My fountain of tears and sorrow
Woke up at 7.30am this morning, my nose was killing me. In 1hr, I blew 10 tissues, while I fall back asleep, woke up to blow, then fall back asleep. 10times! How annoying can that be?! Hahaha, anyway, later mummy smsed me to call her, so I did. And she said that dad has a friend who stays at cameron highland who has a vegetable farm, she asked us to go up there and stay for 2 nights. I was like omg, okay, I'll ask my siblings. Hahaha =P

Morning was emo. Ughs, let's not talk about it. Went out for brunch with brother-in-law and dajie at heartland mall. Eat kuay chap! (: Not very nice already. Oh well! (: Gosh, heartland mall is really infested with horrible foreign students, it's very annoying. They walk on the middle of the road as if it's their grandparents' road, talk and shout as loudly as they past the houses. Really annoying. There is the vietnaimese gang and china gang, they are really annoying. Gosh.

Anyway, daffy sprained her ankle, so we went to the pro pro very strong lady sinseh to rub her leg. Daffy cried lah! Hahaha! Then my dajie also go rub her leg as it hurts, then as you know, she can't tolerate pain so she grab onto me so tight. Gosh! Hahaha =P She even pespire lah! Gosh! Hahaha. We went back home, daffy and desi went out for facial. My brother-in-law and dajie don't know go where. I'm alone at home with my maid. Have a good talk with dear. :) Thanks sweetie.

Went out for dinner with my maid at hock lam beef noodles outside my house. (: It was nice! Haha. 3rd time I'm eating it. (: Saw Caryn Lim Ke Ying (I still remember your full name! HAHA), then yeah. Ate finish, go home, bought bread for breakfast tomorrow and ice cream! (: Hees. Came home, played solitiare with dear. (: Hees. I'm loving him more and more. Thanks dear.
You're the voice inside my head




I'm a happy kid (:
Went to school late this morning, went to eat breakfast at B.K with sisters and darling. I had sore eyes, but not really obvious. Hahaha! Then went to school, teachers' day celebration! (: It was quite funny! Didn't regret not going! Hahaha! =DD

Later went to eat dapaolo then walk around aimlessly, bought 8 days and teenage then took a bus back home. Then went home, slack around, bloghop a bit, then went to bed. Dear went out to buy food for Desi, then he came back. I woke up. We played around, then he went back at 5pm. Oh yes, when I woke up, my eye was swollen like crap that I couldn't open! It was soooo bad lah!

Then bathe, dinner. Desi and daffy left for training, pouts. Rot at home talking to people online. Yes, now I'm here. Boring day. My eye is getting better. (:
I am a dum dum




Gonna let the light, shine on me
Hey unknown person! Yes, today was the day I got to go to school by myself and of course, I was late. Hahaha =P As expected. And of all days, today have to pour heavily. Bleah. Anyway, yes, normal lessons. But no teaching. Got back grades. UGHS.

Emath paper 1 -> 58/70 (Tons of careless mistakes)
Biology overall(with coursework) -> 70/100 A or 1.5points
English(with coursework -> C, told to be a high C going to B. #$%^&* 5.5points
Chemistry -> 62/100 B or 3.5points

Yes. Super bad. I can't believe that my Chemistry got so low. =( I expected an A,I studied Chemistry the most. Ughs. This sucks. English I realy expected a B, I thought I did not badly :( Sighs, I got B last year, I'm really hope I get a B for English and an A for Chemistry. SIGH SIGH SIGH.

Later went for cross-country at west coast. My school organise thing super badly, as always. Yeah, while running I've got headache, so it's an excuse for me to go 19th place. Hahaha! =DD Yeah, went macs with sisters, darling, lizzy, caren and kristen. (: Dear fetched us to Commonwealth then went home, dinner, tv, slack, bathe and now I'm here (: Yeahs. Nothing spice my life up. SIAN. Tomorrow is teachers' day!
The reason that I'm singing




This is Me - Demi Lovato

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

This is me

Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Sorry, in love with this song now. Hee =P




Cupcakes are pretty!
Hello the person reading this now! I must shout "PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER" Hahaha =P Anyway, yes. Last Admath paper today. Roar! I didn't know that I didn't do 1 question. DAM. Anyway, forget about exams, now is break for awhile then back to study. So I'm going to enjoy my break! Hahaha =DD

After school went Holland Village foodcourt and share chicken rice with darling. (: I wanted to go bake cookies/cupcakes/whatever it is at dear's house, but couldn't. Oh well! Went PS, window shop, then went to heartland mall. We went to eat the Japanese Fast food, then walk around, bought a tube and dress and it cost $12 in total! CHEAP yeah! The dress was $5! OMG! Haha. Sales. =P

Went home, watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S from season 1 again. Hahaha. =DD Later fetch dear out to the MRT station then ran home! I don't know why but yes. Hahaha =DD Dinner, tv and then now! I'm so bored. =( Breaks can get boring too. Urghs. Life is boring.

P.S someone please introduce to me good blogshops that are cheap and good (:




& you're my everything
Haven't been blogging for some time. I know... Hahaha. =P Anyway, yes. Last paper tomorrow. Monday was a torture, I think I'm flunking prelims. Fuck. I so don't want to fail! Rahhs. Anyway. Monday had Economics paper 3, then later went to eat lunch at bouna vista then came back to school and studied Admath in the library. Then went home around evening. Was really tiring. Sighs. Admath kills my brain.

Today was havoc. Admath paper was a killer. Roars. =( I suck. I think I'm screwed. There goes my A* and maybe even A. SIGH. Oh well. After the paper, went for lunch at holland village, then took a cab home with darling and we studied from 1pm to 4+. Really, Admath is killing me, it's making me feel so dumb =( Bleahs. Urghs. I gave up, so I went to use my computer. My siblings came home with a packet of fried rice, so we shared and talk at the same time.

Later fetched dear out as it was raining. Came home, dinnered. Now I'm here. Yeah. =DD Going to do work I guess? And oh yes! My $97 from Netball Singapore finally came! Gosh! They really take ages to send.

My first result I gotten back. ENGLISH. I thought I could get a B because I felt that I wrote fairly well. Sighs. I got a C, by the way. It's quite unfair how others got A easily as they got their teacher, Mrs Mock, to mark it as she always closes one eye. And of all teachers, I got a teacher who teaches IB English Literature/TOK. Gosh. Prelims are not wake up calls, they demoralize me. )=
I don't want to lose you




As we grow older, happiness starts to drop
Haven't been blogging in days because I'm watching HOUSE! I finished watching season 3! Chase, Foreman and Cameron all left! I'm so sad! But I think season 4 is going to be so fun! Hahaha! =DD Anyway, back to exams = WET BLANKET. Tomorrow is Economics MCQ paper, I didn't study for it at all. Hahaha =P Oh well, whatever. =P Tuesday and Wednesday is Admath! Got my formular papers already! Just need practise for a few days! (: My A*/A! I need them. Hahaha =DD Anyway, yup.

Oh oh! My dear Katerina is leaving for Tai Pei which is in Taiwan. I got it right this time. Hahaha. First time, I thought it it was at Japan. Hahaha! Whatever. All the best, sweetie! (: Do talk to me online! Hahaha. On Friday we went for Netball photo taking, SO MANY RANDOM year 5s come and join the photo I was like OMG? What the.. Anyway, we went with the sec1/2 to NYDC to eat and so called giving Katerina a farewell party. :( I'll miss you! I swear, girls can be so bitchy. Hahahha! We keep bitching. =P

I haven't been blog shopping for a very long time! Hee. That's means I get to buy maximum of 3 apparels! With a budget of.... Hmms... $40? =DD I hope I get cheap stuffs! HEEEE =DD Tatas!
Missing netball like crazy.




Have you totally forgotten about the person waiting for you?
I'm tired. I need my sleep.
I'm trying not to
I miss your voice
I miss the laughers, jokes, random thoughts.
I want a ring on my phone right now.

& you're my addiction




I'm dying of boredness that I so need to blog to kill time. Okay, Monday was Emath paper. It was so urgh. Can you believe it? A Emath paper 2 is suppose to have like 12 questions in normal papers, but we had 19 questions with a,b,c,d,e and (i) (ii) (iii), and we had to draw 4 graphs. All those in 2hrs 30mins! I can't do it! I was so upset because I left out 20+ marks because I had NO TIME. Gosh. At as usual, me and my hot-temperedness cause a quarrel in my relationship. Bleah.. That's why I was EMO on Monday, but it was alright. Didn't have much time to EMO because the next day was a KILLER.

Tuesday: Chemistry and Economics. Chemistry was alright but just that every QA question they asked, I don't know. I just couldn't be bothered memorizing QA, but I will for IGCSE. Duhs. Then Economics! I was a total bull-shitter. Gosh, I can't believe that I couldn't find anything else to bullshit on. Oh well, a barely pass? I don't know. I gave up hope on studying already. My A*s and As can just screw off.

Wednesday: Biology paper. Havoc. MCQ was easy, structured was fucked. Stupid Endocrine system. I knew it was the pituitary gland (Oh, I spelled pituary gland) Smart? DUMB. And I wrote pancreas. HARHAR. Guess what I wrote
Pituary gland: Produce hormones such as FSH in women's body for ovulation
Pancreas: Produce Adrealine for blood rush.
HAHAHA. Joke. Pancreas produce INSULIN, adreal gland produce ADREALINE! I bet I'll never forget this ever. Such a big mistake. Oh oh, they even asked "What's the difference between the fertilization of a plant and human" Omg, my answers were BULLSHIT
Answers: Plants can fertilise when it is asexual or sexual, however human is sexual. Plants need suitable pollen grain to fertlise the ovaries, however human fertilisation just needs 1 male gamete and 1 female gamete to fertilise.
LOL! OKAY. What a funny thing I wrote, it was soooooooo bullshit. I couldn't answer! Seriously, whatever I learnt didn't come out. Stupoid Biology paper. There goes my A*/A. Gosh. =(

Today: Literature exam! I wasn't really prepared for it as I didn't revise at all, but only did last minute revision in the car. And guess what, I picked correctly! My LOFT I was reading the correct few pages! OMG. So lucky. Poetry came out what I wanted! Macbeth was just toooooo difficult. Whatever! I hope I get B for Literature, I don't want a C. Rahhs. *Prays*

It feels like my exams are totally over! But isn't, have been watching House season 2 the entire day with my family. Yup. That's about it. Neglecting my dear boyfriend, sorry! Waiting for him to end tuition and I can go SNUGGLE in bed which I was suppose to be doing for the past 2hours? I think, whatevre. I'm still bored. This isn't killing time. URGH. Entertain me someone. My blog is dying.
No point lying who I want to be




[edited]
Exams are over for this week!
3 more to go! (: And I can have a week's rest!
Too lazy to blog now.
Will blog tomorrow! (:
Tatas!
I think my favourite past time now is.. SLEEP.
Sleeping makes me grow tall, I hope that's a fact. BYE.

Like what my mumy said, you blog when you feel that there is a need to post about something exciting. Sadly, nothing excites me. What a boring life I have. Yes. I can't wait for Prelims to be over and then I can go for trainings. I really do miss netball. Urghs.




Prelims Prelims Prelims!
Having them continueously for 2 days in a row, still have 2 days to go!
Meaning 4 days in a row!

Friday is OFF-DAY, means I'm on hiatus till then! (: Short break. TATAS! (:
I need my break.




Now I don't know whether I'm suppose to cry or you're suppose to cry.
I don't know whether I'm suppose to be upset or you're suppose to be upset.

All I know is that the stone gets heavier each day.
Life can only be understand backwards, but it has to be lived forward.
& I'm breaking down at this moment





Not my day. That's my facial expression, or even worst. Will blog soon. FUCK.
Seriously, everything isn't going my way.




I'm loving myself and my pink camera. (:
Woke up at 9.30am this morning. My brother is such a pig, can't even wake up for running. Stupid guy. Hahaha. Went out for breakfast at Seragoon as my mummy needs to go to the doctor's to get her blood test results. It was so difficult to get a car park and my mummy felt faintish. So we parked illegally and faster went to buy breakfast while my mummy stayed in the clinic to wait for her turn. We ordered breakfast so fast that she could eat before she went into the clinic. So yeah! Hahaha =P

Nothing is wrong with mummy! (: Don't have high cholestrol. Good! (: Went home, watch phleps(don't know how to spell) get his 8th gold medal! He's so cool! Hahahaha! =DD Then studied Chemistry only. Bleah, finally I finished luh! Sighs. I'm studying so slow. I need to study Economics tomorrow! I'm going to scan through it man! Gosh. =( I really need to study really fast. I'm taking my time! Gosh.

Anyway, went for dinner at chomp chomp. Early dinner at 5.30pm. Hahaha. =P Then we went to Sushi Teh and bought ice cream! =DD I really am in love with their chocolate waffle and strawberry ice cream! Hahaha! =DD Then came home. Watch olympics till now! Gosh. =( I'm not studying! ROAR! Anyway, time to bed! Emath paper tomorrow! All the best! A* A* A* A*! =)
You make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe




Finally found you and me
Woke up at 9.30am this morning. Was suppose to go jogging with my brother this morning, but he was too lazy to get up and wake me up. So yeah, didn't go. Went to the market today as my Dad is going overseas tomorrow morning. Yeah Had breakfast there too.

Reached home at around 12 midday. The whole family watched ghost rider, finally get to watch finish. I watched ghost rider halfway in school last year in Biology class. Hahaha (: Later, slack around, then called Sihui over to study. I studied Chemistry. Haven't started on Economics. URHGS. I left out 1 very important chapter for Chemistry! Now I need to go study it. Sighs sighs.

At 7.30pm, we went out for dinner with my American cousins at AMK. On the way there, everything was pissing me off so badly. Firstly, my Dad wants to bring us to China at the end of the year for 2 weeks, 1 week with my parents and another week on my own. Gosh, 2 weeks out of my 4 weeks holiday?! That's so wasting my time! I'm so hating him if he does that. He should discuss and convince us to go, not FORCE us to go. Like what my brother said "Parents are suppose to force, but use the passive way and talk to us." I'm really pissed. And he told my Mum to tell us to dream on as we would not be going overseas for University, I'm was really really upset. Like what the hell. He asked us to stay in Singapore to do Uni (e.g. NUS) But seriously, if he wants us to stay in Singapore to do Uni, he shouldn't be putting us into IGCSE/IB course. It's seriously harder for students coming from IGCSE/IB to enter Singapore Uni. Shouldn't he leave me Os/As level right? Gosh, he's fucking dumb. I swear. UGH. I so want to go U.K

I suan him during dinner lah! I was really upset about it. We were talking about what 50 years-old lady need to do anti-wrinkle facial, those 20 plus ladies can go for others. Then my dad was like "Ahya, your mother 50 years-old lady need to keep spending money (He suan us say we spend their money)" Then I was even more angry, then I said "You leh? 50 years-old guy wasting money over 30k massage chairs." Then everyone laugh. But I'm serious, no one love the massage chair. All his stupid idea. I really hate my father for being so fucking stubborn.

I want to go U.K for Uni. I want I want I want. I'll do anything just to go overseas and study Uni. I'll work part-time when I'm studying there. I'll work end of this year. I'll do full-time umpiring at the end of this year. I'll scrimp and save every single cent. I just want to go overseas and study Uni. Rahhs. My future. My life. Fuck. After hearing this today, I really feel like giving up on studying so hard for prelims when it is FOR NOTHING in the future. I hope my parents will read my blog and understand how I feel. URGHS!
Say it again





I love you though you hurt me so

Hello! Woke up at 6.10am this morning! Get ready for school, mummy came down late, so we left the house at 6.45am! Gosh! Hahaha. Mummy and my brother were teaching us Simple & Compound interest. Hahaha. So cute. (: Ate breakfast, went for early reporting 5mins late. I thought I could study during the time, but instead, we had to do some filling things for them. Like what the hell. Ughs.

Then on my way to the hall, the prefect stopped me and asked for my tie. And obviously I didn't bring, so she didn't let me in. ROAR. I was so pissed, I shouted "What the hell?" Then I walked off. I still out-smart them, I went into the hall by the side door. Retards prefects. Oh well. (: Chapel. Then went for English paper. UGH! 2hours. Gosh, I thought I will stone for the first 20mins, but I didn't! So I had time to do finish my paper! I'm so glad. I think it was alright, I think I will fail the newspaper report, but I'm having faith in L.A and Summary! Please please please get me a B. =( I really want one. Sighs!

1hour break till Emath paper. Did some questions on Emath, bought 30/20cm rulers. Hahaha. Bought markers! (: And also sweets! Hahaha! Went into the exam hall! Emath paper was like 12 pages? Gosh! I didn't know it had so many questions! The IGSCE paper doesn't have so many, only 12. But ours got 19? OMG! Time was my rival. I kept looking down to do my work, my neck was hurting me so badly. I managed to finish my paper in time, but only check through half the paper and there goes the EVIL time. Roars! And when I went downstairs, I realized 3 questions were wrong. I'm so upset. Sigh sigh sigh. A* A* A* A* come to me! ):

Later went out for lunch at Holland Village with sisters, Kevin and dear. (: Ate disgusting food. I'm getting sick of Holland Village food. Oh well. Later went to SUSHI TEH to get ice cream! Then went back to school. We went around asking from teachers to borrow classroom to study. Finally found 1! Desi's last year chinese teacher! Hahaha. We studied Biology from 3pm to 6pm. Gosh. Seriously, I am dead beat. Need to study harder! Go go go go!

We pitched a ride from Kevin. We dropped off at Seragoon hurrily as we were woken up by a call from Kevin saying that we're dropping off soon. Hahaha. took a bus home and walked home. Talking about houses. HAHAHA =P Most random thing ever. I would love a house with glass! It's really classy! Hahaha =P Anyway, yup.

Reached home, dinnered. Tv. Help brother do something, then talking to dear now! I think I'm going to bed, then tomorrow wake up early to do work! Study study study! Emath, Chemistry, Economics, Biology, Literature (Next week -- Monday to Thursday) *Whines and stress*
You need someone to hold you tight




As I waste my time thinking
Heyya! (: Woke up at 6.10 this morning. Breakfast - MEEPOK! I'm really loving it. Hahaha. Anyway, went to school. Early reporting, so cool. Someone got a psp and installed a camera inside, that's dam cool. Hahaha. Assembly was boring.

Went for Chinese paper 1, gosh. 8 people retook Os level - 3 of us, Daniel, Chloe.Y, Albern, Jiajun and Terrance. Super no mood to do the paper. Roars. Then later went downstairs in the canteen and did ABIT of Chemistry, then went back up for Chinese paper 2. Gosh. I couldn't get the passage. It was too straining for the eyes. Hahaha =P After that, dear came and give me chicken rice! (: Thanks! Then we had to go Holland Village and meet my mummy for lunch which was chicken rice. Hahaha! I didn't eat. (: I just drink, I spilled drink on my mummy's pants! Then it looked like pee. Hahaha. We kept laughing (She didn't scold me. PHEW) Went to Sushi Teh to eat ice cream! Hahaha! (:

Went back to school, studied Chemistry in the canteen with dear and my mummy went for the Universities of U.K talk. Gosh. Medic course is really 6years(Not specialist yet), don't forget I still need IB which is 2 years. Bleahh! My mummy is helping me check for U.S if it is shorter. Hee. (: Anyway, went to my brother school and picked him up, he was so long! We waited for 1hr 5mins. Gosh. He still can go buy yoghurt. Roar. I studied in the car, I still have 2 chapters left for Chemistry and I'm done! (:

Came home, played a bit of scramble (improve my English, supposingly) then now going for dinner! Going out to buy stationaries later! (: Do Emath papers (paper 1) by tonight, then finish up Chemistry and that's all! (: Bye guys! All the best for those who are taking Prelims! (: Muacks to everyone! (:
I've got to put the blame on myself




I think of you
Suppose to wake up at 5am and go for a morning run with my brother, turns out to be that he didn't wake up. Urgh. Fat ass. Anyway, woke up at 6am, washed up, packed my bag and left for school. Ate breakfast with mummy alone. Nothing much.

Went to school, get the gym ball from Ms Gina Lim, then went to see Chinese teacher to say that I want to retake Os Level. Yeah. Later dear came, we went to get his breakfast, then we waited at starbucks for his driver to come and pick us up. Went to his house, studied Chemistry. I was sooooo tired. I just fell asleep on my book like that. Gosh. Later had to move my things from the study room to his room as he is going to have tuition later.

Yes yes. I am so freaking tired today lah. I slept on his bed. HAHAHA. =P His blankets are PINK in colour. Gosh. Anyway, yup he went for tuition and I studied (100%) Chemistry. Finished like 5/9 of my Chemistry. Gosh. =( And again, I was freaking exhausted from studying continueously, so I went to bed at 3.30pm. Hahaha. Dear ended tuition and woke me up, then we went home by cab.

Came home, slack slack slack, dinnered. Ziya and Angela came over to study. Studied 1 chapter and there goes girls' gossip! Hahaha. They just left, yeah. I think I'm going to sleep. Chinese Prelims tomorrow. Fuck. Ughs. Bye bye.
You're all I think about tonight




I'm the blue guy, with no yellow guy around.
Went to school today, duh. Ate breakfast very quickly as we had to report early. When we reached school at 8am, we took attendance and go to the hall as the conference room was used up. So yeah, stupid early reporting. Anyway, did some Chemistry (I mean 1 qn) during Assembly. On my way to tutorial, Daffy called me and told me her Os level score - C6. I was so shocked, I knew, die, I sure get C also.

Went for Admath. Went through work. Then recess I went to check my grades and I got C5. Fuck fuck fuck fuck! Get me a B so I won't have to do retake! I don't mind retaking, just that I don't want to do Prelims which is when? Oh! This Thursday. FUCK. I swear. Stupid Desi got B3. ROAR. Bitch-o nerd! ROAR. [I scolded her because I'm jealous, not that I hate her. HAHAHA] Anyway YES ROAR! And and! Our final Os level chinese clashes with our IGCSE Emath paper! Meaning we have to be quarantine in school for a night =(

Went for Chemistry, went through Mock-Exam paper. I just passed! Okay lah. Quite happy, because I seriously didn't study at all. Haha (: Went for Emath, did test paper(1). Yeah. Got almost full marks! 1 question careless so -1 mark. Yeah. I hope to do well for paper(1) of Emath and of course actually both Emath and Admath. I NEED TO GET A*. I miss my CHINESE IGCSE A*. Fuck. I got an A! That's soooooooooooooo OMG, what a let down. And that Bitch-o nerd got A*! I'm super jealous. HERH.

Anyway, lunch ate school food. We were talking about our futher studies. Sighs! I want to go U.S now with my chinese grades like that. So let down. Fuck. Roars. Anyway, went for Economics, did MCQ paper, didn't finish in time. Brought home to do. Oh well. (: Yup, Biology got last year's prelims paper. It is difficult! All the IGSCE papers so easy, then the prelims paper so hard. ROAR. Purposely make us fail. HERHH. Hahaha =P Anyway yup.

After school was doing Chemistry MCQ outside class while waiting for the other class to finish lesson. Later I went in class, did a bit of work, then went to the toilet. Then when I went out, I saw Daffy carrying my stuffs. And she told me that Mum came and fetch us home, so yeah. Didn't ask Madam anything. Ughhs.

We went to Hougang mall to eat dinner as my brother was bored of home-cooked food. Went to eat pepper lunch and was talking about further studies. Ugh. Last time my brother asked me to go U.S next year to do foundation year for Uni, then now he asked us to stay in Singapore to do IB programme and he wants to go U.K to do Uni. Omg. He's so confusing. Like what the hell. So yes, back to square 1. ACS(I)/U.K/U.S CHOOSE! ROAR. bitch bitch bitch, I hate growing up. Hahahaha! =P Roars. My mummy said Desi is the smartest out of 3 of us, how demoralizing. UGH.

Came home, watched tv. Now I'm here. Roars. =( Sad sad sad! Sighs. Tomorrow is study break, I'm going out to study, I can't study at home. My new pink camera is making me such a camwhore. ROAR. Hahahaha =P Not good not good. Wish me luck. =(
Language Fucks.





& we ended off with camwhore photos
Studied a bit! I can't finish studying Chemistry! Roars. =( I'm super screwed. Sighs, cramps cramps ought to die. Guys should be the one suffering this lah since they say they are always the strongest.Ugh. Hahaha. Anyway, no more random me! I want to sleeeeeep! I need sleep! Hahaha. Waking up later (It's a must) to do homeworks. Oh yes, and try to finish up my revision on Chemistry. (: Tatas.
Love me like before

Pictures!
Love is for you Taken by miss pro - Ng Si Hui. Look at the pretty coach bag's ribbon! Hahaha! Us us us! Loves! I love my Fa-ge! Hahaha! (: Smiles! Nice picture! (: Hees

More pictures! But lazy to upload. Need my sleep! Nights!




Screwed-

I was just running through my prelims timetable and JUST realized that Chemistry(both papers) are the same day as Economics essay questions! GOSH! Now I'm really screwed. Okay! Need to study NOW NOW NOW! Oh, I also realized that Emath paper is this FRIDAY. FUCK. I'm too slack. ROAR. Anyway, yes! STUDY! Starting to study TODAY, Sihui is coming over to study/make sure I study. Hahaha.

Yes yes. Planning time!
- Study Chemistry finish today
- If have time, study Emath
- At night, do finish English Coursework Final and start on Literature coursework

- Tomorrow SCHOOL. =.=""
- Come home, at night only can watch 7pm show, then study! Study Maths.
- Do work if there is. Ugh
** Chinese O levels results are out. ROAR. Pray hard I get B3 and above. =(

- Wednesday study Economics! ROAR! Yes.
- Do Literature tuition homeworks (4 essays, just added one today. UGH)
- If there's time, study Admath and Emath.

Yup. I'm going to do this! I hope I do what I plan in time. Time is against me now. ROAR. BYE! Waiting for Sihui to come over, get food then start studying. Oh yes, I'm on a diet. PFTT*




ROAR!
Don't feel like blogging now
Cousins were over these few days
Excuses to not study
Tuition in 45mins time - 3 essays not done. F%^&
Fuck the cramps! ROAR.
And yes, I'm doomed. =.=




My heart's beating faster.
Hello! (: Woke up at 7am this morning! Bathed blah blah Reached school at 8:10am? I think. Dear was playing bass for chapel, so yeah, from 8:10 to 8:30 I was LONELY. Hahaha =P Anyway. School sucks today! What a National Day Celebration. It was suppose to be National Day Celebration, but it was a celebration of Bei Jing Olympics Opening. Gosh. Seriously, NO LINK. What a sucker. Anyway, yes. Worst National Day Celebration ever, not even National Day. *Ugh* I prefer SKSS celebration so much more, crazy friends around to SCREAM the school song or whatever song. We were just so high and happy. Hahaha =P Miss them (:

Anyway, we did the mascot thingy. Dear class won luh! I want the their human sculpture the fish scales. So cool lah! I asked him to pluck out 1, he don't want. Hahaha. Anyway, Gina Lim was PMS-ing the whole class today. Gosh. We were in class DOING NOTHING for 1hr 15mins? Gosh, we were really really bored and HUNGRY. Not to forget, I didn't eat breakfast, so I'm grumpy, and she can just sit there and eat luh! We were so angry at her. Roars.

Anyway, after school. Went to food court and eat, I was seriously starving. Later mummy came down and fetch us to takashimaya, then we went to eat lunch at sushi teh! We went to shop at chanel, we wanted to buy the shades but it was $510 - $850. Gosh. Later went for my back check up, then went home. (: Now I'm here! (:

My mummy showed me something! So cute! She's on Stomp (A newspaper) click here. Hahaha! It's really funny (: Some comments were funny. Anyway, yup. Going to have dinner later with my grandparents because its my Grandfather birthday! (: 08.08 (: Hee. Tatas! (:
I love you! (:




HELLO! I'm back from dinner! Ate a slice of cake too! I'm really really growing fat! Hahaha! =P Birthdays are so fattening. Oh? Did I say Birthday? Hahaha! Yes yes! It's my birthday yesterday! (: I'm soooooo happy! (: p.s long post ahead.

Anyway, you can't miss seeing what I've done yesterday! Yup! Woke up at 6am! (: Bathed then went for school! (: Reached school at 8:05am! I was late to meet dear. Was suppose to meet him at 8am in school as he wanted to bring me somewhere. Anyway, yup! Got a big big big super squeezy hug from lizzy! Hahaha!

Dear came to the hall and asked me to follow him down. We walked till his locker. He opened it and the first thing I saw was a PRADA PAPER BAG. I was like OMG, cannot be lahh. Hahaha. And, really, it isn't. There was a present and a plastic bag of apple. I opened the present, and guess what it is?!
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A pink camera! Oh my goshhhhh! I was soooooooooo touched lahh! I seriously just cried lahh! OMGG! Soooooo pretty! Hahahaha!

Anyway, assembly, then went for tutorial after that we had admath lesson. I didn't know we had a Admath small test. Hahaha. But yup, I got correct! (: Hee. Because so many people scared that they were wrong, then madam gave the answer. Hahaha! =P Later went for break, took some photos with the new pink camera I have! Hahaha! (: That's the guy who bought me this camera! (: My darling! (:
Hee! Slack through double break. I was expecting stuffs, but nope. Later went for Literature, the bell didn't ring, so I was 5mins late. Hahaha. =P Did some stuffs on Lord Of The Flies, I'm really bored of that book! Roar! Anyway. Yup. Time flies. So it was lunch! (: Of course, my grandfather came and give me lunch. Western! (: Ate lunch, then had my birthday cake! (: From Sarah, Sophia, Yaanmeng, Daniel Chew, Daniel Chua, Kevin and darling! (:
That's my birthday cake from the sweeties I've mention! (:
Hee. Went for Economics! Did some work, got a small gift from my teacher Ms Gina Lim! (: Awwws! She's so adorable! She also bought for us a cake! Wow! I'm really really surprised! Hahaha! =P
Thats our birthday cake from Ms Gina Lim! (: Me and my cute little Wu Yu-En!That's the cute little present she(Ms. Gina Lim) gave me (: Oh! This was in the toilet. Look at my pink camera! SO PRETTY! HAWWWW. That's Steven! He's a funny guy! (: Ms. Gina Lim! She look like a toots, I know! Hahaha! (:
Anyway. Yup! After school, Marcus and some other Year 6s like David bought for us a balloon each! It's really really pretty! Hahaha! Mummy came and picked us up. We went to heartland mall and get our oven! Wow! Now we can bake cupcakes/cookies/brownies/cakes, whatever we like! I'm loving it! Hahaha! Later mummy and my brother went home. 3 of us and dear went to heartland mall and played the ping pong game! Omg! Our aim was like 1000! And we did it! We're soooooooo happy! Hahaha! (: We got the big hammer and a small strawberry! Hahaha! (:
BALLOOON! Hahaha! Pretty right!Me and Marcus Eng! The one who always BULLY MEMy darling! I think this is a pretty photo! Hahaha Me with the hammer and the strawberry! SO CUTE! Hahaha!

Yup! Later went to the playground for awhile. Then went home. (: Bathed and we went out for dinner at Ritz Carlton hotel! (: It was a really nice atmosphere! (: And of course, we had a birthday cake again. Meaning FAT FAT FAT! Gosh. Hahaha! Anyway. Yup. Went home and straight to bed without studying when my mock exam for Chemistry is tomorrowtoday.
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Short one for today since the post is already long. Went to school, emath, break, biology, english, lunch, econs and chemistry. Then went home! Reached home, slack slack slack, dinnered, tv, f.r.i.e.n.d.s and now i'm here. It's super long to upload the photos. Gosh! Anyway. Tatas! (:
p.s more photos will be uploaded! but not now! (:
So long, farewell




Heyyyyaaa! (:

Will blog afer dinner! Super hungry. Anyway, I'm officially 16! Hahaha! (:
& I'm a happy kid.
Will explain later.
Let me keep you in suspense for now. (:

Tatas.




Happy 5th monthsary, baby.
Today post is going to be different from any other day, I guess. Look how time passes so fast, and within 2 days, I'm turning 16 and in a week's time, prelims are here. What a wet blanket prelims can be. Well, thinking about the future, what am I really going to be? I've erased my ambition of being a Singer, totally erased. It was a stupid ambition. Thus, settling on being a doctor (specialist), however the word 'doctor' doesn't really make me go ga-ga and excited over it, I just feel the same, like I'm taking up a new job. Doctor isn't really my inspiration to be. But if I don't become a doctor in years to come, what will I really be? *Thinks* I've got no clue.
p.s people can give me ideas. (:
Well, if I have to be a doctor. What should I specialize in? I don't want to be just a normal GP doctor, I want to be a SPEACIALIST and earn big bucks! Thinks. I really don't know where I should go next year, do what course and all that.

Highly Recommended by my brother, Clarence Yen
- Go overseas(Most probably U.S or U.K) next year to do my foundation years for medic
- Then, study 6 years of medic (I didn't know medic course is so long)
[If I'm not wrong.. Continuing]
- Be a trainee doctor for 2 years
- Specialize in a medic course(Haven't decided) for 2 years?
- Come out as a specialist.
This will take 12years?! And I'll be (16+12) = 28 years old by then! =O That's soooooo long. Gosh gosh gosh.

Anyway, lets not talk about the future for now. Prelims are in 11 days time! Study study study! Theora, arrange a date with me! (:
And this has come to an end




Don't say it doesn't matter
I'm so pissed! I hate my computer/laptop. It's freaking useless now. Don't have so many things lah. RAH. I can't read chinese words, I can't use mircosoft words/powerpoint etc. I can't have my webcam! This is freaking useless lah! I want my old computer, even with virus or not, I still want it! Bitch this computer. What the hell, what the hell. This seriously fucks. Don't even have my games like minesweeper or solitire. Bitch this computer. I'm sooooo freaking pissed off now. Even if I try to put back my old stuffs into my computer, it will all go to desktop. Fuck. I'm hating this. Fuck this computer. Now I want a new computer! NOW.
What an August




My tiny temptations
Woke up at 10am this morning? Went to the market. Usual routine. Yup. Mumy got pissed because of what my brother said. He always does this to mummy. Gosh. Got home at 12.30pm. Went out for facial. I thought it was at 1pm! I went there (SO KUKU), then the lady told me it was at 2pm! Omg!

So me and Desi went roming around in Heartland Mall. Hahaha. We played the kid game in level 3! Omg! We were soooo childish! Hahaha! We paid $6 for it, and in return, we got a toy dice. Hahaha! =P Gosh, expensive. But whatever! Hahaha! Went roming around at This Fashion, its my birthday month! So it's 20% off! Hahaha! 20% store wide + 20% birthday month! GOSH! Was so tempted to buy a dress that Desi picked. Hahaha!

Later we went for facial! Hahaha. Ended at 3.15pm, waited for Desi. Went home, slack in my brother room because daffy brought my computer to my brother's room. Yes, so now I'm here, HUNGRY. Gosh, I'm so craving for billy bombers's salad now. Hahaha! =P I want to eat! ): But I don't want to eat, because I'm getting fat! URGHH. What should I do... Eat or not to eat? But still, I need to do my work. Bleah! Anyway, yups. That's all for now! Tatas

Oh oh! One more thing. My brother got a very gay blogskin for his new blog. HARHAR. http://yenclarence.blogspot.com/
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI EN (3rd August) (:




HEYYA!
Haven't been blogging in ages. Anyway! I'm not going to talk about this week, but I'm going to blog about next week! Why? It's my birthday! Hahaha! Everyone remember huh! 6th August, Wednesday. Hahaha! (:

Anyway, got my computer fixed! Everything is gone. Wanted to retrive stuffs, but it's so difficult. Oh well! (: Anyway. Yes! I'm here! I've grown fatter! Hahaha! Anyway! Happy birthday to the August babies! (:

1st August - JIEYUN & LIZZZY
2nd Auguest - FIONNAA
Happy birthday sweeties!

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