Just to have a break and a world of my own.
Hellooo!

Gosh, I know I haven't been updating for a week already! Things have been moving too fast for me. I'm trying to catch up with so many stuffs. Oh bother. And I'm still a game addict. Dang. Let me talk about my past 1 week, if I can still remember.

The 2 teams list have been released. It was kinda of obvious who's going to up up there and who's not. It's a pity how some (I feel) isn't up there, but some (like myself) who ain't ought to be up there. But whatever it is, the teams are set and I feel that we should put in our best regardless of where we are. And as always, there will be people complaining, I find it very sickening for some to complain about stuffs when they already have what they want and just want even more. I find it unreasonable, I'm not pin-pointing at anyone, but it's just how I feel. (: So anyway, here's the team list.
Jiayou clique. Do our best.

Went to see the dentist on Saturday! I don't need to put braces! hehh. (: But if I want to, I have to pull out teeth, NO WAY am I going to do that. Hahahaha. So yeahs, the end of my I-want-to-have-purrrrfect-teeth. Hahaha. (:

Went "shopping" in town on Sunday. You know why I put " ", because I didn't buy anything. Bleahs. Hate window shopping, it sucks. Went to soeul garden for buffet dinner.

Monday was a boring day, 2 IAs to hand in, then Practical again. Rahs. Sciences are really killing me. Had tuition at night, and it lasted till 12midnight again. Gosh, I was really dying of lack of sleep. I so needed to sleep when I was doing my work. My mind was blank and all I was thinking about is "when am I able to shut my eyes in peace and snuggle into bed."

Tuesday was boring. School as usual, sucked. Had tchouckball training. Only 3 of us (girls) training. DIAOOOO... But it was alright, I don't have to hear all the screaming and we went super high. Hahahha. Played game with the other 3 guys, half court. I WAS SUPER LOST. But still alright. Hahaha :) Went home later.

I'm super tired now. NIGHTS




They outnumbered us. 7 - 8
Yesterday really sucked. Had both Chemistry and Biology yesterday. I really can't study without that motivation. I got 5 for both subjects. Urghs. This sucks =| Oh well.

Had netball match against West Wood. We lost 19-22. It was a bad lost, because I believe that we can pawn their mother fucking asses. Firstly, we didn't play that well. I don't understand why you have to be scared of tall people, so what. We as short people have our own advantage. And seriously, West Wood, fuck off. So what if you have won this match, you've won, but deep down, you know that conscience in you is killing you as each second passes. Do you find it very odd when 1 umpire blows everything that is against a team? It's called bias. Seriously, you guys may be above average, but your sportsmanship is bad.

Who goes up to you during the game and say "NEHNEH, You can't catch me." and runs off giving that retarded fucking face? Seriously, west wood GA, watch out. You're so fucking retarded, unfriendly, no sportsmenship, diver. How can you fall and roll when someone didn't even barely touched you? Retard. Still trying to tell the umpire that I pushed you down? Fat hope, your umpire sucks. It's alright, I forgive student umpires from your school because your school has no brains.


Went to school early today! No breakfast! Oh well!! Had English for my first period, I was glad seeing my IOP which is quite stable. (: I hope I really score well for IOP, it's an important 15% of my grades! Hahaha. (: Had math later, boring. :(

Went to the dentist later! Had X-RAY. So long, gosh. 1 hour, I almost died. The woman there was so unfriendly. Ass. Hahaha, now I'm home! TATAS (: Baby's having SATS test now! ALL THE BEST!!!!
Whenever you remember.




It's 12:38am now. I'm dead tired. Just ended tuition, a 4hour long one. Gosh. Haven't had it in the longest time. I need my rest now.

Haven't said this in the longest time:

Bias kills you. Will blog about it more next time. Bye (:




I'm so lazy to blog. These few days, I'm very upset that I got tanner. I look and am comparable to my boyfriend now. Hahaha. Damn it. I don't want to be so tanned! RAHHS. I'm putting every single thing on my body which says "whitening" on the bottle. Hahaha =P Gosh. And I'm gonna be tanner tomorrow again. Uh o...... Come on, we're going into finals. YEAHHHS (:

School sucked today! I had like 2 practicals to do - Biology and Chemistry! Gosh. Chemistry practical was alright. And Biology practial was quite fun! Hahaha. Playing and squashing eggs is a fun thing to do! Hahahaha. I know, I'm retarded. And the sad thing is, I have to do both reports by next Monday. So much for the fun. Hahaha =P

Oh yes, I finally topped my class for math test. I'm so freakingly happy. Hahaha. I was the bottom of the class at first, now I'm top. Watch me. (: Wheeee! So happy, yes, the first thing to be arrogant of, finally a 7 to show. Hahahahaha. =P But still, I had tons of careless mistakes. ALAMAKS. But whatever.

English was a bore, I seriously hate prose. Hahaha. Chinese! I got 2 overdued work and she's getting so mad at me. But she said to give my a 7 for achievement! Haha. YES, my second 7. Hahahaha! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE. My biology got 5, and I think my chemistry got 2. =.=" Damn it.

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Jealousy kills. Jealousy makes you disagree to everything, makes you kill your passion in doing everything. Wake up, jealously doesn't make one move on but just being hated. I quote from my brother "GO SUCK THUMB". Pick yourself up, look up to the world again, this isn't the end. Doesn't mean that for the past few times you hear praises sung to you, means that without you, the world is meaningless. The world moves on with or without one, so move on. Jealousy kills you.
Politics crushes the meaning of living.




Heyya!! I can't blog now. My brain is shutting down. I've just cleared my CAS blog after not updating for 3weeks. Gosh. 123456789 things to update. Hahaha. I was crapping my way out. OMG. I counted the hours and guess what.

I only have:
- 17.5hours for school netball
- 27.5hours for clique netball
- 10.5hours for tutoring at LIFE
- 10hours for tchouckball

GOSHHHHHH. So little after so much work. Bloody ass. Anyway. I got to go sleep!
I need to rush my IOP. I'm so dead :( Tomorrow is investitureeeeeeeee, gosh. BLAZOR and high heels. Talking about high heels, I can't wear them :( I got a freaking bad cut at my toe from today's match against NUS high. OH, we won ^^ 25 - 12. Lousy win. Lols. BYE (:
& we belong together




Cause when you cry, I feel like dying
Gosh, my form tutor was being a bitch to everyone today. Sighhs. Economics was boring. =( I really hate it now.. RAHHS. No mood for studying. Hahaha. Double break! Did finish my mathe homework, then went for exco meeting. Anna wasn't there! She had to see her dentist.

Went for Math class later. I PAID ATTENTION IN CLASS. Satisfied ^^ Biology! Gosh, cell division is messing me up!! Stupid DNA. We watched a cool video, saw so many things happening in our body. SUPER COOL. Lunch was in the office ^^

Chemistry later. Super slack, but I'm lost in chemistry, have to go read my notes again. MATH AGAIN. I listened in class okay. Hahahaha. =P Gosh, this post is really boring. I have no clue what to write bout this post. LOL.

TCHOUCKBALL later. So little people went and stupid Desmond cheat my feelings, say will come. Then in the end come 1hour late. Asswipe. Hahahaha =P It was quite okay luh. I sprain my finger I think, but I think can play lah :D:D Not that serious. Hahaha (: Went home in a cab later.

OKAY. I hate this post. I might delete it. Bwhahahas :P BYE










Okay! Finally can blog (:
Friday was funnn! I had a photoshoot (: I was so nervous at first, I sucked at my first outfit. But later it was alright and I did not too bad! The sad thing was that they made me wear those kiddy outfits and made me act cute. So like me right? But I want to be differentttt!! Daffy gets to wear those super cool, office wear. Look so smart and nice. Desi gets to wear school student clothings and also teenager ranging from 18-20 odd clothings. And I had to wear like 13 year old clothings and do poses like the act cute face. GOSH. hahaha. But it was a blast! (: Still waiting for my photos to be emailed! I WANT TO SEE THEMMM..

Trainings on Friday night and Saturday mornings made my whole body ached till now. It was straight-forward, "What happen to you? You've deproved, you're so lost on court now." "You're not serious on court, you always laugh/smile." Maybe it's myself for acting this way, but maybe it's how I handle things. But whatever it is, I'm not pushing the blame on others, but myself. It strucked me, I told myself, I have to prove to others that I'm still that flying moomoo on court. And I will be better than ever. Watch me fly.

I promised myself to listen and try to understand that Mr Chen's math lessons from now. And I did for today. I was satisfied that I listened in class, ask 123456789questions about what the heck he is doing. And I will do whatever crap he asked us to do in class. From now, no more hatred, disgust, temper on my work. I have to work hard. IB is not a game. It's a challenge.

Tatas! I got to go rush my work. I want my beauty sleep (:
And big girls don't cry.




Helloooooos! Haven't been blogging. I'm so tired and busy now! I got to go bathe, do some math work and get ready for tuition! Things to do for today:

1. Do MY CAS BLOG
2. Read English Literature book
3. Do tuition homework (I forgot what it is)
4. Do whatever other homeworks I have. LOL.

TATAS. BYE




We can survive it all the pain we feel inside
This week was one unproductive week. I feel super dumb by not learning anything. Rahs. =( Anyway, gosh, I have yet to update my CAS manager for the longest time. I have to get it done by Sunday. Damn it. I have no mood to do anything this week, I feel fat not exercising but just eating like hell alot. =( I admit, I'm e mo :( And I have no idea why.

School week has end, I'm glad. Today is my first time skipping class for the year. Damn. =( But I made good use of the time, I read my English Literature text! I read till about half the book. Something I am proud of (At least, something small I can praise myself for).

My sister is confirm pregnant. 6 weeks pregnant. Still, and always, I don't think she' ready for this. Sometimes I wished she wasn't so dependant on others and neglect their love. I hope she really apprieciates others for what they have done for her. And again, A BIG SIGH, (My dream uni is disappearing now.) I have to tolerate for 9 months...

Gosh, so many things running through my mind when I was alone on the way back home. Now thinking back, I can't recall anything. *screams and whines* I got to go. Tomorrow is the night where I see where I stand among us.
You can walk away and say we don't need this
But there's something in your eyes says we can beat this





I'm so lazy to do anything now! Yes, tomorrow is the last day of school for the week. I so need a break. Rahhs. And there goes my Friday and weekends, packed again. Damn it. I hate being busy at times. RAHHHHS. I'm going off now, blogging is such a chore soon.
Ni yao de bu shi wo




Don't leave me hanging in the city so dead.
It has been a long time since I've updated my blog, and I'm getting so lazy to do it. Works have been piling up there, and I'm here slacking and giving up on my work. I'm slipping down. Urghs. I really hate studying now, all I want is a long holiday to let me catch up with everything. I'm so behind time now. Damn it. And I swear, I'll fail math with my stupid, retarded, hopeless, brianless, idiotic teacher. I can go on saying about him, but he's so useless to me that I shall not continue further.

Today was awful, total awful. I hate no mood to study at all. I hated economics because of she making me even more confused. I did obsolutely nothing for break, I need the library to be my new cool hideout place. Biology was LOST, seriously. I'm lacking behind. Lunch was at office. Chemistry later, my assignment was crap. UGHS. I lost like 7marks because I read the question wrongly. Really upset about it. Stupid subject later.

Tchoukball! We had our jerseys! It was weird! Red?! I never liked red. Hahaha. Anyway, the opening of the shirt was quite small, so I had to squeeze my head in the jersey. Hahaha (: Training was alright, but soon it gets really annoying how people don't take it seriously. Yeah, tuition later. Made me feel all so dumb and idiotic.

My life is so screwed up now. Give me a 7days-break and I'll be back again. But it's ironic how I'd get 7days-break, but life continues on with me on break, meaning I'll be behind time by 7-days again. Damn it. What do I do?
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have




This week was a super bad week. I really hated this week. The new week is starting on 4hours, I hope it's good.

Homeworks over dued. None is being touched yet. I'm doomed, burning midnight oil tonight. Sighhss.... I seriously hate homeworks.

Sports. Monday = Match. Tuesday = Tchoukball training. Wednesday = Match. Thursday = rest day. Friday = 2 Matches. Gosh. I'm dead beat. It's good that we won all our matches (: But had blisters and bleeding toe. Rahhs. Damn it. Now my ankle hurts like crap. =| Even when I walk. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH. AND I STILL DIDN'T LOSE ANY WEIGHT.

Council Camp. I think it's alright. Too much dramas for me for the time being. But it's all alright now, I hope. When tomorrow starts, it's another whole new drama. Again. Seriously, I hate my life. I hate how it fluctuates like a stock market. I give up.
I love you baby, I know it's so cliche.




I'm longing for words to describe my feelings
Bad week again. Urghs. I seriously hope this week can pass faster. Tomorrow is council camp. Let's see how it goes. I'm so emotionless to do any work now. Rahhs. I hate my life, or should I say, I hate IB in this school. =.=""

Tomorrow have the last round robin match. My toes/leg didn't hurt as much as yesterday, but I think I'll play less tomorrow. (: I want to go clique training. (: AHYI, don't be sad! (: I LOVE AHYI (: Heeeeeeeees.

Got my book today! Yay!! Isn't as nice as I wanted, but whatever. I need to organize my life, it's messed up. So messed up. I wished that time could stay still now, I should quote "Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone." I want this to happen now.

Nights, I'm messed up. Damn.
I'm falling stupid for you




Hellooo (: Short post now, I'm really tired. This week has been a big test for me.

- I was lost in English because I have not read the book yet
- Math was irritating because he didn't allow me to switch class
- I'm so going to fail HL math, which I do not want. I WANT TO CHANGE CLASS, GET THAT OLD MAN. I'm SO SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR NAGGING, YOUR BULLSHITTING, AND YOUR
"TEACHING".
- Netball match today. Won 17-8? I think. Not sure. But I have like 2 freaking BIG AND PAIN blisters on my toe. I'm going to wear slippers tomorrow.

That's all. I'm dead tired. Nights. ):
Oh oh. I need to control my temper on court, damn it. I feel like a scary monster. Heeees. =P




I hate today, I seriously hate today.
Today sucks suck sucks.
BAD DAY BAD BAY.
Someone, just cheer me up for now.

& I feel like killing/slapping someone now

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