, I'll be away. (: Don't worry, oh yes. Sorry Joshua and David today. I was really too overboard.

I'm secondary 4 this year, I still feel as if I'm secondary 3, I still don't know what my future would be, I still don't know what I want to be. I don't know what path am I leading to. I have so little time, I just don't want to stay at home to study. I really can't, no one believes me, I just want some space on my own. But where should I go? I can study in classes, without people who likes to drag the lessons, super piss me off. I want to buy like 1 A4 size book for each subject throughout the year, but I'm too broke to buy now! =| I'm like about $500 in debt. Shucks. =| And I'm still eating so much. Like what the hell is wrong with me! ROARS. Dear Lord, I just hope you guide me through 2008 (: Thank you.

Oh yes, this isn't my problem but again, I'm still annoyed by it. Like my sisters?!! Fancy have boyfriends like at this point of time! Daffy is like OFFICIALLY has one, and like talking to him every night on the phone even went she's super tired and just " UMM.." on the phone till she sleeps. Like oh my goodness, she has 2 sim cards and both of them are busting. And Desi?!! Fancy saying she doesn't have a boyfriend, but she actually has. Like what the hell lah, always like that. Super irritated. Whole night sleep so late, webcam here and there. Quite annoying though. And she likes to threaten me with a "secret" (she calls it) about me, which I don't really care. She can say for all I want, it isn't me who is going to look bad, it's him.

Oh yes, talking about him. I wrote like a short note to him in my Livejournal, I don't know if he did read it, but yes. I was sort of "scolding(?)" him off? I don't know lah, but what I saw in his blog, I think it's me and he's like freaking swearing at me. That person in his blog, may not be me, may be me. I don't know, I don't want to jump into conclusions. I'll go clarify things with him.

I just feel like breaking down now. I'm about to break another resolution. I've got no one to turn to to lean on. I feel helpless, all I have is a wall.




Hello =D

Well, woke up today, FORGOT TO BRING MY HANDPHONE..... then went for breakfast at coffee shop (which I didn't go for a long time) then I saw my grandparents! Haha! Went to school, we got new timetable! Didn't change alot lah (: Well,Gina was going around checking who didn't have a badge! Then its like the most of the class didn't have (I have), and she went scolding one by one. And when Mariska and Eejie didn't have, she was like "Oh, nevermind, make sure to wear tomorrow." I was like OH MY GOODNESS, HELL BIAS! Stupid gina, hope she crash and die. HERH.

First lesson was ADMATH, goodness. Study study study. I hate Eejie! Madam was like asking who didn't hand up the homework, and of course 2 of them (aubrey and Juus) didn't hand up, so there's suppose to be 19. So madam asked Eejie.

I swear, Eejie is a bastard. Anyway, later went for recess! We had 2 recesses in a row! HOHOHO! Today's Ellen birthday! Hahaha! =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLEN! =D Haha! They got her a birthday cake with cute little candles. Well, I wasted my whole 2 periods recess. *unhappy* Went for Literature! We had new literature teacher! She's OKAY lah, not say know her very well yet. Literature lesson was OKAY...

Went for lunch break. Saw daffy crying, I've got no idea. Anyway, yes, ate lunch, then went off for Economics. Learnt 2 topics today! It's was OKAY lah. After school, went to hall to do CCA fair! We had like 24 people who is joining us. I bet is confirm less then 24 who will come for training on Friday. Well, I'm not going to bother, because I'm super scared for my first "paid" UMPIRING on Saturday! =| I really hope I don't make any wrong judgements!

Germaine came like so late, when everyone went off already. Haha. =P Packed up, then she went off. While I played in the hall. Hahha! Whoops, I tore Joshua's jacket T.T I'm really sorry. =| Today is so not me. I think, its really time for me to cool down and "to-be-like-desi-or-daffy" like what everyone says. WELL, like whatever. =|

Went home with Liz and David! OMGHS, David has a GF! IDIOT! What a friend he is! He didn't tell me! What an asshole! Haha! I think his GF is pretty! If I'm not wrong lah. Hahaha =D Well, yeahs. Went home by taxi from KOVAN, David fetched us! Thanks guy! =DD

Dinner, tv, now I'm here. My parents are watching fantastic 4, it's so freaking loud. ROARS. Oh well. Going to post one after this. I think, if I'm not tired. Or should I post in my Livejournal.?





Hello! =D I'm like talking to MARCUS now! Hahah! Can you believe it?! Haha, I used to be swearing at him, but now, I think he's not bad lah! Hahah! It's so funny lah! I can't believe I'm talking to him.

Oh well, I'm suppose to be doing my Admath homework, but I'm like STUCK =| Going to ask the NERDS tomorrow because they are resting their brains for tomorrow. Hahaha! =D Okay! I'm super lazy to bloggg! =P Might be going to sleep after "debating" with Marcus whether that girl is pretty. I'm like the prettiest! LOL! Hahah! OKay! Got to go ! =D Cya.





I'm not going to post much these few days! I'm really really busy settling down in year 4! I think I'm going to die soon! Got to do my homeworks! =| Courseworks given out already! Like everything is starting like on the first day of school and I have not bought my books for year 4! I'm screwed! Kathi!!!! You said it will be fine! ROARS! Hahas. Okay! Got to go! Good bye!

Year/Sec 4 people! Stop playing! ROARS! Hahas =D




Wednesday, 020108

Went to school at like 6.50am! With all my BIG BIG bags! HOHOHO! At 7.30am, get ready everything, went to do registration (helped), then went to the all, assembly, then do some ice breakers. HOHOHOHO! My group got triplets boys! GOODNESS! They are fat and cute! HAHAH =P Then later did mass dance! HOHOHO! It was so fun! =P I love the mass dance. Later had rotation game, I was a station master, it is super tiring to tell instructions 14 times, watched them do the game 14 times, clear up the newspaper and lay new ones 14 times. Later they went home at 5pm. Then we had de-brief and we went out for dinner! =D Came back, brief about tomorrow's amazing race. Then everyone slept at 11pm? I forgot.

Thursday, 030108

Woke up at like 7am? And we see people coming to school already. Like WTHH.. ROARS. Haha. =P Later people went to the hall for assembly at 8.30am, while me, Chloe and Katerina go to our stations. I'm the last station lahh! ROAR! Went to "deposit" Chloe at her station, then tried to find Katerina's station but didn't find, so we changed location. Hahaha =P Later went to find Sheryl and Joshua at their stations. Then went back to school, changed money to drop 20 20cents coins on the field. ROARS. They were so early lah! We expected everything to end at 2pm, but the first one ended at 10.30am?! LIKE OMGHH. Hahah =P

They went to learn mass dance in the hall! I have to wait for Emily's group to finish lah! ROAR! She's so slow! Hahaha! =P Stupid girl. =P Everything ended at 3+, then de-brief already (It was so long, because Duncan lost 6 of his kids during the race), we had to go fill up 2500 balloons for tomorrow's war games, but some how the balloons were lost, so Joshua went to buy it. ROARS. He took so long that we were let off at 5pm, so we packed our stuffs and went home! Hahaha =P

We went home, bathe, and off we went to IKEA to meet Andrew a.k.a the fat and Duncan a.k.a the gay. They were so long lah! So went ate nearby food court, and we were suppose to be back in school by 8.30pm and we left Ikea at 8.20?! We took a cab down to school! Hahah! =P We weren't late because Marcus was later then us. HAHA.

Brief about tomorrow's war games, water games and the kids staying over and last of all, THEN NIGHT GAME which scares us! And later Marcus they all played a prank on us lah! But I wasn't that scared because I kinda of know it was a prank. Hahah! Daffy and Desi cried lah! Then Nic was so funny lah! His reactions made all of us LAUGH. Haha! =P Then slept at like 12 midnight?

Friday, 040108

Woke up at like 6.30am? Super tired, had to wear school Uniform because today is Chapel. "Escort" the new kids to the Science terrace! My group got new kids! 2 new kids, 1 girl and 1 boy, all from Indonesia. =.="" Then went to the hall, put them in their classes, then went to sit down for assembly, we were so tired that all of us SLEPT lah! Hahaha =P Then later wen had to sing the school's anthem in front of everything with the assistants(ME) standing in front lah! Stupid Marcus! ROAR. Hahah =P

Then went for tutorial! ROAR! I got a dam DISGUSTING spot for a locker! I swear, I need to change my locker!!!! Idiot!!! So pissed off, then went to get changed and we started making water bombs from like 11am to 2pm? Super tired!! We had to make like 2500 of them and bring them to the basketball court. Goodness lah! Then war games started, the new kids were idiotic lah! Super pissed off by them, then thank goodness Sayson was there to cool me down. Hahaha =P

War games ended, water games started! I didn't have a station so I went to help out in the soapy bench! Goodness! Was so freaking pissed off by some new kid who I don't know, he took the whole pail of soapy water, which is not suppose to be played by them) and splash it on me! I was super angry, I went to bathe. Couldn't be bothered. ROAR! Later I bathe finish already, then the kids starts to bathe! I was like the in-charge of chasing them to faster bathe. Hahaha! =P Later everyone assembled in the hall to eat dinner and think of campfire performance!

While some OGLS had to go prepare for the night games! The new kdis were not allowed to leave the hall, then all of a sudden, everyone was leaving the hall. I had to scream and say"EVERYONE COME BACK NOW!" I was so furious lah! Then everyone came back. Then they were so noisy in the hall that when Pris used a MIC to say stop talking they don't want to listen, I had to scream(without a mic) and say "I want complete silence NOW!" Then they all shut up and face me. LOL. Then Jun hung went to scold them, while I had to do my preparations for night game. HOHOHO!

Then off went the lights and the night game started! At first everyone was so scared lah! Then after awhile, everything went screwed up, so all the "Wondering Ghosts" couldn't be bothered to scare them already. So I went with my group and helped them. They were HOPELESS LAH. They are like pure stupid (I'm sorry if I said it so rudely, but yes) Later the night game ended, everyone packed up and went to bed at 12midnight. We still had de-brief, and petrolling them lah. Tomorrow is Dry games and save the OGL game and most importantly, CAMPFIRE. I'm one of the station masters again. Slept at 1am. Freaking tired. Going to petrol at 3am to 4am with Bryan Lian and Brian Toh, freaking tired.

Saturday, 050108

Woke up at 6.30am! WE DIDN'T WAKE UP FOR PETROLLING! UH OOO! Then we asked Lian if he woke up, NO, we asked Toh if he woke up, NO! UH O! Heng Emily helped us. Hehees. THANK YOU! Went to prepare breakfast for the kids, then later they woke up and came down for breakfast. While all the assistants, Not really all, MOST of the assistants went to the basketball court and played water bombs (remaining ones). Haha! I was super drenched lah! ROARS. Hahas =P

Later went to do the campfire stuffs. I had to touch kerosin.. ROARS. hahas =P Patric tested if it could work, and it did! =D WHEEEEEE. Later lunched, all the assistants sat together (16 of us) plus Jun hung and Bing Xi to be brief about Dry games. HOHO! Bing Xi sucks at aiming! Hahaha =P Later went to get eggs for my station and then at 1pm was suppose to start the Dry games. But they went to learn the school song so me and Sheryl went to the room and sleep for 20mins and then everything started.

My station was the dog and bone game where the bone is a EGG. Hahaha! Every team which comes breaks the egg and we had to clean up! idiot. In the end, we left with 5 eggs. ROAR. Haha! Went to play SAVE THE OGL game! It was so fun lah! Dumping all the craps on the OGLS! Haha! In the end, the assistants got dirtied too! EWW. And Marcus was like "OGLS go bathe, assistants clean up!" We were like "WHAT THE HELL." Then we didn't care and bathe. Hahaha =P

Later went to the hall and helped out in making the hall clean, clearing up stuffs. I moped the floor in the canteen, stupid PAMPERED assholes don't know how to mop properly then still gei gei give attitude. Assholes. Then we had to usher the parents to the canteen. It was pouring so heavily that we had to do the performance first! It was really WONDERFUL! Hahaha! =DD Then goes the campfire! I almost lost my voice! I was really screaming like hell. Hahah =P

Everything was alright! =DD Everything went smooth! Later went to eat then had de-brief at 10.45pm. Took group photo! Then clean up everything. Went to pack our stuffs and off we went home at 11.30pm by David's parents car. Thanks David! =D I slept in the car lah, I was so tired. Reached home around 12 midnight, then straight away sleep.




Hello! =D Today's a public holiday! HOHOHO!

Woke up at like 8.30am? ROAR. Stupid dad, don't know how to wake up GENTLY! Always liket o kick so hard. Ass. Went for breakfast at roti prata stall. DAM ALOT OF PEOPLE! We waited from 9.15am to 10.30am get to eat our breakfast. GOODNESS.

Later went to see OSIM clearance sales! We bought a COOOOOOL weighing machine which shows us how much fats and water is in our body. I got 25% fats! ): And 50% water (I think). Later went to clear up my Itunes songs, put in lyrics. The chinese songs were the hardest, I had to write it down myself. Goodness.

Later went to watch tv, fell asleep on the sofa after Mummy reached home. Dinner-ed. Watched tv for like 5mins, then went to wash car! Super tired. *Yaawns* Then went back to do itunes! ROAR! Left all the Chinese songs! ): And now I just found out that alot of songs are not uploaded in my Itunes yet! FUDGE IT. Idiot! WELL, don't care already.

Went to pack bag for tomorrow camp! Bye guys! First day of school should be nice. I HOPE. I still remember last year first day of school! It was quite retarded! OKAY! Very late already, I got to sleep. Waking up at 5am tomorrow! Shucks.

Oh FUGDE it =| I'm going to have cramps tomorrow. This isn't a good news! ROAR! From tomorrow onwards! STUDY STUDY STUDY! (: Jiayou Dulcy!





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Well, I'm so tired now. HOHOHO. Although I still want to play MAHJONG. Hahah! My sister brought some friends over to play MAHJONG money $40! I can't play because I got no money! ROARS! Hahaha. Oh well! I'm playing online now! Hahaha =P

New Year's Resolution
- Study very hard (Meaning not regretting) and score in IGSCE
- Get all As and above for IGSCE
- Play netball well and maybe take up SQUASH! =D
- Tries not to skip training without valid reason!
- Start being more lady-like. LOL! Haha.
- Cut down on swearings T.T I'm a bad girl =P
- Have more family bonding time! (: e.g OUTINGS, SHOPPINGS!
- Never ever get to turn EMO ever again! =P
- Never to cut my hair! Leaving it LONG! Don't care if it's ugly or what.
- To eat fast-food once every fortnight
- Save ALOT ALOT OF MONEY!
- Grow to 168cm or better 170cm (:
- Weight : 47-49kg. (: That will be good. Hahaha
- To be good in classes (:
- To do something about my ITUNES, it's in a MESS
- To plan my stuffs out nicely (I have a cute starbucks planner! That would help!)
- Try to stop hating people in school that is really like OMGHS idiotic, That will be hard.

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