I couldn't hold back any longer.

Sweet and simple. Woke up, bathe, changed into formal attire. Ate at hawker centre, bought brina breakfast but desi left it in the car. Assembly, boring. 45mins break. Then informal assembly. ended, went to change. Went for lunch at holland hawker.

Took bus to cineleisure, wanted to watch either PS I Love You or The Leap Year. Both timings were bad. So they (7 of them) went to play lan. I was so freaking bored. Sat there doing nothing for 2 hours, got quite fed up. At least Desi and Daffy had their guys.. I hate this feeling.

Went home, bathe, go out to PS. Meet SiYing, eat dinner. Went kallang. Warm up was tiring, but I managed to run finish and getting the first 10? Lol. Ball passes, ball drills. Court game 1, I was playing WA, I knew something would go wrong. I don't know where to go, where to offer and all that. And when game 1 ended, Mr Liew called me and Daffy and like "LECTURED" us in front of everyone. I don't know.. Why is everyone saying I'm playing so bad, I thought I was alright. I don't know.. I really hate playing attack, change me to defence please? *begs* I went back to get my water, sat down, think about it very hard, and I realized, Germaine also scolded me because of me playing badly for attack. ARGHH. Couldn't take it, AHYI told me what to do, I just nodded, and tears rolled. Thank you booboo for your shoulder, it has been a long time since I could lean on someone shoulder to cry.

I almost wanted to cry for that JJC game when I also played C and WA. I really can't play.. Germaine said "Dulcy, why? Why playing like that?" I just face down, holding back my emotions as I couldn't show that I'm weak in front of everyone, when I'm the captain. I tried to hold back when I was being "lectured" by Mr Liew, but I can't couldn't take it anymore. No one sees what I really want to play. =| I hate midfield. Like seriously, but I'll have to try and adapt to it.

Court game 2, I was playing WD. Like I was playing much more comfortable, I really prefer playing defence, it's just that no one ever realized. I know I'm short, but at least, let me try. I can jump really high! I think. Game ended, straight away went to bathe, then xunhui fetched us home. Thanks (:

I really dislike playing midfield, there's something hinting me that my position (WD) will be at risk, that's why Mr Liew is making me play other positions. But if you want to play me for other positions, you need to teach me right? I can't just go on court and play a position I'm not suitable in. I don't know, maybe I must be a midfielder. ARGHH. Everything is going chaos.






Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl,
The one who, throws it all away

So late and I'm still up. YES. I hope next week is already holiday! ROAR. I really need to clear my pile of homework, shucks. I think this month, my grades will be dam sucky. ROAR. Sucks sucks. No more commendations. So sickening. I was suppose to get the last month, pissed off only. ROAR.

I'm quite happy today. Dam high. Crazy me. YAY! Marcus Eng is back! Goodness, and he is sleeping now! Idiot nehneh. Hahaha. And that EMO Yaan Meng went to sleep! ROARS. Same as that piggy Quek, can't blame him! He accompanied me last night till 4am? Hahas =X WHOOPSY. Well, so many things happened between this 4 days. Emotions stirring up, relationships between friends distant. Emily, tell me, what's the problem? :|

I'm going to sleep! Nights (: Oh yes, see that picture on the top, I think it's dam cute. HAHAHA. =DD Loves!





Somehow I'll find my way out here.

hello! I'm a happy girl for today! I guess? Hahas. I'm so lazy to type now! I think I'm going to sleep. HEHEHE. Idiot ducky, I think he sleep already. hahaha! Sorry ducky for making you stay up dammm late last night! HEHEHE. SWWEEEET DREAM.

Waking up at 12mid. I think it's one of the good days in my life (: I haven't see Krystle in 123456789 years! I MISS YOU darling!





Maybe it wasn't even IT.

Woke up at like 6.05am? Goodness, I'm really tired. Oh yes, I didn't wake up again = not doing homework. I don't know. WHERE'S MARCUS ENG! Idiot, got so much to say! It's time for me to find a new friend. ): What friendless shit face am I.

Well, went for breakfast at holland V. FYI, my mummy fetched me to school. Saw Yaanmeng ACT CUTE infront of my mummy. Hahahaha! My mummy say he walks like penguin. DAM FUNNY. Hahaha! My mummy scolded the F word today in the car, because some angmo honked at her. LOL! I was dam shocked. HAHAHA.

Assembly, Gina almost shout my name again. Luckily I SHUT UP. Goodness. It will be dam pahseh again. Hahaha =P First lesson was ADMATH, I realized I had test today! OMGHH! But not to worry! Dulcy is a smart girl. Hahaha! =DD It's quite scary lah! Like I had 1 working, and it was 5marks. GOODNESS. In the end, I got correct! Haha, Mdm took all the questions from the past IGCSE papers. Like wth! So easy to score if every question was 5marks with 1 working. HAHAHA =DD

Went for break. Went to the library with queky to study Chemistry! So freaking scared of test lahh! Went for Chemistry, straight away test lah! Goodness! So little time yet so much calculation. I just pray for miracle. Went for Emath, I swear I hate LOCUS! Stupid drawings, I'm not going to be an engineer! Hahaha =P Oh well.

Went for lunch, suppose to eat. But in the end, helped queky in his work. Livejournal... He better thank me! ROAR! Hahas. I fake all his results lahh. I'm such a good pretty moo. Hahaha =DD Went for econs. Shit, CW1 D2 due on thursday. I'm screwed! Went for biology! STUDY AGAIN! We were suppose to cut sheep's heart today! But no time! OH WELL ^^

After school (3.50), faster go Chemistry class do finish CW C4, goodness. Finish at 5.30pm (see the time taken? GOODNESS) I had like 40 readings of each concentration. I had 3 concentrations, means I have 120 readings! WTHH!! Don't care. Went to find sisters at rugby field (ruggers having match. SAW WEI XIANG! Hahaha) Then went back at like 6.05?

Went to Sengkang to collect skirt ($16) then come back see that crazy buzzing bee! Hahas, waited for krystle like dam long! With her BF LAH! Nehneh, then mummy scold, then chiong home. Dinner, tv-ed, then angela and Ziya came over! Talked like from 8.50pm to 10.07pm. HAHAHA =DD Had alot of fun.

I MISS SKSS! Certain people only. So many of them changed. TSKK! Oh well, so many questions but yet no answers. I think I'm going to fast. I should slow down and think. What I am doing now, am I making the right choice after seeing what had happened? I'm starting to regret. Why? I don't know.... Livejournal





Lets escape into the music

Woke up at 7.05am! GOODNESS! I thought I was early, I was so freaking sleepy! Haha! Left the house at 7.45! SO LATE! I knew it we are LATEE! Hahaha! =DD Reached school at 8.35am! PFTT! 5mins only, scramble into the hall, sat down (Making a lot of noise that everyone was staring at me. HAHA)

Went for tutorial. Gina was so high. PFT! She put me into the Thursday devotion! Never mind I LIKE IT! Hahaha! I'm so on about everything. TSK! Hahas, went for chinese. Teacher went KUKU! She starting shouting at everyone. TSK! Later went for break, studied Biology with Queky in the library! Hahaha. =DD I tried doing physics, but I failed. HEHEHE. I think physics is fun lah! I should have taken triple science. TSK!

Went for PE. Didn't change because of my back injury. It hurt more than yesterday. It's like the worst I ever had. Well, desi went to change and DROP her shirt into the toilet bowl! HAHAHA! Luckily Emily got bring extra to lend her. Hahaha! PE wasn't DANCE (SO HAPPY, screw dance), NYAA. Quite boring, played concentration, I'm like super bad at it. I didn't even know it was my turn. HAHAHA =P

Went for BIOLOGY! TEST! TSKK!! Hope I pass lah! I will get +4marks though! ^^ Happy happy! Hahas. Later studied about the nervous system, SIANN.. It is the hardest topic out of the human body. OH WELL, JIAYOU DULCY!

Went for lunch, was eating halfway and some random hands covered my vision. GUESS WHO? It's none other than the nothing to do BRINA QUEK. Hahaha! =D He bought 2 haribo sweets and Admath text! I KOP all, HAHAHHA. In the end, I returned him and he taking my bottle to class! NEHNEH POK. Went for english, didn't hand up coursework, HEHEHEHE. i got to start doing, need to hand up by tml! WHOOPSY! Hahas. Halfway during english, and off I went for match (:

It was suppose to start at 5.15, but don't know why suddenly changed to 4pm. WAH, rush like shit. Oh well. Don't want to comment. We lost, thanks to me. Sorry team. Let you guys down. After the game, I sms-ed Germaine saying sorry. Her sms quite touching luh! Hahas =DD

Dulcy: Hey germaine, sorry for today's lousy play
Germaine: It's okay. Its over..
Dulcy: I just think I'm not a good feeder. I can't really play attack that well.
Germaine: Its not tat you couldn't play well. If you have tat mentality tat you couldn't play well you couldn't but if you tell yourself you will try your best i.m sure you can. And I know you can dul. Because I've seen you play and you never disappoint me.
Dulcy: Alright. I'll try to be the dulcena that never disappoint you.
Germaine: Alright. Silly girl..

I think she's so sweet lah! thanks Germaine for having the faith in me. I'll really try my best, but if I couldn't, I think I'll move back to defence. I think that's where I belong though. Well, reached home late due to eating tako balls, buying bubble tea, making of hp protector. ^^

Now I'm here! Hair wet, going to sleep! NIGHTS. Hahaha! I'm so tired. I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY AND DO HOMEWORK TONIGHT. NO SLACKING! NIGHTS!





I finally knew the answer. Is it an advantage or a disadvantage?

Got woken up by my brother! I was the last to wake up! GOODNESS. I'm such a pig, but I slept at 3+ am, so I'm excused! Haha =DD

Went for breakfast at hougang, then went to the optical shop to get lenses for my brother and mother. My brother got a BLUE LENSE LAHH! So gay. Hahas =X Oh well, went home. Mummy changed into going out clothes, then we went to suntec to get the evening gowns for my sister's wedding, which is like in 13days?! GOODNESS! So fast! Bought 2 gowns, then went to wisma to get the last gown. Hahas. =DD Went to eat lunch at ICHIBAN sushi! Hahaha! I love their gyoza!! My mummy don't let me eat another serving! So angry. Hahas!

Later went home, on computer, then mummy say want to go do massage. Ask me if I want to go rub my back, and I did. Bringing my storybook out ): Stupid story book, need to read finish by thursday. HOW CAN?! Then went there, the lady rub like no one business! SO PAIN! The lady said my back was swollen, oh shucks. =\ Later went to read the story book while waiting for my mummy to finish her massage.

By the time we finished, it's 8pm! We called my siblings to come out and eat at the coffee shop near us. HAHAHA. So they came, ate steamboat. It totally sucks. It wasn't really steam boat, it's just fish soup. Hahas =P Oh well! Later went home, and I'm here! (:

I FORGOT I GOT ENGLISH CW TO DO! OMGH. I got TONS OF WORK. I'm such a slacker. Goodness. After this stupid league, I'm going to start studying very hard (TRY). OH yes, talking about the dam league, some asshole mixed up the date and our match is tomorrow. GOODLUCK. Tomorrow -> Chemistry test, Biology test, Chemistry C4, English CW draft 2. UH O! CHIONG AHH!!!





Minus you I'm better off

HELLOOO. Well, it's so long since I've blogged. Hahaha. =P Oh well, I forgot what happened on Thursday. This week is so HECTIC for me! It's like FINALLY OVER, and next week is coming again! ):

Friday, 220208

Went to school early in the morning, didn't eat breakfast. Then was suppose to go do Biology coursework, but mdm loke didn't allow. So we didn't do anything. ROAR. Chapel, then suppose to go for tutoral but didn't go. HEHEHE. =P Oh well, went to see Mr Teh about the upcoming tournament. New tournaments coming up, B div! (: (: I really hope we merge champions as last year Pesta Sukan.

Went for Chinese, it was quite fun! =DD Like primary school! Choose words that teacher flash on the screen. Hahah! Teacher released us early, because a lot of people need to do coursework. I went to Biology class to do coursework. I couldn't do finish my coursework after break! So I stayed on for English, when I finally finished doing, Emily called me and say "Better come up to English class. DC is going to biology class." Then I was like OMGHH, luckily got people accompany me! Daniel, Gillian and BRIAN TOH (Who ran away). We went up to class, and we saw him! He questioned us luh! Then he go find LOKE. OMGHS! So scary. Well, he came back and lesson continued. HE finally knew my name. HA HA HA. After the lesson, me and Daniel went to say sorry to him. =DD I'm a good girl!

It was suppose to be LUNCH, but I had to rush to chemistry to do coursework. GOODNESS. I got like 1345678 readings! (Actually only 22, LOL!) Then my graph is like dam a lot of dots. HAHAHA. Well, didn't finish, can do on Monday. Then rushed to Literature class for lesson. Omghs, I was really so hungry and tired. Goodness. Luckily I ate BREAD before I went to class. After lesson, went to change and get ready for match.

We walked out to get taxis to ACJC, went there. Germaine and Mr Teh was still in school, so angry. Warm up until like 5.15pm then they come. ROAR. Well, obviously WE LOST. They were really good (: My idol was there! The one with dammmm long hands and can 3fts and grab the ball! I like when I do that. HEHEHE. I sometimes defend well okay! Well, I didn't play well, don't know where to go, very clash-y. Whatever it said. I fell and injured my back, FISH HEAD. And my ankle still hurts. Shit. I hate it.

Later took a cab down to home to collect some stuffs and to kallang. We (including siying, she came down to see our match) were LATE! We reached at 8.10pm. WHOOPS. Hehehe. Oh well! Training started, I couldn't jump that high now, if I jump too high, my back hurts. Shucks.. Oh well.. Had a small friendly match with LLABTEN (I like that club! They're cool! HAHAH), then when I was sub in as a Center ( Don't like it ), then the lights went off.

Saw my jie and steven kor kor, so we knew there was transport home. Slept in the car, suppose to go eat because we 3 were starving, for the entire day, we only ate - a piece of pathetic bread, but in the end we went home because mummy was tired. Oh well! (: Ate maggie mee at home! OMGHS, it was "nice food!" (We can't complain! It was like the BEST FOOD for the day) Went to wash up, sleep.

Saturday, 230208

Got woken up by my mummy to accompany her to shop later in the afternoon. OKAYY. Woke up at 9.45am, went down to watch tv. Then watch until 11.30, mummy called home and ask me to meet her at marina square at 12.30pm. Went to bathe, get ready, left house at 12pm. HAHAHA =P In the end, reached there at 12.45pm and I waited for her 5mins. DOTS! hahas. Oh well, went to eat lunch at Coffee club, didn't go there before. Ate lunch, chatted. My mummy still remembers [____ ____] ): The past will never be erased. *LJ!* What a shit up past. Later we went shopping for gowns, roars. Couldn't find anything that caught my eyes. Later we saw my sister buying her wedding stuffs. Then we went to "hunt" for gowns, went to this shop, saw a quite nice gown, it has a ribbon (I don't know why, but I like clothings with ribbons. HAHA), but its bubble skirt! ): I don't fancy bubble skirt, oh well. It looks nice though (: May consider buying it for my sister's wedding. (:

Walked around more, then later went to KNC and see desi/fetch desi home. ACS (int) C div not bad! Won 3 games, lost 2 games, 1 walkover. May get into second round. HOHOHO! Oh well, didn't really bother. Bought my new whistle! WHEEE! =DD Went to the coffee shop outside our house, desi was hungry. So we ate prata. Then went home. SLACK SLACK SLACK. Then eat dinner (prawn mee, packet home) then Now I'm here! AND MY BACK IS HURTING! FISH HEAD.





And I need you like a heart needs a beat

Woke up at 6.15am. RUSH RUSH RUSH. Then went to school. Reached school at like 8.15? Haha. So late. Went for tutoral, told Gina "secret" HAHA! Then went for Admath, studied new topic. It was okay luh (:

Later double break, went to library to do work, then went to hand up to Admath teacher. Went to see Desi shoot, then wanted to eat one. But no time. So went to lesson (Literature).My teacher is from Sri Lanka! COOL! I didn't know. Hahaha! =DD Did new poem! Quite boring though. OH WELL. =P Later went for lunchh! Eat already, then went to change, then went for Economics class. Got back test results, I realy sucks 16/25. ROARS. Bullshit. At 2.30, left the class. Went to get ready, went to foyer. Then off we went to KALLANG.

We reached KALLANG at like 3.30, and UWC is not there yet. Train train train, then they come. Don't want to talk about the match. Dam a lot of things to say. To cut short, WE COULD HAVE WON. Bitches. Score : 21 - 49 to them.

Came home with 2 big blisters, had to lean on my ankle, now it hurts. And the dam UWC player HIT my back. WAHH. Shit, on court I was like "shit shit shit. Pain pain pain!" Now I don't know luh, quite pain. I think I should go back to physio. =P






Got to the hallway, well on my way to my loving bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses

To be honest, I forgotten what I did yesterday. All I remembered (for now) is that I hate tuition and was going to fall asleep, super tired. After tuition, didn't feel well, felt like vomiting, so went to bed. And brina didn't reply me so I didn't ask him to wake me up! So I didn't do homework. ROAR. Hahas. =PP

Well, today woke up at like 6.15am. I'm really a PIG. haha! =P Later went to school, cheer Mr quek up! But failed, he had like SPIDER on his hair! Goodness. SMELLYY. Hahah! =DD Gina didn't come to school! YES! Hahaha. First period was Admath, I was super stressed up, I couldn't do my work. ROAR. Need to start paying attention in class. See luh, that's the end result of ACT SMART. Idiot. =P

Later went for recess, went to library with Emily, Chloe and Brina to do work. No one talked luh! Everyone was busy doing work. HAHA. Later chiong to Chemistry class for lesson. PHEW, wasn't late. Went throught C4 and question paper. Went through new topic. (: Later went for Emath, WORK AGAIN. ROAR. So boring. I hate drawing circles. HOHOHOO.

Went for lunch, ate like LAKSA. Hahah! James and his LAKSA. Finally stepping into the canteen and eat for SUCH A LONG TIME. Later went to see caren shoot. I injured my finger luh! My index finger swollen. SHIT FACE. Later went for econs, did w/s then went for Biology. Went through summary, I was so lost. Shucks. Didn't hand up 4 homeworks. *Bangs wall*

After school, went to change. And netball 1hr. Germaine didn't come down, so I took over. I was really very angry. Like tomorrow is match against UWC and they still can't throw a proper ball? Goodness, don't know where to move, don't know what's 3fts. Want to pengz. I keep scolding them, Chloe said I was fierce. WHOOPS. Sorry. I just hope we have a good fight tomorrow. We might be able to win. COME ON ACS (INT) NETBALL!

After that, watched Rugby match. For awhile, then went home. Dinner-ed, tv-ed, slack. Going to do homework soon. =P Hehehes.

Should I sign up for try outs? I really don't know, I really want to improve and make a mark somewhere in netball. But is it the right time? I really don't know. And try outs is on the 8th - my sister wedding. What should I do? Haiish. Confused. Tell me, how?





I'm just too tired. I'll post tomorrow? Or later if I wake up. My eyes are shutting down now. Good night.

Don't be discourage my dear! (: I think you'll be the bestttt (: Don't give up bestieeeee <3





When you look at me in my eyes.

Woke up at 6.30am today! I'm so tired.. Went to bathe, and get changed and off we go for umpiring! Went to bouna vista. Some asshole on the MRT took photo of us, we didn't realized until we heard the "KACHEEK" sound. So freaking pissed off. i wanted to go over and asked for his phone. ROAR. What a fucker.

Siying was late! So we waited for her like 15mins! Then went to the bus stop, saw mr liew. Then 2 other umpires. Then saw sylvia. 6 of us waiting for bus 191. OMGH, So long then come luhh! We waited from 8.15am to 8.36am, then come. GOODNESS. By the time we reach there, have to chiong everything. Anyhow tie hair, faster wear shoe.

Got the schedule, I'm umpiring INDOOR! WHEE! I don't need to get sun burnt. hahaha! Got my batch girl! She's so funny. I'm umpiring 2 games with her and 3 games with siying's friend. We wanted to switch luH! Then the older umpire scold us. IDIOT. ROAR. I umpired dam badly. But I didn't get scolded, because I wasn't at the coach's side. PHEWW. I feel so bad for my other umpire. WHOOPS =X

Later finals U13 and U15. Both is Singapore Sports School won. HAHAHA. Sucker angmos. I saw UWC! DAM PRO LUH! Wah seh! Dam big size luh! LOL. Wednesday match vs UWC! =S Oh well! JIAYOU Dulcy! (:

Got my pay! Then went off to suntec and eat lunch with siying. At LAMIAN at some resturant, I finally ate xiao long bao! I was craving for it so long ago! HAHA =D Dam nice (: Siying went to collect her wallet, then later we all went home.

Got home. Saw prince at homee! But he looks so sad ): Didn't see him like that before. Later, on my computer. Did abit of stuffs and BOOM! Sleep! I'm super tired. Woke up for dinner. Then went out dinner, came back. Now here. I'm so tired. I think I'm going to sleep and wake up at 12mid to do homework. Hahaha =DD Nights. Tired me.





The only thing which keeps me wishing on a wishing star.

Friday, 150208

Went to school. Total defence day. I was sleeping in the hall during assembly with emily(SIDE BY SIDE). HAHA. I'm just too tired. OH WELL. Didn't go for tutoral, like no one went. Because teacher wasn't in class. Went for chinese lesson... Homeworks given again. SIAN. Later went to Biology class to do C4, but then teacher wasn't in class! ROAR! Oh well! Went to canteen, thanks David for buying me cookie from SUBWAY(best cookie ever, not exactly. I like famous amous too). Marcus they all were like playing with my new N76! IDIOTS. Hahas!

Later went for English! ROARS! Stupid teacher anyhow teach the journalistic writing. Then I don't know how to do! Then anyhow do. Didn't even write half a page. ROAR. Oh well, HECK. Later went to canteen for lunch. Didn't buy food. Hahas. I share with queky his nasi lemak! Hehehe. I was busy adding contacts into my hp. LOL! =X Later gina keep finding for me luh! So noisy, ask me go do the debating thing..

Later went to class. Wrote down my points. Then went to room 4-5 to do the debate. ROAR. 10speakers. SO LONG! Goodness. Haha! Everyone was in a serious mood, until when it came to my turn. As you all know, I can't be serious one. So I like made my speech such a JOKE. That everyone laugh. Goodness, I threw my face on the floor! LOL! Hahas. And overall, we won the debate BY 1 point! LOL! Hahas

Later went to Biology class to chiong do coursework. Then went to tennis court for netball. Told them some stuffs. Alot didn't come, so training cancelled. Went home, pack stuffs. Went out to ps and waited for daffy and desi, then went to KNC, was late by like 30mins. WHOOPS. =X

We had new PJC girls! Some are not bad luh. I think I'm going second team lerh. Siann. Training over, Xunhui fetched us home. THANK YOU (: Sms-ed smelly, then went to bed.

Saturday, 160208

Woke up at like 6.30am? Went to bathe and get changed, eat breakfast and off we went to CCAB. At first I didn't know what is CCAB, until when I reached there. There is where I went for my U16 and U14 selections. DIAOOO.. I overshot 13bus stops luh! And had to take a bus back. I forgot to bring so many things - ball, bibs, netball registration form and netball file. SHIT. Ms Haseena scolded me ): Sorry.

Warmed up, watch ACJC vs JJC. Of course ACJC won! Hahas =DD Well, don't want to say much about the game. I played like all the mid-field player. Like WA, C, WD. ): So bored. My balls today were like ROCKET. Goodness. Well, overall was 56-16. I swear, tara is so bad. Denis and caren was quite good for a beginner! =DD So impressed. (: Oh well.

Later went to eat lunch at heartland mall, then went home. TUITION. So tired. Then went out for dinner. Now my parents are playing MAJONG. hahas. =DD My poor prince went for operation today! Now the vet is checking if the lump is cancerous, if it is. It would be so sad ):
CYAAAA.





What a valentine.

Didn't sleep the whole of last night. It still feels like a Wednesday to me though. =| Oh well, was doing economics coursework all the way till 6am, and I haven't done finish. At 5+, I was so tired that I typed halfway and I fell asleep right in front of my computer and I hit my head on the laptop, then I woke up. I feel silly. *Laugh*

Went to school carrying a bigggg plastic bag full of chocolates, went to school, start giving out chocolates (: Hehe. Assembly was okay, OGL dance. was so cramp, was kinda of a FAILURE. LOL! Went for tutoral, I was super tired. Gina was in a bad mood. ROAR. She had to choose 10 people to be debaters for tomorrow's debate, and I was speaker no. #9. Sians. Me, being a speaker? I can't even talk fluent language. Oh please..

Went for Emath. Was super sleepy. Me, Emily and Desi sat there, like want to sleep like that. Haha. Really so tired. Didn't want to do work, that means more homework.. After that, went library to do economics coursework. I was really stressing up like hell. Then went it was time for Biology coursework, I was still in the library trying to rush my economics coursework. I just let it all out. I just couldn't hold it anymore.

Went for Biology, C1 and C2. I needed to score in C2, but I was really lost at it. I totally sucks, I had no mood to do anything. After biology was English, I didn't want to go because I had to finish up my Economics coursework, so I feign unfeeling well, and I got a sick bay form, however I went to the library to do my work. I was about to do finish, and there goes the lunch bell. Desi and Daffy came in and rush together. Didn't do finish afterall, didn't study for economics test today. I'm really screwed.

Went in economics class, prepared to fail the test. Took the paper, I just blanked out, I really didn't know anything. I felt really bad, so I wrote a note in pencil "I'm sorry madam, but I've have to be honest that I didn't study for this test. But I'll promise that I'll study for the next few tests you give us." I handed up my paper first because I really didn't know how to do, I tried by best. Gina read the note and laugh "I'm touched by your love note" Hahaha! =D Well, she was quite accommodating, she knew that we were all stressed up because today was the worst day for the year 4s. Went for Chemistry later. Did C4 planning, I was quite prepared for it. Because I was listening in class when teacher went through it. I hope I do well. (:

Stayed back to do finish C4 planning and my homework. Madam was really kind to stay back and wait for us to do finish our work then she went off. She's a really good teacher though (: Oh well, I gave her a valentine's day present though =DD Later went locker ALONE, went back to chem class, saw daffy and daniel just walked pass me as if I'm invincible, both of them in their own world. So I wander around, saw Desi and Yaan Meng don't know what they say to me from afar, went chasing them, but they just walked off. Waited at the canteen, while they PA TUO. I feel asleep on the chair. Well.

cabbed home, was really tired. Dropped off at kovan, went to buy doughnut and bubble tea for my sisters. While walking back, these bunch of AHBENGS were like following me, so annoying. I pretend not to see them, then they run in front of me, I JACK them, and walked the other way. HAHAHA. And they didn't follow me anymore. TEEHEE.. Met jack boon with my new hand phone! Maybe this is the best thing that every happened to me today, like the first good thing it ever happened.

Reached home. Got scolded by my dad because I didn't bring down the milk in the car today, and he said "Deduct $3 per milk" Like what the hell, I'm already so broke and he still like that. Omghs, fine. Take all my money. And my mum scolded me for going out to buy bubble tea and doughnut for my sisters. She was like "so rich right?" I don't know why everyone wants to pick on me. Valentines isn't my day, I'm sorry, I don't look pretty on valentines, I have that "SCOLD ME NOW" look on my face. Thanks.

Lately, I've been sleeping late, skipping lunches, still trying to stay high and that happy me on the outside. But I can't hold any longer. I hate it when you guys treat me as if I'm invincible, I'm really very hurt. Where's the relationship since young? Well, thanks? And yes, I'm still jealous. No one gave me something nice for valentines. All I get is shit. I had enough. I give up, totally.





HELLLOOO

Woke up at 6.15? Hahas. Daffy didn't follow us to school! I can lean the whole chair backwards and sleep! I'm so freaking tired. Hahaha =DD Ate breakfast (cheng chong fan) then went to school. (: Assembly was BORING.

Went for tutoral. Went for first lesson, ADMATH! I'm so slow luh! ): I'm super blur, teacher was like at example no. 5, and I'm still trying to understand no. 2 SIANS. So stress.

Recess + break, went to library to do Literature essay with Emily. Finally done finish. HOHOHO =DD Went to canteen, it was the next lesson LITERATURE. Off I went for class, I LOST MY LOCKER KEYY! Panic panic! Went to find, couldn't find. ROAR. Had literature. It was quite fun though (: Went for lunch, wanted to do Biology coursework, but teacher was having lesson, so went to eat lunch. Hahaha! Queky sat at our table and it was so weird! Haha, after awhile, he went off (:

Went for econs class. Nothing much again. LOL. Hahas, after econs. Went to change and get ready for training. So many people turned up late!! So angry. I'm so unhappy, this saturday is the first match, and I'm not training with the seniors. I'm training the juniors. The VANESSA girl piss me off, think she's so pro, still can talk back to me. Hope she dies luh. Shouldn't have asked Mr Teh to put her into first team. Bitch

Training ended, WAS ON THE WAY HOME. I realized that I lost my handphone! We went allll the way back to school to find, and thank you Lauren for finding my handphone! I didn't exactly find it luh, hahaha, I just sat there and WHINE. HAHAHA!

Got back my handphone.31miss calls and 1 sms. LOL! From brina, dam funny! "If there is anyone with this phone please call this number, please do the right thing and return the phone, thanks:) " HHAHAHA! DAM FUNNY LUH! Then I replied (pretending to be stealer) "I'm here to steal this phone." LOL! HAHAHA! But he knew already, idiot. Because daffy told him. HAHA.

Went home by car, david's mum fetch us. (: Went to heartland mall, get daffy "words" then went back home. Reached home at 8pm =.= So tired. HOHOHO! Ate dinner, then do the valentine's thingy and now I'm going to start doing ECONS COURSEWORK.! STRESS...





The sweetness in your eyes.

Woke up at 6.10am, bathed, changed. Went for breakfast, want to deposit money into Desi's bank, returned daffy's money. And officialy broke again. =| Oh well!

Went to school. Gina is in a bad mood today, she shouted my name so loud in the hall that everyone looked at me. GOODNESS. Went for first lesson, ADMATH. HOHOHO! Learnt new chapter. Later went for recess, did nothing, then went for Chemistry class, queky cry!! ): Don't be stressed up little smelly duck! I think I should be more stressed up than you! Haha! You already finished your economics coursework, I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED. I'M SCREWED. Later went for emath class. LUNCH BREAK, chiong economics homework, eating an apple (: Hehe.

Went for economics class. Have to start doing coursework 2 already!?! OMGHS. I'm so freaking stressed up noww! I should be crying asap! HAHA. Later went for Biology class. STRESS LUHH!! Stupid dam planning of C4, stress stress. Need to go back during recess/lunch. URHH! Later went to hand up English Coursework 2 Draft 1, I think I screwed up ):

Went home with Sophia. Talked to her *secret*, almost cried! WHOOPS. Still unable how to answer though. Later went to dhouby ghoat, waited for Desi and the blog shop girl, roam around PS. LOL! Hahaha. Later went to collect the stuffs, then went home.

Dinner, do blogshop, help daffy do her _____ =P HEHEHE. Now starting on work. Will be burning midnight oil tonight again! ): Got to do Economics coursework (need to start), Biology coursework(research), Chemistry homework(due thursday), Economics test(Thursday), Literature essay(Due tomorrow) and many more. OKAY, GOT TO GO. BYE.





Take 3 steps forward and 2 steps back.

Well! Woke up at 6.15am today?! Because I slept at 2am last night, NOT FINISHING ANYTHING. So annoying ): ROARS. Went to school at 7.30am, didn't want to go for breakfast. Was suppose to do Chinese homework, I DID, but my cramps were sooooo pain that I didn't do finish. OH WELL. It was so shit up, cramps wherever I go. Idiotic.

Went for tutoral, so was crap up. Listen to QUAN DE bull shit, didn't really get it though. LOL Oh well. Later went for Chinese class! Another homework.. COMPO. ZzzzZZzz.. Went for recess, find Mr Teh. Tomorrow need to fax in the form to register a team in, I won't be playing because he wanted only sec 1/2 to play. FINEEE. Got the schedule of ISSCA, this coming Saturday is the first match. LIKE WHAT THE HELL. Don't really care now =|

Went for PE. Goodness, it was quite fun luh. Haha =DD Went off early, Biology was theory stuffs. YALALALALA. Went for lunch, went to see Sarah Chan play tennis, finally they are winning a game. hahah! She was so glad (: Oh well, heard that that luke go busy body and go whack people, kana caught by GINA (WHEEE!) then send to VP. LOL! Hahaha. Went for English class, teacher was so high because his wife is coming to singapore today. LOL! And he release us early because he needs to go AIRPORT to fetch his wife. HAHAHA. Went for Chemistry, +30mins after school to do work.

After school, went to ORCHARD MRT to meet up the girl (annoying, suddenly go change the meet up place, pissed off) went home late, couldn't do homework, ate dinner. Tuition started. KARWEE was okay luh! I was impressed with my Literature essay though. HEHEHE =DD Tuition ended. Now I'm here blogging.

Got to go do ENGLISH COURSEWORK 2, given out today, due tomorrow. WHAT THE HELL. Economics COURSWORK, I'm screwed for that, due tomorrow. Research for BIOLOGY C4 COURSEWORK. I'm getting so stressed up after seeing so many "COURSEWORKS" goodness. HELP MEEEE =( Got to start doing now! CYA =(





Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
Hello all (: Woke up at like 9.50am today. Watched tv, did NOTHING for the entire day? So sians. Suppose to be doing homework, I'm like stressing up even before I do my homework. I really want to leave the house and go somewhere quiet and do my work alone. I just can't study at my house ): I don't know why. Sians. How my dear.. =|

LJ(soon) : XYZ just said "I miss you". But I was very glad that I was bold to say "Am I not suppose to see what I'm seeing now?" Hahaha! OMGH, so happy for myself....

Okay! Got to rush homeworks! Stressing up again~ ): Roars. BYEEEE.






Oh well! Woke up at like 9am today? Suppose to go over to dad's ex-bosses houses to visit them (we do that every year), but they are not at home, so we went to Yaan Meng's place! HOHOHO! It was SOOOOOO BIG! GOODNESS, but it was a BAD BAD LOCATION! LOL. Not realy luh, got Nan Yang Girls boarding hostel there! LOL! His parents not home! So we went to eat and play! His house got swimming pool lorh. THIS IS WHAT I CALLED SHAO YE! Hahaha! Duncan and his friend (I forgot his name) came and play too! We played PS? I don't know what's that luh! Not controller one, is detect one lorh! So cool. SHAO YEE!!

Later headed to ET's house! =DD MRT-ed to tampiness MRT, took a bus down. Went to ET's house! =DD We watched TV! DISNEY CHANNEL! So long didn't watch already! Hahaha! Missed it! (: I eat DAMMMM alot luh! Auntie bought dinner for us! PIZZAs! Goodness! Ate so much! Hahaha! Later left at 8.30, they sent us home! THANK YOU!

Reached home, see my parents singing karaoke! Hahaha! So yes! Now on computer (:







HELLOOO..

Okay, I'm having a headache now! Not going to type so much. Going to sleep soon. (: Well, CNY, visitings, function at home. BLAH BLAH. Today slack, only went to my mum's godfather house and dad friend came over.

LJ (tml) : I don't know what to do. Almost every night I dreamt of you, some are good, some are bad. What should I do? Did I just fall into again? Should I take a risk again?

Good Night.




Hello! =DD

Today didn't go back to school! =X Gina was searching high and low for me, shits.. Going to get into trouble on Monday! ROAR. Went back to SKSS today, on my way to SKSS, while I was walking out of my house to bus stop, my shoe "bite" me! And I couldn't walk, it was SO TERRIBLE, I had to LIMP to HEARTLAND mall to get plasters. OUCH..

Went to skss at like 10am? When everything ended. LOL! Find madam koh to get jerseys and give FBTS. HOHOHO! Saw Mansi, Rachel, Krystle and HANBOON! haha. ANd many others luh! =DD Miss them so badly! Hahaa. Found SIHUI! Waited for Angie then went to eat lunch at CP! =DD Hehehe. Later, walked around, then they all went home. Met Mansi there! So off we went to Dhouby Ghoat to buy her stuffs. My legs couldn't take the shoes, so I went to buy a pair of slippers! RIPPLES! Dam pretty luh! hahah! Now I can walk properly. HAHAH!

Headed for Far east. Waited for Daffy while I met Junhung, Jiajun and Rachel and chatted. HEHEHE =D Sorry MANSI! =X Later daffy came, walked around. Bought only 1 pair of heels, later went to eat KFC. Desi still not here! Then mansi so find her! In the end finally found, then Mansi went back, and we started shopping! In the end, we bought 9 pairs of footwear and 2 clothings. HAHAHA! Total spent : $300+ Whoops. Sorry! =X Spent on FOOD TOO! That's why. Hahaha! We never fail to buy food =X
Went home, dinner was NICEEEEE! =DD Later wach tv all the way. Helped out in the dish washing, I was kind okay.... Later help mummy put money in angbaos! =DD Then went to bathe, and now I'm here! =DD






HELLO

Dam angry now. NO RESPONSIBILITY AT ALL. Idiots fags. Oh well, school was okay okay. Changed bag with IEKKA! hahah! He's bag dam SMELLY LUH! Hahaha! Oh well, don't want to say much about school!

Opened blog shop, sold 6 things already. Not bad luh. Quite pissing at people. ROARS. Hahaha. Don't want to say much. Not going school tomorrow, going down SengKang to give people things and pay money for SK jersey (:

Tatas. =DD










HELLOO!!

I'm dead tired now! ): Oh well, helped my sister do her wedding invitation cards. Roars. Will blog more soon. Oh yes, made blogshop. Just trying to sell disgusting stuffs that I don't like. Currently sold : 1, within 1 day of blogshop. HOHOHO =D

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I'm so tired to blog! Hahahas. Anyway, thursday night. Went shopping for CNY, bought some lovely clothings. I hope to shop more. Hehe. I think I'm starting to grow up and starting to cut down on wearing FBT shorts 24/7. Hahaha! =P Oh well! (:

Today, nothing much luh. Study study study. Very tiring. (2 people just want to get me upset at the same time, thanks?) Oh well, there's nothing much I could say. Training for school and clique were cancelled due to the rain. Played badminton in the hall. Went back home by car. Then went to meet Chang Si Ying to pass her her BAG. Haha! I love the dress that I bought! Haha! It's so sweeeet! (: Love it to the max. Hahah! =X

Had like a "party"? Oh well, okay luh. I ate too much, SHUCKS. =| Going to bust my handphone bill this month because of sms-ing too much to ask stuffs from the netballers. Hahaha =P Oh well! (: I've got nothing much to say. Very tired. Going to bed. Nights.

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