I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you.




Hey! I'm really bored now. I've have no idea what I'm going to do for the next 1.5hours. I don't have the mood to do any of my work now, meaning that I'll get killed from someone later. I realized my blog is really boring to read, it's so freaking wordy. Damn it. And my sentence structure, grammer and vocabulary are so limited. It seriously sucks.

I'm so against the idea of my sister getting a child. She have not gotten a stable income, partly because she spends tons of money of zara/LV/gucci. Seriously, she haven't thought of the future and what she's going to do next after having a child. She's still smoking, which will eventually kill the little child. She's still owes money to people. She don't think for the future, that's all I said. My stupid brother is encouraging her to get a child, seriously, he's dumb.

School starts tomorrow again. Next week is going to be so tiring for me. I have matchs on Monday, Wednesday, Friday. Council camp on Friday and Saturday, meeting on Monday. Tchoukball training on Tuesday. I don't know how I'm going to do all my homeworks when I'm going home feeling so tired and aches all over. =( All the best to me!

I better stop, I'm getting bored and naggy.




I put my faith in you, what a stupid thing to do
Yesterday was a slack day for me! I didn't bring any work. Had biology practial again. Seriously, I hate the microscope. Pisses me off. But my MS(C1) got full marks! (: That's great! Omg, we had to weigh ourselves and tell the class. Was so embarassed :( I am 49kg. GAHHHHHHH. Later went for Chemistry, YES. Finally the group projects are out of the way, seriously, it's a waste of time.

After that, faster rush to chinese's class do to my conversational! I think I did quite well! Omg, I got 25/30! YES. But what the hell! for a 7, it is 26/30. OMGGGGG. Stupid lao shi don't want to give me 1 more mark. GOSH, really annoyed. Lols. No time to argue! I went to change and get going for the match.

Went to hillgrove, gosh. I see ahbengs under void decks going to start a fight. Hahaha, reminds of me of sec1/2. Gosh. So embarrassing. Hahaha. later played the game. We won 25-14, lousy win. But whatever, the heat's getting to me. Hahaha. (: Played 2 quarters in a row as center, seriously, almost died. Hahaha. (:

Went back to school, went for tutoring. =.=" So bloody annoyed. Later went to town. OMG, on the MRT, there's this fucking bitch. Seriously, my friend stinked, so we took out his spray, and spray on him. And accidentally, a DROP went onto this fucking indian/malay lady. Then she made a big fuss about it.
Fucking bitch. I swear. What? We purposely spray on you? Is the spray so acidic that we must bring you to see the doctor? Stupid brainless woman. I hope you read my blog. Crazy.

Went to eat dinner at yoshiyona. Then went for training. Nothing much. Went home, then sleep! (:

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Everyone wants to make something good. Each of us contribute a little of our own and makes it something we can never imagine it to be. And everyone says that the product is useless and unwanted. And then, everyone goes back to step 1.
Doing something someone always do is alright, after 8 years going onto 9, it's still alright. But there's always times where she thinks she can give it a go, but... How life is unfair that everyone else gets the chance of doing something further but not her. And when she taks the initiative to do something futher, she gets smacked in all directions, critisisms and despise. Can't someone let her shine, teach her to shine like the others like how she helped others shine.
One day, when the time comes, she will just break away.




I went to see the dentist this morning about putting braces. Seriously, my teeth is not nice, I hate my teeth, I want perfect teeth. Get that, its not a trend, its not cool, I just want perfect teeth. So stop spouting nonsenses. I'm getting sick of it.

And gosh, while checking today, the dentist said I have decayed teeth. FUCK. Because I eat too much sweets and chocolate. Damn it. I had to remove the decaying part, omg. The dentist was so fierce lah can. So annoying. Anyway, no more sweets and chocolates! Rahs.

I've research and found on prevention of tooth decay!

Brushing

• Get into a routine for brushing. Brush your teeth twice a day, in the morning and before bedtime.
  
  
• Use a toothbrush with soft, rounded-end bristles and a small enough head that allows you to reach all parts of your teeth and mouth. Replace your toothbrush every 3 to 4 months.
  
  
• You may also use an electric toothbrush that has been given the American Dental Association (ADA) seal of acceptance. Studies show that powered toothbrushes with a rotating and oscillating (back-and-forth) action are more effective at cleaning teeth than are other toothbrushes, including other powered toothbrushes.
  
  
• Use a fluoride toothpaste. Some fluoride toothpastes also offer tartar control, which may help slow the formation of hard mineral buildup (tartar) on the teeth.
  
  
• Place the brush at a 45-degree angle where the teeth meet the gums. Hold the brush firmly, and gently rock the brush back and forth using small circular movements. Do not scrub, because vigorous brushing can make the gums pull away from the teeth and can scratch your tooth enamel.
  
  
• Brush all surfaces of the teeth, tongue-side and cheek-side. Pay special attention to the front teeth and all surfaces of the back teeth.
  
  
• Brush chewing surfaces vigorously with short back-and-forth strokes.
  
  
• Brush your tongue from back to front. Some people put some toothpaste or mouthwash on their toothbrush when they do this. Brushing your tongue helps remove plaque, which can cause bad breath and help bacteria grow. Some toothbrushes now have a specific brush to use for your tongue.
  
  
• Use disclosing tablets every now and then to see whether any plaque remains on your teeth. Disclosing tablets are chewable and will color any plaque left on the teeth after you brush. You can buy them at most drugstores.

Flossing

Floss once a day. The type of floss you use is not important. Choose the type and flavor that works best for you. Use any of the following methods:

• The finger wrap method: Cut off a piece of floss 18in. to 20in. long. Wrap one end around your left middle finger and the other end around your right middle finger, until your hands are about 2in. to 3in. apart.
  
  
• The circle method: Use a piece of floss about 12in. long. Tie the ends together, forming a loop. If the loop is too large, wrap the floss around your fingers to make it smaller.
  
  
• A plastic flossing tool makes flossing easier. You can find them at most drugstores.

Healthy diet

• Eat many types of food, especially whole grains, vegetables, and fruits, and food that is low in saturated fat and sodium. Good nutrition is vital for children as their teeth develop, and for adults to maintain healthy gums and avoid tooth decay. For nutrition advice, see the guidelines in MyPyramid.
  
  
• Mozzarella and other cheeses, peanuts, yogurt, milk, and sugar-free chewing gum (especially gum that contains xylitol) are good for your teeth. They help clear your mouth of harmful sugars and protect against plaque. These make great after-meal snacks.
  
  
• Avoid foods that contain a lot of sugar, especially sticky, sweet foods like taffy and raisins. The longer sugar stays in contact with your teeth, the more damage the sugar will do.
  
  
• Avoid between-meal snacks.
  
  
• Do not snack before bedtime, as food left on the teeth is more likely to cause cavities at night. Saliva production decreases while you sleep, so saliva does not clean your mouth well during sleeping hours.

Yeah! That's about it. I'm so going to keep my teeth out of the decaying stage. Damn. I so want braces. MUM, SEE THIS. RAHS. I WANT BRACES, NOT DECAYING TEETH.
You can always find what you're not looking for.




I just realized that tomorrow I'm having a match! Hahaha. I hope I win them. I seriously want to merge champions in the school challenge league. I'm playing center, damn it. I hope I pull it through tomorrow. (:

I need to cut my fringe, it's really annoying. ANNA, cut for me!!! Hahaha. You cut your fringe so nicely! I'm so jealous. Hahaha. I'm really random. LOL.

Daffy's joke.
Brina: Omg lah, Mr Png coming to new york with us.
Daffy: Oh? You guys will have higher risk of the plane falling during the trip.

HAHAHAHAHA. OMG. Biggest joke ever. Shhhhs. =P But its damn funny. Haha




School was alright! Went through IA in Biology class, omg I scored 4/6. DAMN IT. Lols. Later had chinese! Was suppose to do the conversational talk, in the end, brina and me ended up writing the talk and presenting tomorrow. I seriously want a 7 so I can slack for the next 2 conversational. Hahaha. (:

I ate subway for break! Haha. Maddy(Olive) scared me lah! She asked me if the subway was nice, then I said that it's was alright. Then she went to buy, the first bite she eat, then she shout "YOU LIED TO ME, IT'S NOT NICE." Then I stun. LOL. She laughed like shit. Ass.. Tricked me. Hahaha.

Went for freezing lesson(TOK). Gosh, I realy hate TOk, it's so thinking out of the box. And it reminds you time and time again that the brain is just playing you out. Lols. Hahaha. Had 2 free periods! Translated English to Chinese(doing work), then ate lunch. And I always like to........ GOSSIP. Hahaha. Later had economics. Seriously, we are so mean to the teacher, but her pronouncation of words is really making all of us laugh. Haha.

After school, went home! Brina quek sent me to MRT. AWWWWWWs! Hahaha. Omg, we were walking to the MRT, then we were walking down the 'hill', and there were two other school girls walking up. Then when we wanted to walk down, one of them fell down. BRINA STARTED LAUGHING like crap, then he told us "I can't see them, I will laugh." Then we walked pass them trying not to see them, after we passed, we laughed like mad. HAHAHAHA.
This is what he says
Hahas. Biggest jokeo f the day. Hahahaha. Later, dinner. Then talked to mummy about braces! Most probably going to Emily's one to do. Because NTUC is like 4.5k and above. GOSH. So expensive. But I want straight teeth, I don't care if I look ugly. HAHAHA.
The nose poker is always wrong because it doesn't know both sides.

• 3 Intros for Literature Tuition
• Economics commentary
• Chinese - famouse person
• Chinese - script
• English - BUY BLUEST EYE AND READ PLEASE.
• Math - do whatever you can

Lols. That's it! It's great! It looks so much shorter. Hahahaha. Loving myselffff <3 Going to reward myself with a game and a good night rest's.




Before it's too late, all this will disappear.
Helloooo! Gosh. I've been sleeping at 2am/3am for the past 2 nights! And I think I'm going to do it tonight again. I'm really exhausted. I'm so behind from all my subjects. Anyway, I've cleared some of my major works, I'm so glad! But I have other works too. Will list down later.

Anyway, today was the results for the 5th running council. Me and baby got in! Anyway, here are the 15 councilers for 09/10. Brian Toh, Annabelle, Brian Quek, Dulcena Yen, Desiree Yen, Daphne Yen, Desmond, Emily Yiu, Chloe Yo, Ang Jun Hung, Ananya, Vidette Wong, Daniel Leung, Regi(Not important to me, so I don't know his full name) and Ian Lee. Hello my fellow councilors! (: We're having a camp next week Friday 10pm to Saturday 5pm. I love camps (: Anyway, I have tons of comment on this, but not going to write here. (: Yuupppppps!

Anyway, first lesson! Economics! Gosh, my last major work I have not done - Commentary. And I realized she didn't know that I didn't hand up. But I got to do and hand up soon (: REAL SOON. I really don't like her teaching, it confuses me a lot. And she herself got so many things wrong. Later had double break, I was S-T-A-R-V-I-N-G, so I ate salad for the first break. Then went to see darling rehearse in the hall later. (:

Math lesson was boring but I paid attention, I really need to buck up on my HL math. It's very important!! Had Biology later! Gosh, I'm dying during biology. Or maybe I'm just getting bored of Chemistry and Biology, I lost interest in Sciences already. Just 1 word. Die. Lunch break stayed in class and finished up my Biology IA. Omg, I just realized that we have to clock in 60hours of investigation/practical for IB. And each investigation/practical is only 1.5hours. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW MANY INVESTIGATIONS/PRACTIALS I MUST DO? FOURTY!! 40!!! OMG, that's ALOT.

Went for Chemistry later, presentations are really boring. Oh well. That's how my 1hour passed with a sleeping beauty beside me, Chloe Yo. And vocals behind me, Desiree Yen and Sophia Chan. LOL. How interesting can Chemistry class be? HAHAHAHA. Went for math class again (I find it dumb how we have 3 lessons of math every Tuesday). Mr Chen wasn't there as he had meeting, I self-studied/did work! I am proud okay. Hahaha. (:

After school had tchouk ball training. It's getting annoying how my fingers always hit the ball and it will hurt like hell. And we had to slam the ball on each other's hand and causing it to swell and make it double the size. Had so-called court training, it was quite fun. I realized that left-winger is so slack. CP is not the hardest position to play, I think it's the FP. Hahhaas. (: Anyway yes, went home, eat dinner. Now going to bathe and do Economics later. Tatas.
Put your hands up and wave.




Hellos (:

Okay. I tried clearing my work today, but looks like I'm so dead by tomorrow. Pray hard for me that it isn't going to be that blueeeeeee on Monday blues~ Rahhs. And I'm going to school myself tomorrow, that makes a bad start of the day. ARGHHHHHH.

Oh, I'm sorry. If you're thinking of seeing photos for the past 1 week, I'm sorry, there ain't going to happen. Because I'm so sick of blogger having to wait 1234567890years to upload them.

I'm so bored now. Dying. Stupid Chemistry Project. Bye.
Ain't coming back again




[edited at 1:00am of 22th March 2009]

• CAS website
• Chemistry Project work
• Chemistry (ex7)
• Biology "IA"
• Chinese presentation (famous person)
• Chinese presentation (dialouge)
• English - bluest eye (buy/read)
• Math - ALL MY OVERDUED WORK
• Economics commentary
• Literature Tuition homework (3 introductions)
  

Okay. That looks a lot, and that's why I didn't bullet it in numerical. Hahahaha. (: nights. I'm screwed.
I smell sour grapes.




HELLOOOOO (:

I'm back from holiday! Actually it was last evening, but I came down with an illness, a super bad one that makes me keep having the runs and feeling so weak and wanting to puke. Such a bad feeling. Anyway, yes. Haven't uploaded pictures into my computer! Hahaha. Will do soon. I'm so lazy. =|
My faith in you was fading




I'M IN MANILAAAAAAAAAA. (: HOLIDAY TILL WEDNESDAY. hahahas.

TATAS.




He went away. Rahs. I'm so fucking moody now. I've got no idea why. Really fucking pissed. At this point of time, I need you so badly, but I just couldn't get hold of your attention.
coupbaiser




Hey ass, I love you.
I didn't blog yesterday! I was dead tired by the time I reached home. I'm really pissed how people tries to take on inch when we are already giving a cm. RAHHS. The chinese chim word (de chun jing chi). Something like that. Hahaha. Whatever. Stupid organisation, I really just feel like giving up and not going there to do the funfair, and let them do everything by themselves. Really pissing. So freaking choosy some more. Slap them only lahs. Ass. I have to claim like 1235678hours for this event. Pisses me off so badly.

Economics for the first 2 periods, gosh. It was realy confusing how she tells us to write commentry. Really got all jumbled up. Double break was helping darling sell cookies and brownies. OMGG, they are the best brownies ever lahhhhh! Hahaha. I ate 2, but I paid for themmm! So sinful. GOSH. Hahaha,b ut really gooddd. I'm so going to learn how to bake from him. hahaha.

Mathe was just boring. Bleahs. I got back my biology test! 18/25. FUCK, so freaking annoyed.... :( My E/A is both 5! Arghhs. Hate term 1. Seriously, it's so fucked up. Lunch was nothing much, eating mee rebus. Bleahs. Went for Chemistry class late, got locked out of class. GOSH. So annoyed. But desi and chloe also got locked out and they attitude madam! OMG, that was such a wrong move. Hahaha. Later math again, really boring. Was doing another math work while he teaches the class something I don't know. Lols.

Had "chook" ball training. It was alright. Played a game today. Gosh, I thought it was like netball, but you can't even intercept. WHAT THE SHIT. It's so hell different. Gosh, I was so lost on court. Hahaha. I tried shooting twice and both times were such embarrassment to me. GOSHHHHH. I MISS LIKE A MILE. DIDN'T EVEN HIT THE NET AT ALL. OMGGGG. But it's fun (:

Oh fuck, tomorrow is council speech. Seriously, fuck it. I'm not going to do anything. Just say, VOTE FOR ME because I dare to make a difference in your life. Hahaha. (: Dulcena Dares To Change.
VoteDulcena




So busy to tell me where I went wrong
yesterday was such a slack day for me! Hahaha. (: I literally did nothing and in the evening went for concert/Music awards. Hahaha. (: Yes, was suppose to go see darling jamming at bugis but he didn't go, so I didn't go too! (:

The concert was alright! OMG, got afew of my favourite singers. (: Haha, not going to post photos because I have like 90 pictures? Hahaha. NO way i'm going to post. Hahaha. Yupps. That's about it.

I woke up at 11.20am today, gosh. I'm really such a pig. Went for brunch at AMK HUB with my brother, daffy and mummy at fish&co. Desi went out for lunch with friends. Hahaha. GOSH, I'm so annoyed, I thought I would have a ride home, in the end take a cab. Luckily not bus, if not I'll punch people. Hahaha.

Came home, did abit of tuiton work ( half a question, LOL.) then tuition teacher came. Did finish the tutorial! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE. I've still yet to do the chapter's before tutorial. Damnn. Hahaha. Whateverrrrrrrr. (: Now I'm freeeee. Waiting for my mummy to come back from hair salon.

I WANT TO GO LJJ's CONCERT AT STADIUMMMMMMMMMMMM :(




Hellooo!

Omg, I woke up because of my dream. It was so weirddddddd! Hahaha. I was staying in a HDB flat(But it looks like my house before renovation) and there were like 2 ahbengs in my toilet. I don't know why I didn't chase them out, but I went and brush my teeth. I put my FBT shorts on the table, then they go and take and put it on me. And I scolded them! WAHHH. Can't believe myself scolding ahbengs. LOL. haha. Then I even hit them! LOL. Then they were so pissed off at me. HAHAHA. Gosh. Then I went into my room, then they followed me, wanted to hit me. Gosh, and suddenly all my gong-fu skills all come out. They tried slapping me, then I WAHHHH-TAAAA, then block. HAHAHAH. Such a comedy, but I dreamt of that! HAHAHA. I was laughing when I woke up. Hahaha. Then later my dad chase them out of the house. Hahahaha. JOKE.

I can't believe I even hit a ahbeng and scold them. haahha. I think because of last night's performance, then all the ahbengs and ahlians. hahaha. Gosh, I saw "Them". OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME, they look like crap. hahaha. =P Whatever, NIGHTS. I mean, MORNING. (:




Heyyaaaa! (: Didn't blog yesterday because I was sooooo tired when I got home. Hahaha. Anyway, yesterday had school! Rahs. Biology was boring because we were doing microscope! RAH. I hate the microscope. So useless and makes my eye hurts. haha. Had chemistry after that, rahhs. Failed my test, 19/40. Whateverrrrr! Hahaha. Term 1 always sucked for me. hahaha =P

Went out of school after that, with darling. I went to eat lunch alone while he does his stuffs. Met iekka and james! (: At least got people to talk to! (: After that, went back to school, finish up my biology homework, then wait for Desi to finish prefect interview. Then went to vivo and eat dinner with my brother and his girlfriend and siying. =D

Went for training later. Rahhs. Stupid headache really hurts, couldn't play much. Fuck. Really pissed. We got a new team mate - Karen/Caren. Not sure.Hahaha. But she's quite alright! (: at least she knows her basics unlike some people who came in very blurry. Hahaha. Not offending anyone! (:

Oh! He made this for us for valentines, but it only came today.Hahaha :P





The word jealousy isn't in my dictionary
Helloooo! Today was a crapped up day luh. Tutor time was stupid because I get very annoyed how people can't listen to us when we are talking and later asking all the craps. Ughhs. And because of it, I was late for biology lesson. Doing T-test is really annoying. It gets me all clueless.
Chinese was the nicest and slackest one, I think. Had Chinese test which I cheated a bit, but at least I know how to some and am proud of it. I scored 13/16, not too bad (: had my subway breakfast during chinese.

Break was nothing much, doing Economics work. Went for TOK lesson. Gosh, his room is really cold, freezing, even when I'm wearing Keith's jacket. hahaha. It was really boring, people start falling asleep, starting from Emily Yiu then Sophia, Weiwen, QuanDe. Hahaha. The only enthu ones are Nemo and Sarah. Lols. I just sat there, trying to make myself not fall asleep by drawing. HAHAHA.

Triple break! That's what I needed. Hahaha. Yes, was doing work, slowly. Hahaha. Went to sign CAS forms. Bleahs. Didn't even get to sign any. Gosh. So terrible. Anyway, had Economics lesson later. Just did a 2 page long questions, it was alright. Maybe because I did Economics in year 3/4. Came home, Literature tuition. Yeahs. Nothing much!

Talking to friends online now. Daffy's speech tomorrow! GO PURPLE DUCKKKKKKK (:
Missed out on each other now




It's no puppy love.
Hellooooos! (: Today is me and my boyfriend's anniversary! Hahaha. (: He did for me a video again! Hahaha, but this time is him video recording himself. AWWWWWWWWS. So cute lah. Hahaha. I think you can't really hear it unless you put earphones. Hahaha. (: He's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Anyway, its a pity that he's unable to walk now, thus not really doing anything. But whatever! I'm so tired now! PE was alright, finally the last lesson of PE. Hahaha. Netball training was tiring! GOSH. running within 2 secs. Blahs. =( That sucked.Hahaha. I feel like wearing weights, so I can run faster! (: Really want to improve myselffffff (: And I can jump higher again! YAYYYYYYY (: I hate playing Center, so pressurizing. I want to play defence, like inside the circle, d. Rahhs. =( I wished someone can train me in that position. Bleahs.
Height doesn't count




Heyyyaaa (: I'm loving my new fringe, just that its cause a hell loads of pimple. AND I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A CHINA DOLL BITCH. Don't ever associate me with china people. Rahs.

Anyway, today school was boring! Ughhs. Was so looking forward to see my boyfriend in school, but he's only coming to school tomorrow. Damn.. Anyway, first day with a new form tutor, she's soooooo annoying. Blah. Anyway, today is such a bad day.

Chemistry test is a goner. I failed my Math test, that sucked like hell. Biology was crap. Blah. Sucked like hell man. English was alright, I was struggling as I was so blur in class. Damnn.. Chinese was just plain stoning. LOL. Okay.. I need to do my IOP for Chinese soon, I'll get killed if I don't. Hohoho.

Had tuition just now. Omg, I just passed my essay, I thought I did so well. It's so screwed up. Damn it. I just can't express my idea on that damn paper. Oh yes, I got conned $1 for printing 2 sheets of paper. Really pissing. Rahhs.

Anyway, nothing much to say. My both parents are not in town till Sunday. Damnn.. No morning drive to school and meepok for breakfast..
You'll only realized when it's gone.

1. Do math homework
2. Do math IA
3. Do Lit tuition homework (this is hard :|)
4. Study Chemistry
   
5. Study Biology
6. Do Biology summary

I think that's about it. TATAS.

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