Okay, I so need to vent my anger now. I'm so freaking pissed. Fuck you, Fuck math and seriously Fuck life. RAHs. I hate you you you you you you!




HELLO PALLLLLL! Hahaha. You just went into army, so I think you can only see this like 2weeks later? Hahaha! Anyway, I read your paragraph on me! AWWWS. But what the hell, it's so short, is our friendship so short? BITCH. Hahaha. Anyway, yes! I first knew you as some cocky ass guy who puts everyone into a difficult position, but after I get to know you, you've become my best friend luh! Everything I tell you, you're such a good advisor luh! Hahaha. Remember before me and brina got together, how much stuffs I tell you?! Hahaha, don't be sad that I've got brina and dumping my bestttieee. NOPE. Hahahas, you'll be my bitchhhhhhh forever! And still, I hate you calling me cheena, and I don't mind moomoo, but I have no idea why you always laugh at me when my coach calls me that. WHAT. everyone calls me that in training, ASS. Hahahas.

And ass. You didn't sms me when you're in army, which you promised. NOR call me, which you AGAIN promised. BITCH, hate you. Second day into army and you forgotten. ROARS. LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BESTTIIEEEEEEEEEEEE. Don't die in army! ^^




Today was such a lonely day without youuuuu.
Hellos. Today was boring! English class, gosh. I'm seriously dying from lack of tuition! Jo-Annnnnnnnnn save us! Hahahaha (: Anyway, yes, poetry! Roars. Math was just boring, he's really such a nag. Seriously, why bother tellng us how many hours of sleep you have and why, and how does cough works. =.=" Diaoooo. And CHLOE YO YO pangseh me and dropped to SL mathematics. Roars.

Anyway, had 3 periods break. Went to fill up CAS forms, go Biology Shopping at Popular and eat lunch! (: Lunch was great because it was outside food, brought in by David! Yay! Thanks! (: But he's so funny, he didn't went to heat it up. Dumb dumb. Anyway, still thanks! (:

PE was really nothing much, clearing up stuffs. After school was doing service for CAS hours. I've made a new blog just for CAS because they wanted it. And gosh, IB is so stressful :( Anyway, want to hear about my experience at tutoring go view my CAS blog at dulcenayen-cas. Yes, I know, it's gay. But I need it. Rahhs. So I'll be like updating on 2 blogs. Roars. Byeeeeeee. So busy busy busy!
And I miss you like a mile




From the bottom of my sole
Get well soon dear. I hope you'll feel better. I know I'm hell of an useless girlfriend, just sitting by my bed, praying that you'll recover and update me on your sickness. I hope to see that bubbly little boy tomorrow. It have been such a long and tiring 4 days for both of us and I'm sorry for that. I love you <3




Heyya people! I'm so lazy to say whatever I'm doing. So let pictures do the work. (: That's for yesterday! (: CLICK TO ENLARGE
Tatas. (:





THIS YEAR IS THE YEAR OF THE MOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOO <3 Heees. (: Happy New Year to everyone out there. I heard that for people who born in the monkey year, best day: 1st, best colour: white, year round: don't be careless on the second half of the year, you tend to lose stuffs.

Yeahs! That's all. Will update photos soon. Nights, love <3




Have you ever think that you'll be all alone
Attention. The word, may be good and bad in your life. Attention. Everyone wants attention. People gains attention in different ways, trying to be different. For example, my mummy tries to gain attention by driving her cool baby BMW car to work. You feel good when people look at you, jaw dropping down, eyes following on you wherever you go. Everyone needs attention. People can really do stupid things to get attention, and I've done too many stupid things.

And I was asked "Are you ever sad?" I wished I wasn't, but everyone, of course, have been sad. This is such an emo post, shit. I feel that I'm PMS-ing.
I'm drowning in alcohol and estacy.





I tried not to say, but deep down I miss you love
Hellos all! Have a Happy Chinese New Year. (: Time to collect angbao? Hahaha. Anyway, yes. Today got woken up by my excited mummy over a dog show. Hahaha. Gosh, she literally pulled me out of bed and push me down the stairs to watch the show with her. Alamaks. Hahaha.

Did nothing in the morning, expect playing 1 game of dota with darling, then he went off for tuition. Went to eat at New York New York with mummy. Hahaha, she was giving lectures to Daffy, then to Desi. Then when it comes to me, she said "I've got nothing to say." ALAMAKS. Hahaha. Anyway, went to run some errands like pumping petrol, buying vase for umbrella. Haha. Yes.

The bad thing is, while walking up the stairs at home, I've got no idea how I sprain my ankle, now it hurts like MAD. =( Sucks to be injured on New Years Eve and tournament is in 2 weeks. Sucks to be me. =(

Family Reniuon dinner was alright. Feel fat again. :( My sister was being a heartless ass. She and my brother-in-law was suppose to go back and eat dinner there. Then she said "I'm not a Soh(His family surname), *PUII*, I'm a Yen." Then we all were like, what... You already married to him, and you're a Soh. And you say this infront of your husband. Good move luh. If I was her husband, I'll slap her. Like seriously, it's not nice to say that.

Anyway, nothing much. Got nothing to do now. Feeling so disabled. Damn. Nights.
If you could write another love note.




Heyyya. (: Gosh, I love training. Haven't train for 2 weeks. I'm really growing fat. My brother came home yesterday! Omg, and the first thing he said to me was "Oh my! You've grown fatter." WHAT THEEEEE... He's such an ass. Anyway, who cares about him, its about me! Hahahas. Training rocks! We didn't have to run like 100000km for warm up. Yes. (: I'm happy. Hahaha. Love yesterday's training, I thought it was good. Omghs, my stamina is not coming back, and my elevation is so short now, I always almost intercept the ball! I feel the ball just slipped pass my fingers within that spilt second! ARGHHS! So pissing. Hahahas. But I think my movement a bit faster now (: That's quite satisfying =D

Anyway, woke up at 6am today to go help out in the egg stall. Gosh, I thought I was early for the first time when I reached at 7.30am, but guess what? The stall was packed with people! Gosh, they were so short-handed. Today is so busy! Everyone buys qual eggs! We ran out of stock for it! Wow.. Hahahas, some more when the demand so high, we changed the price from 20eggs for $2 to 18eggs for $2 and the demand is still there. Wow... So amazed by how much a small stallholder can earn. So many bokeh eggs today! Like out of 3 tray of qual eggs, 10 were broken. Tskkkk! And I dropped one egg on the floor, OMGHHHH. Hahaha, anyway, we didn't eat anything since last night till today 12mid day. We were starving luhhhh! GOSH.

Went home, did some family errands. Now I'm home BORED. =( I want to go out! Roars. Was suppose to go with dear for the farewell. And Daniel is leaving tonight! :( NO MORE FLUBBERRRR =(
Why must you appear in my life when you know you're gonna step all over me and leave later?




Heyyyyya (: We had a spin in the new white BMW 325i convertible! Wheeeeeeeee. It was so much fun, but the sad thing is, your hair gets messed up! Roars. Anyway, we ate prata for supper! (: Hees. Yup. Was suppose to go bedok and eat ba-chor-mee, but no parking space, so we drove all the way back to our house area to eat prata. Hahahas(: Mummy's so cuteeee Click to enlarge
Baby treated me to Sushi teh today!! (: No photos for now because my camera took bad photos and his took nice photos. Hahaha. (: Going to get from him later. Haha. Sushi Teh costed us $60+, hahahas. Yeahs. Daffy and Desi came to eat abit too. (: Hees. Later dear bought for me a balloonn! WHEEEEEE. Sadly got no pink. Damn it. ROARs.

Went shopping with Ezra at Plaza Singapura. He helped us to choos 3 caps for my brother who is coming home today since 8th Jan! Haha. Wanted to shop for my clothings too, but my sisters were bored and tired. :( So we went home. Roars.

Going to have training tonighhhtttttttt (: Tatas. And happy belated to DAJIE, I can't rotate the photo, I don't know why. Hahaha. Anyway. Yes. (: TATAS






I just realized that there's going to be a lot of painful times in life, so I better learn to deal with it the right way.
Heyya there! I had my first lesson of TOK, and gosh, I almost fell asleep in the hall because the whole 1hr, Toyn was talking non-stop. In the first 15mins, all eyes were at him, absorbing everything we can from our first lesson of TOK, thinking that it will be more of gerenal knowlegde. After 35mins, people start walking out of the hall to go to the washroom, people heads start to droop down, eyes started to shut. And at the very like 10mins, everyone will be looking at their watches, wondering when will the lesson end. Hahaha. Gosh. It was hell boring. But I think it'll be better in time to come. I find it a very cool subject because they ask cool question such as "How do we know what is rigth and wrong?"

Anyway, Chinese lesson! I was suppose to have the ChineseB teacher's lessons but I was switched to CHENG WEI. AGAIN. hahaha. Diaooo. We combined class with the HL CLB, so yeahs. I just realized I need to do so many presentations. Roars. That's annoying. Anyway, yes. Nothing much in Chinese luh. She's forever the same. Hahaha.

I hate free periods, like 3 in a row type. It makes me bored! And when I'm bored, I eat! And when I eat, I grow fat! See the chain?? Omg. :( I so need stuffs to do nowwwww. Hahaha. (: Anyway, I need to buy my books for subjects! I haven't bought any yet. Hahaha. Gosh, IB is so tough. Never see my brother stressing up before! And speaking about my brother, he's back tomorow! YAYYYYY. I miss him! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Let's start believing in it now




I'm the world's greatest
Heyyyyyaaaaaaa. (: Gosh, anyway yes, first day of lesson yesterday and I have homework. MATH homework, and I struggled through recaps of year4 Admath. All my studying just went into the bin in one snap. Not funny. Gosh. Anyway, yesterday was a total waste of time. I started my first lesson at 12 in the afternoon. And guess what I'm doing the entire morning? Eating to kill time, and so I'm growing fat. Poop.

Anyway, today lessons were English. I was in Marrisa Janz class, but I transfered (I mean, RAN OVER) to David Cobb's class. Hahaha. I sat beside Rex. And omg, The geffoery guy is killing me, he's such a pain in a ass. He talks too much, blabbers too much, spouting nonsense question at random times. Really pissing.

Anyway, today's my sister birthday! And we had dinner at Sushi Teh at Holland Village because we wanted to bring her to Cold Rock later! (: It's really good! Hahaha. The guy at Cold Rock knows us already lah. Hahaha. (: Anyway, yes. That's about it. I'm so going to sleep now. I'm so not doing HL Mathe homework now. Hahaha. Tatas. (:
If you could look at me for a second longer




Studying turns me off
ANYWAY. IGCSE results are out. OMG. Sucks to be me man. One moment I was panicking, another moment I was crying, another moment I'm happy. Roars.

Anyway, comparing from Prelims, I've improved. (: I'm quite happy, but at the same time upset, because I didn't get what I want which was All As and above.

Anyway, here my results (and my comments)! (:

English - From (Prelims) C to A. OMGHHHH! I couldn't believe it! It's jumping 2 grades. I'm very happy for English! (: I should really thank Jo-Ann, Kar Wee and Of course CUTIEEE Mr Cobb!

Chemistry - From (Prelims) B to A*. I really wanted this A* so badly! I hit my target! I'm very very happpy (: Thank you Mrs PHUAAAAA. You predicted my grade as A! ROAR, I got A*! (:

Biology - From (Prelims) B to A*. Gosh! I was really scared that I won't get A* for this, but I did. And thank you Mdm Loke! (: And you predicted my grade as A! :(

Emath - From (Prelims) A to A*. I SO HAVE TO GET THIS A* if not I kill myself. And thank you Mr Ramesh (:

Admath - From (Prelims) B to REMAINS the same, B. Roars. So freaking upset lahhhhhhs. I expected an A lahs. DAMN IT. =( Thank you Mrs Lee (:

Literature - From (Prelims) C to B. I expected that luh, but I wanted an A, at least it'll look nicer on the report. :( Anyway, thank you Jo-Ann, Kar Wee and Marissa Janz! (:

Economics - From (Prelims) B to REMAINS the same, B. Idiotic. I so thought I can get at least an A or A* for this. Bitch. So freaking upset for this. This subject sucks, luckily I'm taking SL Economics now. (: Anyway, thank you Gina Lim! (:

So like Overall, I have 3 A*s, 2 As(Including Chinese) and 3 Bs. I hate the Bs. ROARS. Anyway, tatas. I'm so tired.






Heyyyaaaaaa (: Today at school was horrible. Roars, I seriously don't have any class same as Emily nor baby! That's sad. :( Roars, it's getting late. I shall blog tomorrow.

Results are out in 14hours time. =S Save meeeee












Heyya. Today is the start of the school! I shall be friendly and stop hating people! It's a new school year, new friendships! Yes. So whatever you hear me bitching about people today, it's over. Hahaha (: Anyway.

It was nothing much other than me dropping my phone twice today. It was so embarrassing. Omg, my form tutor is RAMESH. Can you believe it?! Gosh. Guess what Emily said "Yayyy. No more skirt checks." HAHAHA. I was laughing my ass out. Stupid nehneh. Anyway, yes afew new students came into my class. And Eejie is gone. Hahaha. (: Whatever. FUFU's backkkkkk! =D Although I'm not close to her, but whatever, she's back. :)

Well, It's the start of school, meaning the start of IB. We had IB briefing today. Gosh, they said it till it's hell scary. Hahaha. I LOVE COBBB. Hahhaha. He's so funny. Hahaha. Anyway, yes. Got briefing on Science, CAS and TOK. Gosh. CAS is really annoying because every year I struggle without any music talents or what it is said - Creativity. We have to do so much to do CAS. Find teacher, ask for approval, get supervisor, blog about it (meaning MAKE A BLOG). Gosh =.=""

Anyway, I got my subjects, only waiting for it to confirm on Wednesday. If I get 3Bs and 3Cs for IGCSE subjects, then I'm safe. Anyway, my subjects are the same as my brother, and people are calling me crazy because of the subjects we take, but seriously, what? O.O I'm taking HL Chemistry, HL Biology, HL Mathematics, SL English, SL ChineseB, SL Economics. Yeahs. I've no idea who's my economics teacher, looks like my econs clashes with my Biology. =| Anyway, My Chemistry teacher is some fierce looking teacher, Biology is Cheong :S Math is the Naggy man. English - Clueless. ChineseB is the ChineseB teacher! LOL. Luckily I didn't get mr. muscle man. Hahaha. My sisters got him. HEHE.

Anyway, yes. Sad case. I'm not in any class with Emily nor with Baby. Roars. That's all luh. Nothing much. Going to be a nerd. TATAS. (: IB is scary! :S
Baby, if you love me smile<3




I'm SO GLAD ORIENTATION 09' is over!! It sucks like shit. I mean it. Worst orientation I've been too. I hate you, Gay Fuck. RAH. Instead of being OFs(Orientation Facilitators), we became OSs(Orientation Slaves). Roars, not gonna blog about it.

School's reopening tomorrow! Yeah! Can't wait to study ^^ 3 more days to results :S




Heyya people out there. Firstly, today O lvls results came out. To those who have done well, good for you. To those who have done well tyco-ly, go die. To those who done average, at least you made your mark. To those who tried their best but was disappointed, cheer up, there is always hopes and chances in life. To those who did badly because they didn't study, REGRET is all you have and SERVES YOU RIGHT.

Hahahas. (: I'm mean. Anyway, yes. My Chinese results, SAME. C5 =.=" Retardd.. Anyway, yes. Results in 9 days. Omg.... I really hope I can afew A* laahhh. Especiall Emath, I have to get it. It'll be really depressing if I don't :( Anyway, stop about results.

Orientation 09' in 2 days? Yes, and so many things not done and JunHung wants another OGL dance. Like seriously, how many do you want? 10? =.=" It's really stupid to make 3 OGL dances and whole day, they'll just be dancing. That's really lame. If you love dancing so much, just go for a dance camp. I find it really useless for 3 OGL dances. I pity Joel luh, he keeps running around doing stuffs. It's so funny, I told Joel "Me and Brina are your stand-by." Hahaha. And phewww, he saved us from weird guy. Hahaha, we 3 kept laughing. Sad thing is, Joel don't get to dance OGL item, it's really evil of them not to add him in. I pity Joel. Joel, you're doing you best, don't give up (:

I'm not going to see home for the next 5 days? Omghh.. Horror... I have to start packing my bag for stayovers at school. Roars. I feel really bad and uneasy for leaving my mummy in the lurch to go for Orientation. No one's at home to take care of her. Sighs, I feel like an unfilial child. =( Anyway, I'll be going home if I can to see my mummy, and I'll buy her something to cheer her up! =D Take care mummy, don't be a stubborn lady and walk around doing errands again. I know you're reading ^^

Anyway, yes. I've got nothing to do now. I feel so inspired to be a photographer. Lols. Everyone's taking so nice pictures. Roars. I'm day-dreaming again. Hahaha. I want to be young and do advertisements againnnnnnn. I miss those days! ): It was so funn.
This is the last time




We all need a time out
This week is a really stressful week for me. Everything just seems to go wrong. Anyway, it's the new year, please be a good 2009 for me (: Anyway, what a wasteful day today. Didn't even get to see the sun nor the moon, I'm stuck in the computer room, infront of my laptop playing dota. Seriously, once school's reopens. I'm going to stop dota. (: Yes. I must, studies are so important! I really want to study now. I so want to study Biology and Math. Roars.

Anyway, O levels results are coming out tomorrow. I'm praying so hard for some people to score well and some people to score lousy. Well, I'm not evil, I just want fair and justice! (: Doesn't mean that you're smart means you can score well. Hardwork is the key to everything =D Sighs, talking about O level results, my Chinese O levels results is coming out tomorrow. =( I'm so going to do it so badly. Roars.

1 week more to IGCSE. How well can I do? I've lower my standards. I think that the phrase "Always aim for the sky, for if you fail, you can reach the clouds." is retarded. You aim for the sky, you fail, you hit the ground and that hurts like mad. So I'm only aiming to land on the ground nicely. But still, I'm praying so hard for a good score.

Orientation 09' in 3 days. I hope it goes well, nothing worst that what I've been experiencing throughout the training days. Yeah, nothing much. AND STILL, I miss my brother! :( CNY coming, and I've just bought 1 dress online =.="" Help me.
Memories will remain, so does nightmares




I'm just that girl at the back of the class chewing on her hair
Heyyaaa. Gosh, yesterday was just plain bad. Woke up with sore eyes, took a cab to school, was saying all nonsense stuffs, stoning half the time, having a bad trip out to holland village, spoilt my bf's handphone by dropping it into the drain full of water, picking it up with my hands. Gosh.

Training was tiring, knee cap and ankle hurts thanks to the starting-the-training-with-a-big-round-outside-and-twisting-my-ankle-a-bit-on-the-rocky-road.. ROAR. Backed started to hurt later. That sucks. Played shooter, SO PRESSURING and played center, WAS DYING. Gosh.
Was fetched home by XunHui and then after we bathed, we went for prata, WALKING OUT. Gosh, I came back home with my eyes barely opened. And there, I fell straight to my bed and boomed, asleep.

I'm like yawning and yawning now. Really tired, but trying to keep myself awake. 1 disc of grey's anantomy and I'm dead. I MISS MY BROTHER. Roars :(
It's all gonna fade away.




Every failure leads to success
Urghhs. Just got back my results for admission into ACS(I). Didn't get in. I failed English and Math. Can you believe it?? MATH. How in the world can I fail math. I never failed math in my life lah. What the shit.

English - 41.4/100 Like what... =.= Roars. Firstly, I'm so clueless how to do English essays there, so I'm kinda of excusable. Roars.
Math - 46/100. LIKE OMG, what the shit. @#$%^&*( I'm so dumbfounded about this.
Science(Chemistry) - 67/100 it's quite okay, considering that I left out 1 whole question about the ideal gas thingy. But still, ROAR.

I didn't get in. Should I be happy or sad? Omg, I really don't knoww.. Sighs. I tried. Well done girls, a pat on the back for us! (: YEAH!




Yayyy! Finally get to blog! Anyway, yes, for the past 3 days, I was in school. Orientation, to me, it really sucked. It's not because I'm being a bitch about it, it's I can't think of anything that I'm happy doing. I find life really unfair. OGLs have been dancing 2 days in a row for the entire day and also playing the games. Other people have to suck up to them and the exco and buy log stuffs, plan games, run around when being ordered. It's really unfair, that's what I think. Like seriously, OGLs should do their OGL dance like not during the day so that we can do other stuffs like - wet games, dry games, war games, bonding. Like seriously, the OGLs have bonded, but among themselves, not us. It's really quite sad, that's how I feel.

It's really pisses me off like when JunHung said someting like the OGLs dancing the mass dance is like up to the standard and we're not, like how we don't even know the steps. Like seriously, what the shit? You guys have been posing, dancing for 2 days, don't tell me you guys can't dance after training for 2 days? *pfft* I looked at marcus, and we both rolled our eyes. Hahaha. Eng is cool lah, he knows how I feel about stuffs. HAHA. (:

Anyway, screw Orientation. Today was like my "day-off". My brother went into army today! OMG, we were like LATE. hahaha, stupid. He was suppose to be at pasir ris at 1.15pm and go into tekong at 2pm. He thought he was suppose to be at pasir ris at 2pm. OMG, we rushed lah! Siao eh. And we reached SAF ferry terminal, and PHEW. There was the boat waiting for us. Hahaha (: Toured around the campus. Omg, parents.. Really embarrassing. Can you believe, we went into their bunk and one parent ask "Is it safe? Will the fan drop down and hurt my son?" I was like, WHAT TYPE OF QUESTION IS THAT. That's so retarded... Then my mummy was like "Can they interact with the other blocks' people?" Then I was like, "mummy, this isn't a camp to make friends, this is for them to train." Omgg. SO EMBARRASSING. And my mummy was burping the entire day. GOSH, so gross, and do loud, not covering her mouth. *Faints*

yeahs, nothing much! (: Brother's gone! ): MY BOTAK BROTHER! Hahaha, so cute man. =P I heard today's orientation was HOHOHOHO. =X Hees. Anyway, BYE. Bored. =D




Heyya! (: I'm in school right now. Having 3 days 2 nights camp. Anyway, today was a sucky day. Really pisses me off. How unfair life can be. And anyway, if you're unhappy about you being a bastard, don't dare you throw temper on us because you failed to do your task. So seriously, fuck off. I'm no push-over. Thinking you're some big shot, really? Think twice, you're nothing but a piece of shit. So really, don't stretch my limits.

*Sighs of relief* Ass, made me so pissed off. Anyway, yes. I've got no idea why you like him, he's like gross fucker. I want to sleep now, NIGHTS (:




Heyyyaaaa! Gosh, these few days of travelling, doing stuffs, playing games caused me all the aches and tiredness. Gosh, today, I just couldn't get up to go help out in the egg stall. I'm sorry! Played dota with my brother in the morning before going to the market to buy groceries. (:

It's really annoying how you attract attention by saying one thing and the next thing, you're doing the total opposite thing and making people worry for you. Gosh. It's really sickening. Really, what other ways can you do to call for attention? Running away from situation isn't the best way out, making other people be your scapegoat, isn't good at all. Such evil happens in the world.

Afternoon was just a slack afternoon for me. Roars. Just bored, bored and more bored. Brother went out for a dinner date. Hahaha, first time I ever heard he going on a date. Anyway, wish him luck! Although it might seems that he's paying for the dinner by using his credit card, at the end, it's still my mummy who's paying it all. Hahaha. (: Funny funny (:

Omg, I so feel like doing a 365, but I really suck. HAHAHA. every 365 is gonna be me. LOL. Hahaha. Anyway, yes. Tatas. (: Dota time. =D
You can't stop me from loving you




I LOVE YOU! (: So fast, 10months have past! For good times, and bad times, I'll be on your side forever more. (:




When I read back now, I felt like crying. Everything you wrote make sense now, I understand and emphatise with you. I really wonder how your heart can be so big to keep a million secrets and heartaches and sew it up without a visible scar on it. But deep down inside, too many scars, too much pain, it've crushed down into dust.

Bestfriends. Such word you've seen before? Experienced it before? I've never. You've knocked me hard, I woke up and realized, what's so nice about being famous. A million people knows you, but who really knows you best inside? None. Neither have I known anyone best inside, what a friend I am, indeed. Such a bitch-friend. Neglected every best-friend-opportunity friend. Emphaty? No. Symphaty? No. Pissed? Yes.
I wished the world was fair enough to torture the evils and save the innocents.




Walls have ears and eyes to see.
Heyya! Gosh, I'm really tired of waking up so early in the morning, rushing to bathe and leave the house, get pissed off by bus driver for scolding me for paying student price just because I don't have an ez-link, rush to school, sometimes even skipping breakfast. And always, sadly, not being there on time. I'm always like 5-10mins late. URGHHS.

I'm really annoyed by some of the chosen people in orientation this year. They don't interact, they hide in a corner, they minggle around themselves. Come on.. Actually not some, like very little. I'm not gonna pin-point, but this is the time where we make new friends and bond together as one Orientation commity 2009, right? Oh well (: Hope as time to come, things will all be better. And fishball is really irritatingly annoying.

I'm eating way too much, seriously, my tummy is popping out of my pants. DAMN IT. Lose weight lose weight. Gosh, I've over-eaten. That's damn sad lahhh! I feel so sad right now. I'm going to lose weight, I don't care! (:

Anyway, yes. I so want to vent my anger, but, I'll hold. But at times, being the bad guy isn't that bad, because at least, it'll hit an impact on you to make you wake up to see reality and not dreamland. I hope I can be your bad guy.
If everyday was just a dream




Your baby-blue eye sparkles
Heyyya! (: Alright, orientation today? Ughs, I didn't feel that it was good enough. Haha. And I just realized that what made us bonds are not actually those games we played for trial-runs, but its the volleyball, scoccer and handball. (: It was reallyyyy fun! (: Love it. Hahahas. Anyway, I got kicked in the ankle by someone that now it hurts like mad :( I want to learn mass dance, I love mass dance. Gosh, I miss out 1hour of mass dance and they learnt finish the song, damn it. RAH. So sad. I so wanna learn. Mass dance is FUN!

Went to leisure park to eat at the food court with darling, Marcus Eng and David who was almost killed in N.S hahahas. He went in all healthy and pampered, and this is what he got - Lung problems, asthma and serving food in N.S. Tskkkk. Sad life lah Woon. Hahahas (: Anyway, later Jieyun, Jeannette and her girl-friend came to eat dinner with us. And they send us to Kallang later.

Saw Florence for the first time. Hahaha. And yeah, we didn't feel weird talking to each other, she was such a chatter-box. Hahaha. So cute. (: Yeah, they watched me train for 1hour and I think they got bored and Florence went back to play tennis and darling went home (:

Training was alright. My stamina and speed are all gone. I'm so sad lahs ): Must train back! MUST MUST MUST. Hahahas, I'm going to give the excuse that my ankle hurts from someone kicking it, and my 2 blisters on my toes hurts. Hahahaha (: Yes yes. That excuse. =P heees. (:

Anyway, I'm dead tired now. Going to sleep already (: Tomorrow still need to wake up early to go to school. AND OMG, my Ez-link card is adult fare already, I'm so freaking pissed off! Take bus from 45cents to 93cents. Take train from 40cents to $1.07. OMG, so hell pissed, they still have to count every cent. Ass. =.="" So unhappy.
I’d swim across the sea to be with you for a while




Too cool to warm
Heyyya (: Happy new year to all my friends out there. Slept at 4am today! Hahahas, gosh. Real tired man. (: Anyway, thank you to Marcus Eng, Calvin Eng, Jun Hung, Annabelle, Lizzy and didi for making what a start for 2009. Laughter and joy, just what we all needed (:

Resolutions? Just want to stay healthy, get good grades, save more money, be with my love, be happy, be thinner, get to do the things I always wanted.(: Nothing really big like Desi =.= Want to own a playground.. Hahaha. She's weird. Hahahas. (: Anyway, hope people have good resolutions! (: I'm so taking down my "Cravings" section, it's so retarded.

Watched Grey's Anatomy, it's getting so exciting. Hahaha. (: Loving it. More drama than House. But still, love doctors show. Really inspires me to become a doctor (: Went for dinner at Ah Yat's, they are so conning our money. Hahahas. Oh well (:

School's re-opening, I so want to study hard. I want to study like now. Hahaha, I can't wait to buy and open and read my textbooks. (: I don't know what I'm so eager to study, maybe it's because I haven't been studying in the longest time. Hahaha, I want tuitions! (: I'm only afraid it will stress me up too much and again, NO TUITION HOMEWORKS, I won't do it. Hahaha (:

Rahhs. I'm so jealous of famous people. I want to be famous too. Look at my tagboard, DEAD. Look at other people tag board, FLOODED with messages. I'm so jealous. Rahs. ): Maybe it's jsut because I'm a boring person to be with.
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